Kiss

Kiss
To kiss softly, obediently adoringly, aching and longing to please Her

Sunday, 22 December 2024

The Crop and the Strap On.

 


When Mistress comes home in the afternoon, we are always very exited to see Her. Hearing Her car pull up outside on the driveway we all look at each other anxiously and straighten our uniforms and aprons that much more. There is  a squelch of fright from all of us when the door opens, we all curtsy as deeply as possible and say sweetly.  

‘Hello Miss, good afternoon Miss, thank  You Miss.’ With another curtsy as She walks past.

She very rarely acknowledges us when She come home. A proper sissy maid is seen and not heard.

Curtsying to Mistress is a privilege, being permitted to kneel and kiss Her bottom in greeting is an indulgence. Being allowed to speak to Her is a privilege for sissies. As is being permitted to curtsy or kneel and kiss the bottoms of any of Mistresses lady friends. Everything is at our superiors condescension or dispensation. Sissies must also curtsy to each in greeting. And of course to all real Men. All sissies remember the first time Mistress feminized us and had us curtsy to Her, thanking Her, and how silly and trivial we felt, but also how appropriate. And all sissies remember the first time, you curtsied to a real Man. In chastity plugged and effeminized, how humiliated and inferior you  felt, how perfect it was. And how submissive vulnerable you still feel as you curtsy, smiling sweetly.    

We all hurry immediately back to our chores, each of us breathlessly eager, desperate to show we are


working hard and that much more eagerly than the other maids. We always call Mistress, Miss except when She has company, then its Mistress and female guests are either Miss or Ms, unless they have a professional title, like the doctor who visits regularly to supervise our hormone treatment and feminization, effeminization.  Master is always Master and other Men are always Sir.

Mistresses guests usually disregard our presence entirely too, but we must always curtsy and greet them sweetly with a submissive smile.

When we are in Mistresses or Masters presence, or earshot we must perform our maids  duties and housework  in silence. But at other times Miss likes us to chat and generally tease each other. We are only allowed to chat about sissy girly things. How pretty Mistress is today, how sexy and exciting that new outfit of Hers is, Mistresses lovely shoes, She does have a collection of lovely shoes and boots. How much we long to please Her sexually, how big and full you feel when She pegs you. Usually with


an excited inadvertent squelch on your dildo. The other maids will giggle demurely and you will blush hotly, but they will squelch and blush too. How fearful you always when you are sent to fetch the strap on and the pink cuffs, but not as fearful as you are when you are sent for the dreadful crop.

And we will giggle and tease each other about how hot we are for Master. How much we love kissing and sucking His cock, kissing and licking His swollen swallowing His cum. But how we only do it of course because Mistress gives us no choice. How big He feels when He inside you, especially when He likes to sit back and impale your tight ass on Him and you must squelch and grind up and down for His enjoyment. With you doing all the work for His enjoyment, naturally He gets to cum and you don’t. There is always lots of sexually vulnerable distress about this and pegging, Mistress does like to use a quite intimidating strap on for pegging us long and stout with  exaggerated swollen glans and veins. The more we talk about the more we squelch and squidge so haplessly on our plugs.

We only talk about sissy girly things and always very respectfully and submissively. Mistress or Master


will sometimes listen in and we are encouraged to tittle tattle of one of us says anything naughty. Though that will often result in the tell tale being punished too.

Mistress call me into the lounge. There is already another sissy there. Bent over the padded bench, wrists behind secured in cuffs. Her panties are pulled down and she is gagged with another pair of pink satin sissy panties. She is squirming anxiously but unobtrusively with fear, waiting to be punished.   The sense of vulnerable  sex and fear is quite palpable as I enter the room and curtsy. Mistress is relaxing on the couch, the sissy can wait for the whip until Mistress is ready.

We saw her being summoned by Mistress, then being sent to fetch one of Mistresses crops from upstairs, and the pink leather cuffs that Mistress and Master like to secure us in for pleasure (theirs) or punishment. Glancing at her, with self-righteous pathetic self-satisfied prim smiles. Glad that is her being sent for the whip not us. Naturally she deserves her punishment and the tears afterwards.  While we are hurrying frightened at our housework.


Mistress always leaves the door ajar so we can all hear a sissies punishment, from the crack of the crop ass it swings through the air then the awful thud of the leather on soft flesh, and the heavily muffled but still evident squeals of fearful distress and pain. 

I curtsy and Mistress tells me to fetch Her a white wine spritzer, It is another very  warm day. Ignoring the other sissy I curtsy again and hurry to fetch Mistress Her drink. I am glad the other sissy will be cropped she  deserves to be punished, always acting like such a bimbo for Master, she got to suck His cock twice last night, and to serve Him breakfast this morning, although another sissy had the privilege of waking Him.

“Take  my ankle boots off sissy.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“And the  socks.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

The socks were discrete airtex sock hidden inside the boots and very supportive and cooling.


