Serving my superiors and loving Mistress.

 

Mistress likes me stand back unobtrusively when I am attending Her. Except when I am fetching and serving drinks or snacks. Then I must quickly curtsy and make myself unobtrusive again. Sometimes She might pat my bottom before I move away. If She has one of Her friends over the friend might also pat or squeeze my bottom before dismissing me. I will put the silver serving tray to one side then wait quietly, sometimes I am instructed to stand facing the wall. I am not allowed to speak without being spoken to and must always curtsy if I am spoken to and when replying. Like a good sissymaid & sissywife, Mistress has trained me very strictly, Her canes and crops were and still are very good teaching assistants for Her. 

In contrast when one of Mistresses  friends brings a boyfriend or just a male friend over, I must stand very close to Him or them. In their personal space, in my intimate space as a plaything for their enjoyment. Sir will often slap or fondle me idly as He enjoys His drink and chats. His strong hands underneath my dress sometimes in my panties feel so intrusive and owning. His tone and manner always patronizing, domineering. Mistress says She loves watching Sir treat me like this, loves watching me tremble and quiver, curtsying full of sexual vulnerability to His every word. She says She gets the same excitement sending me for the strap on and watching me kneel in front of Her lubing it.

Somehow I always feel so hot and damp when His hands are on me. And Mistress says my skin is

always flushed with arousal when a real man is around. One of the many side effects of the strong hormones and sissy treatments (mostly chemical but sometimes physical). Is that sissies and especially pale sissies show signs of sexual excitement, skin flushing very evidently. This is especially noticeable on the upper rear thighs, face and upper chest, though Mistress prefers my uniforms to be buttoned up  to the collar at the moment. Though if She one decides that I am to have  implants or the hormones for breast growth, my uniforms might then be very low cut indeed, like a few sissies wear, and especially it seems sissies owned by Masters. Sissies owned by Masters also tended to be gelded or snipped, although that has gone of vogue now, as the often gelded sissies lose the sweet desperation to please that enforced chastity stimulates.

My pale skin gets very flushed and pink and feel hot when I am near Sir and my nether regions feel like warm jelly and His hands always feel so firm, and my skin so tender wherever He decides to touch me down there. I feel so vulnerable and helpless, and get so desperately near orgasmic, so shamed. It is nearly the same as it feels with Mistress and Her strap on, and also whenever I kneel serve Her intimately with my phallic plug expanded to its 12” maximum length and width. Although with Mistress I ache & long to please Her lovingly. With Sir although I still don’t dare admit to myself, my body and emotions betray my need to submit and to sexually please Him and to be seen as pleasing to Him. 

Miss often calls me Her boyfriends little blow job bimbo, which very much amuses Mistress. But She always reminds me that I must be a BJ bimbo for all Her male guests and visitors. And always make sure my pretty little ass is inviting for them too, even though its exciting for them if I struggle and whimper pitiably, when they bend me over and split my bottom with their cocks. The more I struggle weakly the more they enjoy my sissy rape, and my muffled, panty gagged cries of sexual distress and submission. knowing that they  don’t care about my sissy distress as long as they enjoy fucking me, and that they enjoy my weak feeble struggling  the more aroused and orgasmic I get. Whether or not it’s a real man with His throbbing cock or Mistress with Her hard strap on.

The first time Mistress penetrated me with Her strap on, which was relatively small,  I had sobbed with loving submission so much as She came, that Mistress didn’t put me straight between Her thighs for a second orgasm on my tongue, as She often does now. Instead She sat me next to Her on Her couch, perching on the edge primly and allowed me to sit quietly holding Her hand and looking up into Her eyes for a few moments. Then She had sent me to fetch Her a drink and had knelt me down beside Her and allowed me kiss Her thigh occasionally whilst looking up Her and telling Her how much I loved Her. After  a short while She shushed me, but allowed

me to remain kneeling for a short time before sending me back to my chores. She told me later that evening as She knelt me between Her thighs in Her bedroom, that She had been very aroused and pleased by how sweet I was after penetration, but She had decided to wait till bedtime before enjoying my tongue. Mistress says that boys are often too impatient and sometimes for Her its much more delicious to wait a short while. For sissy of course this is never an issue.

Mistress had even give me a spot of wine from Her finger tip. She does sometimes give me a tiny sip or a little corner of a sweet pastry to nibble on. When She is feeling very intimate and loving in that way. Always fed from Her fingers of course so we both  know it’s a very special indulgence. At other times She keeps the strap on, on all has me kneel and lick and suck it clean slowly, whilst looking up into Her eyes. Because it has its own special intimate insert for Mistresses pleasure, sometimes She will make me suck it until She orgasms again. At other times its just to clean the large phallus. Of course that first time the strap on & my plug were smaller, but they still always felt so big and I always felt so full and penetrated by Her.

Mistress has said over time I will feel that way with a real man too, totally vulnerable to Him after

penetration. And in truth after Sir has fucked me I do always want to cling to Him in submissive tears and let Him hold me and patronize me in His big strong arms. That first time with Mistresses boyfriend, He had just ordered my to lick Him clean and fetch Him a beer before a loud dismissive slap on my bottom and back to my chores. But the next time when Miss brought Her boyfriend round, after He had taken me to my little bedroom and fucked me. He brought me downstairs and after I had fetched Him a beer He sat me on His knee and let me cling to His arm. Miss’s boyfriend like most real Men on the scene is tall and very well built.  After I had thanked Him submissively for enjoying my ass and licking His huge manly cock clean, He told me I was a good little fucktoy as well as a BJ bimbo , slapped my bottom and sent me mincing away back to my chores.

Behind me I heard Him laughing with Miss & Mistress.

That was the only time He had done this as usually He is very dismissive with me and any sissy after sex, this is quite natural for real Men as sissies are generally just fuck toys for them, nothing more. Mistress had later told me and Miss still teases me that

Her boyfriend had only done that because She asked Him to. Normally & quite naturally real Men are very disdainful to sissies an their pathetic forced effeminate feelings and the only thing He has for sissies is His cock. And swallowing His cum and spanking us of course.

Though sometimes He is quite insatiable and will want a blow job as a follow up. Mistress has since told me that She and Miss asked Him to sit me on His lap, just so they could enjoy my pathetic reaction. And that both Sir and they enjoy dismissing and sending me off to my chores in tears after sex. Mistress says She always enjoys sending me off to start hand washing Her panties after cunnilingus.    