Mistress doesn’t often wear stocking or tights, it isn’t really the fashion these days, and it is very warm.

She takes a  sip of Her wine.

“That is quite refreshing sissy, with a slice of lemon next time sissy.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“It is very warm, sissy  I don’t envy you in all that satin, lace & stockings.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“But I don’t have to wear it do I sissy?”

“No Miss, yes Miss, thank You Miss.”


“My maids must always be pretty and perfectly presented, for me and your Master.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“And  a little discomfort is worth it for my pleasure isn’t it sissy?”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

 Unbidden I softly massaged Mistresses feet and splayed Her toes for Her. She likes that when She first removes Her shoes or boots.

“Enough now sissy.” She tells me stretching out like a cat on the couch.

She often does smile so happily and indulgently, like  the cat who got the cream, so relaxed in Her casual but total dominance.

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.” I stand and curtsy

“Eyes down sissy.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

Even though sissies always keep their eyes submissively lowered below our superiors beltline, unless


given permission otherwise. Mistress and Master still enjoy telling us to lower our gaze.

“You may fetch me a  clean pair of panties sissy.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

I hurried upstairs to fetch a clean pair from Her bedroom. Care fully ironed scented and folded in Her draw. The panties were delicate silk and lace, very light & lovely, mostly black but sometimes She liked scarlet or ivory cream too. I returned with the folded pair in both hands and curtsied, then knelt at Her feet.

She reached down and lifted my chin so my eyes were in Hers. She liked me to look up when performing this intimate task. I Lifted the short leather midi skirt She had worn to the office today. It was matte leather and longer than a mini, but not


quite a midi. She always dressed so powerfully and sexily. Often She would laugh to Her friends that She could tell which of the Men in the office were potential sissies or studs just by their reaction to Her outfits. Her own maids always squirmed helplessly with need whatever She wore, but we were just sissies.

The panties were already warm and moist, She had obviously enjoyed sending the other sissy to fetch the cuffs and the crop. Miss would tell us that it isn’t about the pain, although that was part of corporal punishment. But the way we went quite white with fright and trembled when we were told to fetch the whip or canes, and how submissive and obedient we were. It was all about the power and dominance, and also keeping us obedient and attentive.

“One of you little maids can enjoy hand washing and ironing them later sissy.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“There’s more in the little bag too sissy.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

Mistress would take  a little silk bag for Her panties out with Her so She could change them when She


pleased. There was usually at least 2 or three pairs to wash. Another intimate chore was one sissy would be given the task of hand washing all of our satin panties too. Before my current Mistress took ownership of me I would often be sent over to stay with Miss, and Her sissies, and  Master too.   And it would be my job to hand wash all the other sissies panties and Miss’s panties, separately though, because I would be missing my owner so much. Now it was another bit of housework to be given to one of the sissies. Though hand washing Mistresses panties was a special treat and we all were very jealous of the sissy who was given the privilege.

Often the maid hand washing the sissies panties would be in the same room as Master and whichever sissy He had chosen for fellatio, or penetration, often impaling on His lap. The maid would not be allowed to look, but Master knew she would glance furtively over her shoulder especially when she heard helpless gasps of need from the sissy, or Masters sighs of pleasure and satisfaction when He came. Master might choose to spank her for this later, or to crop her. But often He just enjoyed her state of embarrassed fluster. He might come over and pinch & slap her bottom teasing and laughing at the poor helpless, hapless maid. She might even be next for fellatio.

We sissy maids are never allowed to cum or orgasm and it makes us so desperate to be pleasing and


attentive to and to please Mistress and Master sexually. And especially more so when they have climaxed and dismissed us. Everything, every little household chore no matter how menial is sexually charged for us, we are in a constant state of excitement and arousal. And it is all, always and purely  for our superiors sexual enjoyment. But the more aroused we become the more desperate we are to please Him Or Her. 

She looked down at me as  delicately peeled the panties off Her and down Her thighs. And then wiggled Her bottom and smiled with a twinkle in Her eyes as I blushed and squirmed. My plug felt very big now.

“When you used to wash my friends (my former Mistress) panties did you curtsy and kiss them before washing sissy.”

“Yes Miss, I always did, thank You Miss.”


“Each pair sissy?”

“Yes Miss, I did Miss,  thank You Miss.”

“And did you thank your owner sissy ?”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“And if She had been out with one of Her lovers, or conquests from the office, did you smell & taste His cum stains, when you kissed Her panties ?”

“Yes Miss, I could Miss thank You Miss.”

“And did you wonder about all that sexual pleasure a real Man and your owner can enjoy freely, while you launder your Mistresses pretty little things locked in chastity.”

“Yes Miss, I could Miss thank You Miss.”


“Squirming helplessly on your plug sissy ?.”

“Yes Miss, I could Miss thank You Miss.”

“How sweet.” She laughed contendedly.