Other Sirs have also had me sit on their knee after sex but only very rarely and only very briefly. But generally after fetching Sir a drink and thanking Him for my rape I am quickly dismissed by Sir, or Mistress.

Mistress will often tease me, telling to stop mincing around the Sir like a little bimbo, and to hurry off

back to my chores. So as I curtsy and hurry off in tears I am fearful that I might be punished later, for dallying too much. Mistress often doesn’t punish, me on these occasions but She enjoys the implied threat and the Sirs do too. Sometimes She comes down to the stuffy scullery and tells me, She loves the smell of sissy fear down here, everything smells so delightfully clean She smiles so sweetly and so, so seriously.

Some households have a cane or crop hanging unobtrusively in each room, unobtrusive of course except to sissy, who is always very fearfully aware of its presence. However Mistress prefers me to go and fetch Her canes or crop when She wants to punish me. From the cabinet besides Her bedroom dressing table. But I am constantly are that they are a finger snap from Mistress away, keeping me in a state of frightened obedience. Mistress says She loves to seeing me go pale with fright and the deer in headlights look on my face when She sends me for Her canes. And She says watching me hurry to mince upstairs, in my heels and ankle hobble as quickly and gracefully as I can. My patent pink maids booties are joined by a short 10” strap which only Mistress or the Sirs are allowed to undo. Keeping my gait like a pair of panties round my ankles, and matching the 10” dildo penetrating me, although that is now 12”. Mistress likes to keep me full as I do my housework.

I hurry breathlessly desperate not to keep Mistress waiting in any way, lest She decide to increase my punishment. I know She enjoys sending me for the canes or crop as She is always very moist after I bring the canes to Her and I am usually gagged with Her just removed panties. Afterwards naturally I have to curtsy and thank Her, kissing the canes, or the tap of the crop. Then I have to return them to Her bedroom. Then usually bring Her a cool drink as She will be thirsty with exertion. After returning the canes and fetching Mistress a drink my bottom and thighs will be smarting and throbbing. And depending on Her mood I might be told to kneel between Her thighs or sent back to my housework. Despite the fear and awful horridness of the cane I love that Mistress keeps me under Her perfect discipline so that I may serve Her obediently and lovingly. 

The paddles, switches and tawse for Sir to use, are kept in my room alongside Mistresses various strap

ons, cock gags, cuff sets and other sex toys.   My little room for sleeping in is also a room of submission for me when I am led there by one of the Men.  Mistress also uses this room to lock me in if She wishes. Often if Mistress is with one of Her boyfriends in Her bedroom I am sent there to wait, until I am needed to fetch drinks and change the sticky sheets for the lovers. Sometimes this might be several times in an evening. And of course it will one of my chores in the morning hand washing Her silk sheets before ironing them. The warm smell of Mistress and Sirs pleasure filling the little laundry room, as I squirm on my plug and scrub the sheets. They must all be ironed perfectly ready for later, as must all of Mistresses used nightwear.

I must confess that washing  Her nightwear as well as hand washing Her panties after sex are my favourite household chores. But  does make me squirm so hotly in my chastity on my plug. It feels so like I am impaled on Her hot throbbing penetration. Sissy radio always plays such sweet and sticky pathetic love songs at this time too. It is usually my first chore, after Mistress leaves for the day. After I have kissed Her bottom and curtsied to Her at the door. She will often kiss me on my cheek or forehead and pat my bottom telling me to enjoy my housework and to do

it lovingly and perfectly and then says goodbye closing and locking the door as She leaves. So I am always especially tearful and emotional at these times, longing helplessly for Her. Washing Her nightwear is so lovely I can see and feel Her gorgeous curves in the lovely expensive silk and lace negligees and night shifts.

Most of my chores involve cleaning ironing and polishing, menial housework suitable for sissymaids. And just a little cooking, but nothing too complex for sissy, as that is a skilled job, Mistress gets fresh deliveries of Her favourite meals and snacks daily. The delivery people leave it in the anteroom downstairs and I am only allowed in there to collect it after they have gone. Unlike Miss, Mistress is still very jealous of me for now, so I am not allowed to speak to or be in the presence of another superior without Her supervision or express permission.

Even though Mistress rarely uses these there is a set of canes hanging prominently on the wall of the scullery and serving area so I am constantly aware that I am kept under strict discipline.

I have to perch on the small uncomfortable stool and wait listening to them enjoying sex. The stool is

very small and hard and my seated position is designed so that it feels like I am sitting impaled on my dildo plug. Smoothing my dress and apron around me and holding the hem in curtsy cuffs. I am not allowed to fidget.

Mistress has said She is considering a dildo stool like Miss has for Her sissy its just a very long thick dildo that sissy is penetrated with as sissy sits impaled on the shaft squirming and grinding. Of course a soon as sissy is allowed to rise from the shaft She must put Her own dildo plug immediately back in. Sissies must always be locked and penetrated. Mistress & Miss have shown me a couple of videos of Her sissy on the stool. Sometimes she is like me in curtsy cuffs, other times she is in the cuffs and either cock gagged or pantie gagged. Sometimes she is in a patent leather bag hood, squirming helplessly.

Miss says cunnilingus is wonderful after sissy has been kept like that for even just a short while. And She often keeps Her sissy on the stool for hours, but then just sends sissy back to Her chores. The cunnilingus will be that much satisfying later.   

Miss says She loves telling me about Her sissy and showing me these videos. She loves watching me clench my bottom fearful on my dildo as I curtsy & squirm in helpless fright. Patting my bottom and smiling at Mistress encouraging Mistress. Knowing Mistress will follow in a few months.

Miss often lets some of Her Men friends come round and use sissy during the day when She is out, usually in 4 or 5 Men, in the afternoon. These are always random and sissy is never told about afternoon sissy parties in advance. And usually the Men leave and send sissy back to Her chores, but sometimes sissy might be left gagged and hooded impaled on Her stool, till Mistress returns. Of course in these instances, Miss is secretly delighted, barely concealed, and sissy will be punished, before being sent back to Her housework or between Miss’s now hot and wet thighs.

Miss is also saying the next phase will be clients who will pay. Either solo but preferably groups or parties. Not only will it be  a good way to profit from Her effeminized sissy, but it will be an excellent way to keep sissy so hot and horny to please Her. The role play & Her pleasure are much more important than the money of course. Although the dominant Men on the scene are very dominant and forceful with sissy they are never allowed to be rough or violent with the sissies. Not that this makes sissy feel any less vulnerable or totally a submissive bimbo for His lust. Mistress and Miss often discuss this and Mistress has said this will be a appropriate and lovely development for us.

The pleasure cuffs or rape cuffs  are made of very supply but solid leather straps. The patent leather is pastel/baby pink and the belt buckles closed around your waist. The firmly attached cuffs keep your wrists confined firmly to the small of your back. Once buckled closed sissy is unable to remove them or the belt and Her hands are kept securely out of the way, sissy is sometimes told to hold the hem of Her petticoats or dress so she is effectively cuffed and curtsying although the effect is just to lift the dress out of the way at the rear so Sir can spank her pretty little bottom more soundly. The cuffs can be locked with padlocks if desired but that is completely unnecessary as sissy is completely unable to remove the cuffs Herself. Sissy is supposed to struggle a little and prettily for Sir. But not too much. One time I struggled a little too much and knocked and very nearly spilled Sirs drink. I was sent for the crop by Mistress before Sir enjoyed my fellatio and rape. I was beaten in front and then afterwards in the evening by Mistress. She live streamed it on Her phone for Sir to see, but in fairness I’m sure if He watched or not, and I was kept cock gagged for my housework all the next day.

I was also not allowed to pee that evening or the next morning. Mistress often uses that as punishment.

She says It an old sex slavers trick, not allowing the slaves to pee before they go up on auction as they are very sensitive and squirm under rude examination. Sissies have a very strictly controlled diet and produce very little waste fecal matter, but normal amounts of pee. But it has been discovered that we can be left with our bladders full for at least a couple of days without any damage but lots of squirming discomfort. Of course we would never dare wet ourselves, even if we were able to, and when we are allowed to finally go, the deep urethral tube prevents any sense of relief or gushing, just a damp leaking sensation down there and its all done. Needlessly to say Sir quite enjoys us in this state too squirming when He rudely examines you, and being fucked by Him or the strap on makes you even more desperately unable to go.

Of course when Sir takes you to your room or down to the scullery He likes you to struggle more in the cuffs, and to cry out into your pantie gag as He holds you firmly down and rapes you. As does Mistress as She enjoys pegging you. Your frantic but feeble struggles adding immensely to their superior enjoyment.

After they are satisfied and spent, you curtsy and thank Sir, then kneel and clean His sticky still semi hard cock  with your tongue. Swallowing all the smelly sticky residue gratefully, before cleaning Sir with moist & then soft dry towels, curtsying and thanking Him before and after each servile action as you clean him. Then returning downstairs and serving Sir and the other superiors drinks before being sent back to your chores.

Your little room will be left stinking of sex and sissy vulnerability. The wet look pink satin sheets left sticky & soiled till later. Sometimes if Mistress is going out for the evening later, or having Her boyfriend over, She might not allow you to change the sheets till the next morning. Even after you have been allowed to change the sheets and air the little room is still stinks of sex and fear to sissy, even Her superiors profess to be unaware of it. The hot stink of sex, penetrated by Sir or Mistress the smell and sounds of their orgasm or cum. The smell and taste of sissy fear, you must obey and please your superior perfectly or expect to be severely punished. You will be so desperate and hot with near orgasm as you hurry back to your chores or are left still cuffed and gagged face down on the sticky satin bedsheets.

Usually after oral sex Mistress will send you to hand wash Her panties. Each pair must be washed

individually with soft soap & fingers only. Furthermore you must curtsy and kiss each pair before and after washing and hanging up. Then later before and after ironing scenting, folding then putting away. You must audibly thank Her at each stage, even if She isn’t present, for the privilege of washing Her intimates. Mistress often likes you to come into the bedroom when She is with one of Her lovers to carefully put the folding panties away. She loves half watching that and hearing Her boyfriend laugh dismissively at sissy. And you always just know that even though He laughs at you He will want perfect fellatio later.

And Sir after you have pleased Sir orally and been permitted to swallow His sticky thick load, thanking Him. If He doesn’t want to fuck your tight sissy ass, or not just yet. He might instruct you to kneel at His feet and polish His shoes with your panties. Looking up at Him submissively with your still sticky lips. This is so much more humiliating if Sir has cum in your face and décolletage. Mistress often laughs that this is so much nicer for sissy if She has  a splash of cum on Her face. Which is why She doesn’t allow Sir to blow in sissies face very often, just in my mouth.

After which I am usually quickly dismissed and sent back to my chores. Nearly about to burst into or always in tears. I am always so clingy and needy after sex. But I always have lots of chores to hurry back to.  

I know that Mistress often watches me in the serving area at these times. Her phone monitoring the little cameras around the house. She and Mistress sometimes giggle over the footage of me and Misses sissy, other sissies too. She watches them privately too and often decides whether to send me for the strap on or the cane, depending on Her fancy. Mistress sometimes confesses She wants to scream and call me back between Her thighs, but says its often so much nicer to wait for Her orgasm till later. Of course I constantly long to please Mistress and to please Her intimately, and especially so at these times. And Mistress can choose to enjoy my service or call on one of Her boyfriends if She so chooses. I must wait it is perfectly acceptable and desirable for sissies to squirm, miserable, tormented by our needs, we are just sissies.

I so love You Mistress, thank You Mistress. 

 

Pleasing Sir in the afternoon, while Mistress & Miss enjoy chilled white wine.

 

Sissies must always attend real Men standing very closely to Sir, He will not respect your personal space, you are just a sissy. He may fondle or examine you rudely, patting or slapping your bottom. A sharp loud slap on the bottom or on the back of your legs stingingly puts a sissy in her place. A sweetly distresses squeal and pout, glossy lips parted  suggestively  for fellatio. Then a wiggle and a curtsy and a thank you to Sir. Your tiny cage will feel very tight now and your dildo plug very large and penetrating. Even though the silicon infused phallus is quite dry it will feel very wet, slippery and massive inside you. A little gasp of excitement as you glance down at His groin then submissively up into His eyes. Especially if He is already visibly erect or growing erect in His pants. A little near orgasmic gasp of needy arousal for His enjoyment.   

You might be sent to fetch Him a drink, a beer or usually something equally masculine. Then you will place the beer on the table bending over Him with you legs and back straight so that your very short dress lifts up and bottom is fully exposed. Some sissies might have implants imposed on them as part of their effeminization, or develop breasts through hormones. In which case they would wear very low cut maids dresses and also display their cleavage for Sirs enjoyment.  

He might fondle or slap you again. The palm of His hand finding and slapping  the base of your logged bottom plug as He slaps you. You will curtsy and thank Him again. Your bottom smarting in shame more than from the sting of His slap. The hormones make sissy feel always very soft and tender down there and very vulnerable to touch. Then you must demurely and  sweetly ask if you may please Him while He enjoys His drink. He might tease you making you ask explicitly to suck His cock. Mistress doesn’t allow Her sissy to use vulgar language so you must ask demurely and opaquely but coquettishly. Until you are quite flustered and red with acute embarrassment. Sir will usually pull you over His lap and spank you, sometimes He might use one of the wide paddles and sometimes Mistress might allow Him to use on of Her thicker canes but never the springy cane She reserves to use Herself. When Sir pulls you over His lap sissy must plead and whimper not be punished too severely. She must make sure that Sir feels her locked chastity against His lap, so that they are both aware the sissy is for His pleasure. This usually spurs Sir to be stricter with sissy.

If Sir doesn’t opt to spank you, sissy must curtsy and reluctantly ask & plead to be spanked, as a sissy must always be kept under strict sexual discipline when serving a real Man.

If Sir doesn’t want to spank or paddle sissy Mistress might send sissy for Her canes or crop and She will punish sissy in front of Sir. A lot of Men enjoy that too they are often especially rock hard after watching sissy getting a cropping.

Even though the leather crop is much more painful than a spanking from Sirs open palm. For sissy it is

much less emotionally painful and far less humiliating than being put over the knee and spanked by a real Man. For this reason to make sure sissy is properly disciplined Mistress will either make sissy bend over in front Sir facing Him, or be put over a bench facing Him, so that sissy has both the intense humiliation of being punished by and in front of a real Man. And the stinging pain of the crop. Mistress knows exactly how to use the crop. Its blade and tab landing perfectly in the softest tender parts of sissies bottom, in the intimate recess of her cheeks. Incidentally the very same area that sissy only kisses Mistress on lovingly and intimately. Never Miss or the other ladies who She kisses on each butt cheek, in greeting after curtsying. And on the softest junction where the upper rear thigh meets the buttock. And then also across these most tender spots. Sissy will be crying after 1 stroke, looking up into Sirs amused gaze helplessly. After six 6 strokes sissy will be sobbing uncontrollably into Her pantie gag, but often Sir will look severely into sissies tearful demeanour and nod for 6 more. Incidentally although the canes and crop are intensely painful for sissy, there is never any permanent damage or wealing, as this would be both unappealing, unsightly and legally problematic.

After being appropriately punished or discipline sissy must always dry her tears quickly and stifling Her sobs smile sweetly and thank the superior for her punishment. That is unless she wants something to really cry about. After one or two repeat whippings sissies soon learn what to do. The crop is an excellent tutor for sissies..

The same with gelding or snipping sissies. So too with any punishment which would leave physical scarring.

There has been a fashion trend amongst some superiors recently to have their sissies branded, as well as tattooed or internally electronically tagged. But branding as defined as physical alteration or damage must be explicitly agreed to at each instance.

Once sissy has signed her sissy ownership contract, it is very easy to coerce her emotionally to signing whatever the superior wants her to. But it is deemed best to distance any semblance of agency from sissy such as agreeing and signing (well thumb printing, as sissies are not usually allowed to read and write once they are owned apart from sometimes reading new recipes).  In actual fact many of these things are imposed on sissies anyway and there is little interest in interfering, or post breakup redress in relationships where sissy has agreed to be the inferior party. There is virtually no breakup initiated by the sissy in any case and often if the separation is initiated by the superior it is a change of ownership rather than emancipation divorce for the sissy. On the very rare occasions where sissy has gone ‘free’ she usually finds herself not only in financial dire straits but also publicly and privately ostracized. But more importantly she finds herself emotionally adrift and soon seeks ownership and service again. And because these contracts are evolving as time passes on much stricter terms than any previous agreement. In fact now as the legal situation continuously evolves, stricter conditions for sissy are retrospectively applied. So sissy may never need bother her empty pretty little head about anything other than her chores & obeying her superior and owner.      

Most importantly and in any case most superiors find such damage physically unappealing. That is for another scene, here sissy is punished because her superior deems it necessary, not for enjoyment, although some do enjoy administering punishments.  

Sometimes sissy might be bent over another Miss lap face down for the cropping especially if this is

Misses boyfriend who has initiated the cropping. Or if Mistress or Miss has decided that sissy has disobeyed or disrespected Miss in some way. Face down on Misses usually short leather skirt, or lovely shiny leggings, Miss and Mistress like to dress very fashionably and seductively, for work and/or leisure. Miss will hold sissy down gently but firmly, quite lovingly. After all sissy is an inferior in their charge and sissies punishment or discipline is as much for sissies benefit as it is for the superiors amusement or enjoyment.

Face down in Her lap and or also looking into Sirs eyes, sissy is acutely aware the Misses arousal, Her little shifts and wiggles in pleasure, the scent of Her arousal, mixing with the smell of Her leather skirt and Her lovely expensive perfume. This is of course totally acceptable Miss is perfectly allowed to get aroused and enjoy the sensation, and enjoy the anticipation of Her own orgasm. As much as sissy is not allowed the culmination of these things. And it is very sweet to see become aware and embarrassed by Misses arousal, watching Her squirm in Her chastity pathetically.  Sissy might just be able to twist her head and see Miss looking down with cool amusement, at sissy.

Sissy can usually see Sir getting evidently aroused too, as He sits and watches.  Sissy seeing the bulge in His trousers growing massively as He anticipates sissies fellatio lips. His Bulge always seems to be so big, adding to the fear of gagging on His huge cock, when He deep throats Her. Fearfully choking with sexual anticipation and the sting of the whip behind me.

The aim is not inflict pain or bondage for its own sake on, that is for a different scene. But to discipline and dominate her so that she is completely sexually vulnerable and obedient, loving and attentive at both her servile domestic duties and in her intimate service.  For Her superiors pleasure and satisfaction.  

Sissy will usually be gagged for a paddling or caning, sometimes for a spanking too. Sometimes with Her own panties but more often with a pair of Mistresses freshly removed & warmed panties. Or if  it one of Mistresses friends boyfriends the friends warm panties. The silk panties are usually just a little moist and warm. Sissy can hand launder and iron them later to thank the Miss. It is very enjoyable watching sissy taste what she will never be allowed, gagged over Sirs knee. Sissy will usually be gagged with a pair of panties for anal use too. Its just too enjoyable to hear her muffled whimpers and moans of distress, not to stuff a pair panties into her glossy lips. Mistress likes to gag me just as She is pressing her strap on deep inside me, whereas Sir likes to gag me before He leads me away to enjoy my ass. Mistress and Miss usually like to see me led away panties gagged too.

Unless Mistress has curtsy cuffed me for a caning I will always be in my pink leather cuffs for a spanking or paddling. The cuff belt and cuffs set buckles snugly around my waist and then holds my wrists securely at the small of my back. After my spanking I might be released from the cuffs and sent to fetch drinks for the superiors. Sir might be thirsty after the effort of spanking sissy and Mistress and Miss thirsty after watching my sound beating. Its also quite amusing for my superiors to watch me mincing back and forth with my rear visibly red and puffy. Of course I must hurry gracefully and perfectly despite the throbbing and smarting discomfort.

Then I will be cuffed again, the buckle holding my wrists securely and helplessly behind me. Mistress says its sweet to see my little hands clench, weakly, powerlessly. Though often She will tell me to hold the hem of my skirt tightly in my fingers, lifting it up slightly. Sir will push me down on my knees in front of Him. After a spanking He will usually be very hard when He opens His pants. His erection will be right in my face as I look up at Him. I will be allowed to kiss along His shaft and His full swollen balls. Mistress and the other ladies like their boyfriends to be trimmed and manscaped. My face will be in His heat His masculine smell and taste.  Mistress likes Her Men friends to be clean and always hygienic. But it is still an overwhelmingly male smell and taste, and as such deeply emasculating for the perfumed sissy.   

Then He will nod or pat my head giving me permission  to lick and suck His swollen glans. Looking up

at Him obediently, attentive to every little sign of His pleasure and enjoyment. Showing Him how much I want to please Him, how  needy I am to please Him. Vulnerable and fearful too of His displeasure, of being punished if He is any way dissatisfied with my oral service. My eyes always in His, although they may dart to where Mistress might be sitting but just out of His sight. As if She might decide to excuse my service, just this once to pardon  me, from what She has so often decreed and enjoyed previously. But of course She and Miss enjoy watching my oral service far too much for that.

Mistress and Her friend trained me suck real cock on Miss’s boyfriend. First it was on a strap on or dildo mounted on the wall but then after Mistress had, had  me suck Her current boyfriends cock once, Miss brought Her boyfriend round to train me. He is quite well endowed and also seems able to cum quite frequently and copiously. He was also pretty insatiable. Miss often jokes that She sometimes has to tell Him to leave sissy alone so sissy can get on with her housework & chores.

They trained me very strictly and any hesitation from me or dissatisfaction from Sir and I would be bent over and cropped 6 times by both of them. It was the only time Mistress has allowed another lady to use the crop on my behind. Six for disobedience to Mistress, six for disrespecting Mistress, and sometimes six from Sir for failing to please Him. My rear was red raw for a week, until I learned to appear to be totally obedient, pleasing, enthusiastic and grateful to be sucking His cock and being allowed to swallow His cum.

It wasn’t long after Mistress, Miss & Sir had trained me to suck satisfactorily that Mistress allowed Her current boyfriend to take my panties down and anally penetrate me. Mistress had thrown a little party afterwards to celebrate me losing my cherry the only losing my cherry I would be allowed as a sissy. Mistress had carefully selected me knowing that I had never had sex with  a woman before I met Her. A sissy just having masturbated freely, before chastity was an anathema to Her, and ideally should not have been permitted. At the party naturally I served drinks to the guests as usual. Some of the ladies patted my bottom patronizingly but most just congratulated Mistress and ignored me except to demand service. However the next day Miss brought Her boyfriend round to enjoy my ass as well as fellatio. And after that first time Mistresses friends frequently brought their boyfriends round to fuck me and enjoy my oral service.

Over time I had found myself getting both appalled & aroused by serving Sir with my mouth. But also desperately wanting to please Him. As if somehow His pleasure was a release or relief for me which of course it never was. After He had cum I would still be locked in chastity, kept soft and tiny and never be allowed to cum. But Mistress insisted that a sissy must worship cock and pleasing Sir and that this service made my own intimate service to Her so much more satisfying & pleasurable to Her which is the most and only criteria for both Her and me.

I will suck and lick at His glans bobbing my taught lips up and down looking up at Him, attentive to His every groan & gasp of of pleasure from Him every  shift in His seat. I will be squelching on my dildo plug as I suck Him.

Sometimes I will get a hot splash of precum in my mouth. I look up to Sir in affected surprise and delight. A sweet taste of things to cum Mistress often laughs, but She says that about a mouth full of cum too. Because Sir often wants anal after fellatio and He will cum. And serving Mistress orally too, sissy gets a taste of her superiors who will orgasm on Her lips and tongue, whilst sissy will not be allowed.

Sissy will usually be allowed to swallow the precum quickly without permission, as Sir is excited and eager to fuck her mouth more urgently and deeply. However sometimes sissy will be punished for swallowing without permission afterwards. Tears as the sting of the crop or canes throbs and smarts, contrasting piquantly with Sirs satisfied sexual pleasure. 

Sir might smear the clear sweet precum around your lips with the tip of His glans. Perfect sissy lip gloss. But generally He is much more interested in deep throating you after His first burst of pleasure.

Then He will take a fistful of my hair and hold me in place as He pushes deep into my mouth. Forcefully against my gag reflex as I choke and splutter on Him. Always more forcefully and urgently so I struggle sweetly as He fucks my mouth, until His swollen glans are at the back of my throat and His ball are on my face. Sissy must always deep  throat real Men, no matter how big they are.  He enjoys not only fucking me but dominating me totally. While I struggle not to choke and maintain suction on Him for His pleasure as I bob back and forth on Him. One thing that really maximizes His pleasure is attempting to swallow His shaft, as He thrusts. Your mouth creates waves of pleasure for Him, while it doesn’t allow you to relax your gagging sensation is is very enjoyable for Him and makes Him cum very powerfully every time.

As you suck and bob you squirm and squelch on the dildo plug to increase the sensation of Him fucking you, for His pleasure and your sense of eagerness for Him to enjoy. Looking up on your knees gagging on His cock and gagging on the fear of choking or choking on the thick wad of cum when He explodes in your mouth. Or whether He might pull out and cum not just in your mouth but all over your face and uniform. Mistress usually does not approve of Him cumming in my face, She says its vulgar and rude and that sissy should swallow every last drop of His sticky lust. And if He does splatter your face sissy will be either sent immediately for the canes or crop, or will be sent to fetch them later. Some Men often pull out on purpose, splattering sissies face, enjoying watching or knowing that sissy will be punished later.

Even if Sir doesn’t cum all over your face, you still feel all sticky as if He has done.  From your knees looking up at Him as He sits back relaxed, satisfied. And often if He is copious in His pleasure which a lot of the Sirs are. There might be some leakage, or a stray sticky drop or two on your uniform or on your lips. Which Mistress always finds if She wants to. Sometimes if Mistress wants Sir to cum in your face, you might be instructed to remove your panties, or He might remove them and wipe your face with them. Sometimes though not often Sir only wants fellatio and not anal afterwards and you might be sent to face the wall with your sticky face, or dismissed back to your chores and not allowed to wipe your face till later. How emasculating to look up at Sir with your face sticky with His cum while you are kept tiny in your chastity, like sissy should be.

One of the games Mistress boyfriends like to play in the mornings is not letting you swallow until you have served Him His breakfast. Mistresses stay over boyfriends always like to be woken with fellatio. Mistress usually prefers to stay asleep in the morning until later and He has left. Though sometimes She might watch with one eye open and She will want cunnilingus or to queen you later, and you can tell She is very horny because Her nightie will be hot and damp, fetid with Her arousal as She lifts it over your face. Sir likes to make you wait to swallow and sometimes will sit you on His lap then finally allow you to gulp down His now thick and gummy load. This depends on how patronizing He feels towards sissy. Some Men are more patronizing and commandeering with sissy. Others are more dismissive and less inclined to play after they have cum.

No matter how much Sir cums a well behaved sissy always looks up into His eyes and takes 2 or three

exaggerated but petite gulps, a little near orgasmic gasp or pant through still sticky lips to thank Him and add to His pleasure in using you. You might then get a slap or pat on your bottom and be sent to your housework. Or sometimes He might kneel you at His feet to buff and polish His shoes with your panties, while He enjoys a final coffee and smoke before starting His day. Usually He wont bother speaking to you at this point, you are just there to serve Him.

You will curtsy to Sir at the door like a good 50’s or sissy wife waving goodbye to her significant and superior other as they leave for their important and interesting day. Sissy will then hurry back to her chores making sure everything is perfect and shining before waking Mistress later in the morning.

Of course curtsying and waving goodbye to Mistress later in the morning is much more emotional for sissy. She will often be in tears or nearly so, squelching tightly on her dildo too, longing already for Mistresses return. Your only consolation, your first chores of the day will be hand launder Mistresses nightwear Her underwear and then afterwards  Her silk sheets. Sometimes if Mistresses boyfriend has stayed over there will be several items of passion soiled nightwear to wash. And the sheets will have been changed at least a couple of times and there will be wet patches to hand scrub clean for sissy, while she squirms helplessly in her chastity, wistfully wondering how it feels to be in His place for just once. Not daring or deserving to ever be though.

Mistress sometimes likes intimate service in the morning, and sometimes likes to queen sissy while She has Her first coffee in bed. However mostly She prefers just a respectful loving kiss on Her bottom, and sometimes Her pubic mound, after She has enjoyed Her first coffee in bed. It is so blissfully lovely to serve or just to kiss Mistress in the morning, before She steps into the shower. Very occasionally, She may instruct you to strip and get into the shower with Her to hand wash Her. But mostly you just tidy up quickly and wait to dry Her with soft towels afterwards.

In many ways knowing sissy will be punished satisfies them that she is just an inferior sissy and there is nothing remotely gay or bi about enjoying dominating and fucking an effeminized  sissy. And for sissy it has exactly the reverse effect She feels even more emasculated and sexually subjugated, punished or dismissed after He has cum and she has not been allowed to.

His throbbing filling our mouth cock deep in my throat. Looking up into His eyes utterly powerless, utterly under His command, utterly desperately focused on His pleasure. In desperate vulnerable sexual fright of Him, anxious to please Him perfectly. To not be punished by Mistress or He for failing to satisfy Him. But also to sissies shame because He is your superior and you want Him to enjoy your sexual service. And humiliatingly you are aroused by serving Him. Tight & swollen in our chastity and squelching and grinding desperately on our butt plug. Behind us Mistress and Miss chatting casually, or watching and laughing at how pathetic we are pleasing Sir.

Sissymaids  who are owned and kept by a Master or Sir are owned whipped with the crop, before or after oral sex. The nasty sting of the leather crop contrasting with Sirs pleasure. Helping to keep sissy in Her place and also secretly for Sir removing any light tinges of latent homosexuality. Sissy is an effeminate plaything. Though Mistresses sometimes pay very subtle teasing games with Sir.  And less subtly so  sissy with sissy. She enjoys watching Sir fuck and dominate me, enjoys watching me suck His cock and swallowing His cum. But She also enjoys the slight hint of shame involved with Sir that spur Him to dominate me harder and to spur His sexual performance in Her bed. If I get a harder spanking or cropping from Him as a consequence that is of little interest to Her except She will enjoy watching that too. Mistress always says that anyhow my oral service is so much more attentive & devoted after Sir has fucked my tight little ass. 

Then He explodes in my mouth filling it with His thick sticky cum, pumping with pleasure. Holding me firmly a fistful of my hair at the back or nape of my neck. Pumping and thrusting thickly into my mouth for what feels like He will never stop. Until He is finally done, until my mouth and throat feel completely filled. He pushes me away slightly back onto my knees, taking a sip of His drink. I am still squelching on my plug. I must continue to grind and ride my plug looking up from my knees in front of Him until He allows me swallow. Looking up at Him in submissive awe, a real man who is entitled to and who deserves to has cum. How magnificent, how wonderful it must be to be Him, especially at moment such as this. Half choking now on the thick load in my mouth waiting for His permission to swallow. While His cum gets thicker and gummier in my mouth then with a dismissive snap of His fingers Her permits me to swallow and breath again.

Of course He doesn’t cum for as long it feels but it feels like forever, especially as you are always fearful of

choking on all the cum. As He continues to hold firmly you till He is done pumping and spurting. Mistress usually takes much longer to subside as I kneel between Her thighs licking and kissing Her softly and rhythmically as Her climaxes cascade and cascade. In the hot moist darkness under Her skirt, She likes to put the hem of Her skirt over my head. Listening to Her orgasm and orgasm, while I squirm in my chastity and squelch helplessly on my plug. But I love that feeling the shudders and tremors of pleasure & hearing Her orgasm. Her delighted moans and gasps of pleasure.

Sometimes I have dreams that I am serving Mistress orally and I usually wake just as She starts to orgasm. Other times when Sir starts to cum in my mouth or ass. And sometimes it seems that Sir will never stop and I wake as I am choking on thick never ending spurts of cum. Mistress has allowed some of Her Men friends to spit roast me a couple of times but not very often as She says its vulgar looking and I enjoy it too much, which I don’t at all, the discomfort of a cock splitting my ass and gagging at the same time is horrid but the Sirs do seem to enjoy it.

My lips still sticky I gush my thanks to Him. Standing awkwardly to curtsy, still  locked in the cuffs.

“Thank You Sir, thank you for allowing sissy to please You Sir, thank You for allowing sissy to taste and swallow Your manly cum Sir.”

“Shush sissy.” I am told curtly by Sir.

“Yes Sir, Thank You Sir.” I curtsy

“Yes shush sissy.” Miss tells me.

“Yes Miss, Thank You Miss.” I curtsy again

“Look how sweetly She curtsies after swallowing my boyfriends cum.” Miss says

“Yes quite the pathetic little blow job bimbo, aren’t you sissy.” Mistress laughs.

“Yes Mistress, yes Miss thank You Mistress, thank You Miss.” I curtsy and hurry to fetch my superiors fresh drinks.

As I serve Sir with a curtsy He squeezes & pats my bottom so I know that Sir is getting ready to take me upstairs or into the laundry room to enjoy my ass.

I squirm in fright on my plug. But regardless of my qualms and fretting I know Mistress will be watching my behaviour I have to gasp excitedly but demurely and lean into His rude fondling.

I curtsy again feeling very small and increasingly vulnerable, like a good sissy should be with a real Man.

An evening with Mistress

 

Mistress & Her friends loved to tease me when they came round for afternoon or evening drinks, ensuring I would be very hot and flustered as I served them. A little sissy bimbo maid for their amused enjoyment. They also enjoyed helplessly arousing me which would make me please the Sirs so much better. Mistresses friends more often than not brought their boyfriends over as well. And afterwards I would serve Mistress so much better too if She wanted my intimate service.

Mistress enjoys watching me serve a real man and seeing me get involuntary aroused and simultaneously humiliated and shamed trying servilely  to  give Him the best blow job I could and then swallowing His cum gratefully and obediently. Or being fucked and licking Him clean afterwards. Although Mistress likes Sir to take me to my sissy bedroom or to the laundry room if He is going to fuck me. The act of being taken away, sexual fright and panic in my eyes. My squeals and fearful whimpers gagged with a pair of fusty panties stuffed into my mouth. Hurried along by His eager slaps across my bottom or on the backs of my legs, stinging me to hurry, as best I can in my heels and ankle hobble. Then alone with Him, under His command, He can

do exactly what He wants with me.

Mistress also likes to use the strap on in the laundry room, or sometimes with me face down on Her bed, the same bed, on the same silk sheets  She takes Her boyfriend to. Of course I also have to change the sheets and to take the sheets away afterwards to wash and iron them. Just as I hurry to do when Mistress is with one of Her lovers, superiors never sleep in the wet patch. On occasion Mistress will change Her nightwear several times in a night and the sheets of course. It makes for a very intimate chore in the morning hand washing all Her lovely negligees and of course the sticky sheets. In contrast if Sir fucks me in my bedroom often I must sleep in the wet patch & wait to change the sheets, with the room stinking of His now stale lust and sweat mingling with my sissy perfume.

It is also very embarrassing that I always feel so emasculated and used, so very tearful and clingy after Sir has fucked me. Mostly towards Mistress but to my deep

embarrassment to Him as well. If Sir hasn’t left Mistress will make sure I stay in close attendance to Him, although I am in His personal intimate space, still under His command. Mostly the Men will be very dismissive of me after penetration. But occasionally one of the Sirs will sit me on His lap or knee and allow me to cling quite breathlessly to Him, emotionally awed, confused and flustered. Still feeling so helplessly uncontrollably near to orgasmic, to the orgasm that is naturally denied to the effeminized  sissy. Inside my tight double faced satin panties I feel so hot and sticky as I squirm and curtsy. Then He or Mistress will dismiss me sending me off to my chores, very nearly or already in tears.

At the very least  Mistress always makes sure that I fetch Him  a cold beer afterwards and then to curtsy and thank Him. He will be usually very disinterested in me now, or cold & amused, by how pathetic I am. He or Mistress will usually send me back to my housework.

Mistress often says it is seeing me so vulnerable and effeminate like this, that decides whether or not She will be sending me for my pink cushion later, or maybe Her strap on or Her canes.

In any case very soon after the guests have gone Mistress will send me for  change of panties and they

are usually quite moist. Mistress of course is often quite content to defer and savour Her pleasure.  But the choice is always rightly Hers sometimes She isn’t.

She says its always so lovely to have me between Her thighs with my hot but so well trained and agile tongue, after Sir has fucked me. Adeptly licking and caressing Her to climax, slowly or quickly under Her command, until She orgasms, and She always has multiple climactic orgasms, a crescendo of sexual pleasure for Her. My face deep in Her warm wetness, the sweet warm smell and taste of Her arousal. Usually with the hem of Her leather skirt over my head, until She is satisfied.

Sometime She teases me that I am so sweet and cute at these times, that She is tempted to let me have a little sissy squirt, or to milk me, just once, but She never does. She enjoys keeping me in chastity so much and I am always so attentive, kept soft and tiny in my chastity.

Then I am sent for fresh panties and maybe a change of clothing. A glass of wine for Her. Sometimes She might use my mouth to pee into before or afterwards, a golden taste of Her. Then I am sent hand wash Her panties while She relaxes. Though often She will come into the laundry to watch me hand wash Her lovely silk smalls.

Or frequently after such visits, I will just continue my chores self effacingly until the evening, or until She goes out with one of Her boyfriends.

It is so perfect for Her to have me busy dutifully with housework and chores, while She has Her career

and busy social life. Her sissy waiting devotedly at home for Her, so happy to kneel between Her thighs when She chooses you. She of course has Her regular boyfriend and occasional lovers, as well as other sissies in the clubs to satisfy Her desires. But you are only for Her intimate pleasure. The Sirs don’t count that’s just amusement and lust. And you love Her so much and long and ache to please Her constantly. You go to sleep and wake up thinking about Her you dream about Her. Although sometimes you have dreams about Sir coming in your face or bottom too. But you dream about Her and wake up sometimes finding a tiny sticky leak in your night panties, or sometimes after cunnilingus with Her. And sometimes very embarrassingly after fellatio with Sir. There might also be a little bit of a leak when She fucks you with the strap on or Sir fucks your ass, but you can tell as the lube She uses is quite sticky or Sirs cum is usually so wet and thick in your panties. You cant really notice a tiny sissy leak, or feel it as it dribbles out.

Mistress always say what a lovely sex life we have. It is  a well known fact that liberated women and dominant ladies have a strong sexual appetite and enjoy a very healthy sex life. It is so much better for Her  never having to worry about my sissy satisfaction. And of course any boyfriend She has had better make sure She comes, and comes first and enjoys sex with Him or He is out. No faking orgasms for Mistress, also no masturbation when She has my tongue always so eager

to please Her. For the stereotypical  fifties wife, the husband wasn’t particularly bothered if His wife came. For the sissy wife I am kept soft and tiny and not allowed to cum by Her. Always longing and aching to please Her in every way possible.

Mistress has said there are quite a few dominant women and so many more sissies on the scene who just need to be put into chastity and service. That one day most dominant women can expect to keep a household or harem of adoring sissy maids. Keeping Her house perfect and their tongues just for Her to enjoy.

And on the scene the Sirs might keep a harem of sissies for His own private use. Each so eager and competitive to suck His cock obediently.

All kept in total chastity and under strict discipline, as sissies should be.

As much as I hated the idea of sharing Mistress, the thought of being part of a harem for Her pleasure made me ache and throb in my chastity. & also now to my secret shame, the thought of being part of a harem for a Master too. Even the thought of the crop frequently applied to the adoring sissies as fearful as it was, made me squirm with helpless frustrated need.

If Mistress wasn’t going out, after Her evening meal  you would dress Her for later in house lingerie or even Her night wear. She would supervise you while you toileted showered, and had  a long hot enema. You would then slip into a sissy baby doll, pink satin with glossy chiffon or lace trimmings. The panties were always very small and tight, in contrast to Mistress who liked to be open and panty free for relaxing in the evening or sleeping. Mistress liked to see sissy squirm in tight panties though. 

She might have you standing in attendance to Her all evening. Or have you standing facing the wall until She calls for service.  Or allow you to kneel beside Her while She relaxes, sometimes She might also allow you to perch primly on the couch next to Her while She enjoys Her evening. If Mistress is enjoying a film sissy isn’t allowed to watch, and if Mistress is watching the news, a documentary or something serious sissy might be sent to bed or off to some trivial chore in the serving area. Current affairs and anything outside the domestic sphere is not for sissies ears. Or you might just  be sent to bed if She so chooses.

If She is going out for the evening or night, She might supervise your early evening routine before going

out and sending you to bed. Or She might go out and have one of Her friends connect to the house camera to supervise you while you got ready for bed. Mistress often does this for Her friends too. There is also a paid for service if needed. Mistress sometimes lets me watch the other sissies She supervises and I have to wave to them prettily and blow kisses. I & the other sissies find this very embarrassing but also gives me very strong harem vibes.

Especially as some of the sissies wear little sheer satin mouth veils. That just about cover their lips and chin prettily. Their owners like the idea that sissy is exclusive for them and the tiny little veil enforces that and also subverts  sissies modesty. Only the mouth is slightly obscured, and apart from the revealing sissy nightwear, sissy is usually nude apart from Her chastity while she toilets, showers and has her enema.

Apparently parts of fellatio and cunnilingus are very pleasant through the glossy fabric too. And of course sissy has to wear the sex soiled veil afterwards. Apparently it keeps sissy feeling very breathless and excited afterwards. Mistress is considering this for me too, which I also find extremely arousing.

Mistress says that the cameras feeds will be similar when there are lots of sissies to choose from, for a harem, all the sissies dolled up prettily longing for an owner, squirming with need, each thinking hoping to be the new owners favourite. Each hoping against hope that they might one day be permitted release, and knowing that it will never be so, which makes sissy even more desperately excited and so lovely for the superior to enjoy. Also the sissies will be available to a Mistress or a Master, sissy will not be given a choice in the matter, after all why should she be. Sissies are neither straight or bi, sissies are pliant and obedient. And especially so with  the sting of the crop.

If Mistress doesn’t want or need you for the evening you will be sent to bed once all your chores are finished. If Mistress comes back later with Sir you can put your maids booties and a little half  apron on over your pink satin nightie to serve them. Embarrassingly Sir usually likes this a lot. And you will get a visit from Sir later  after Mistress has gone to sleep. Mistress doesn’t usually mind this as a lot of the Sirs are quite horny a lot of the time. Sissies are too but that is unimportant. Sir might just want fellatio but will also often want to fuck your little ass in the pink baby doll. He will close the door so He spank and fuck you without waking Mistress. And after He is finished and gone back to Mistresses bed my little room stinks of sex and shame, and I always have to sleep in the wet patch on my pink satin sheets. 

My little bed is more of padded bench for fucking me or punishing me on. Though the iron bedstead is

also good for attaching cuffs and restraints to. Sometimes He will forget or on purpose leave you in the cuffs so that I am unable to perform my chores before waking Him and have to wake Him still in my nightie and cuffed. Which means I really have to hurry after He has left and Mistress nearly always knows and punishes me for my indiscretion and naughtiness later. Often I am left cock gagged for the day and caned when wakes and again when She returns home after work.

Sometimes Mistress will come home with another woman and often She might be gay or BI but isn’t

really part of the sissy & Mistress scene. The lady is usually very amused and curious about me. Which I find acutely embarrassing, very much to their further amusement. And if that is the case Mistress will have  me put on my full maids uniform to attend to them, so She can show me off. Mistress will tease me endlessly for days afterwards and says my cunnilingus is somehow so much nicer too. And that I look like I could just about burst sometimes which is very sweet to Her.

I love Her so much, thank You Mistress.