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

My former Mistress had a couple of regular boyfriends and lovers, and was quite fond of enjoying some of younger Men from the office too, if they seemed attractive and virile. So I always had lots of panties to wash. Eventually She had found one of Her lovers attractive and amenable enough to settle down with. So She had decided to give me to Her best friend, my current owner. I had cried for days but Miss was also very exciting and dominant and I loved Her too and Her boyfriend who I called Master.


My current Mistress and Master are quite monogamous to each other, although they do both enjoy us sissies and the sissies at the clubs. My previous Mistress also used to enjoy bringing Men home, from the scene naturally, for fellatio and to fuck me. As foreplay for serving Her later She liked to enjoy watching me perform fellatio and being led away  to the laundry room, or my bedroom, to be fucked by Sir. Usually in cuffs and gagged with a pair of panties, often Hers just removed. And hurried along with impatient slaps to my rear thighs and bottom. When the Men wanted to fuck me they were usually already very aroused and very impatient. Even so Mistress said I should not go so fast as they enjoyed hurrying me along, and to struggle prettily enough for their enjoyment too. I didn’t need to be encouraged for that it was so shameful and distressing I couldn’t help but struggle. Albeit  helplessly and futilely, I was always cuffed and gagged and the Men were always so much bigger and stronger than effeminized me.

Master was also a regular visitor too, He had taken both my oral and anal cherry, supervised by my


former and current Mistresses. He was always somehow that much more dominant with me and stricter, spanking me so much harder before fellatio. I guess He knew I would be eventually joining the other sissies in Mistresses house.

We were strictly for His and Misses enjoyment now, not for any male guests. Which made us that much hotter and desperate to please She and  Him. Although if Mistress and Master both went away on their vacations usually 3 or 4 weeks in the summer and winter, we would be sent to one of the sissy hotels where we would serve the male guests from dawn till dusk and beyond. Mistress often laughed that we looked like we could barely walk properly when we came home, and that our mouths were O shaped rather than our usually pretty pouts. That wasn’t true we always did our best to mince and curtsy properly, sweetly and demurely, and kept our lips pursed prettily just parted a little bit, breathlessly. But the teasing made us blush and squirm so enjoyable for Mistress and Master.


She crossed and uncrossed Her legs under the leather skirt. I could see and smell She was slightly aroused. I squirmed much to Her amusement,

“I  do hope you are still nice and soft in your chastity sissy.”

“Yes Miss, I am soft and tiny Miss thank You Miss.”

“Good because it would not be appropriate for you to be anything other than that under my skirt would it sissy ?”

“Yes Miss, no it would not be Miss, thank You Miss.”

“Or kissing me intimately sissy.”   

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“Or Master, sucking His cock?”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

At first in chastity although we are always kept in the small cage we do swell and get aroused though


with absolutely nowhere to expand to. But after a few months on the hormones, your clitty gets so small and tiny and doesn’t really swell very much anymore.  The chastity cage or tube gets even tinier too. But even so Mistress likes to tease and punish us for any inappropriate signs of arousal. Sissies should squelch sweetly and helplessly on their dildo plugs, ready for penetration  not get pathetic little swellings. And even then sissy must squelch and squidge demurely, and wiggle her bottom prettily for Mistress or Master. Some owner are amused to permit their sissies to have anal orgasms, but most on this scene do not. Sissy will get incredibly orgasmic, then Mistress or Master orgasm or cum, but they are not allowed. Afterwards & for hours after sissy is especially submissive and attentive, feeling very vulnerable and attentive. 

I put the fresh pair of silk panties around Her ankles then slowly up Her thighs. She stands up so I pull them fully up and smooth them down. She wiggles Her bottom as I kiss Her, then smooth Her skirt down and kiss it again. She sits down and hands me Her glass.

“Another spritzer sissy & a slice of lemon this time sissy.”


“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“And then you can fetch another set of cuffs and join the other maid and wait to be punished.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.” I whisper and curtsy feeling my legs tremble and nearly give way.

“Or did you think I did not notice your apron bow was uneven sissy.”

I had noticed it and hurriedly corrected it earlier while Mistress was scolding the other maid for her apron being ever so slightly uneven at the front. It is very hard to spot these tiny imperfections, and sometimes they are only there when you bend over or curtsy. But Mistress will spot them immediately.

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”


“Slovenly and disrespectful, service,  is not something I tolerate in my maids.”

“No Miss, yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“Nor is it something I should tolerate is it sissy?”

“No Miss, yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“And imagine if Master had seen you that, how disrespectful.”

 “Yes Miss, thank You Miss.” I curtsied and squirmed fearfully.

My previous owner would always scold me, in this way too. Asking me how Her boyfriend or any male guests could enjoy a BJ after seeing my uniform in such disarray. Knowing fully that Sir would barely notice if at all and usually care even less. But Mistress would spot any imperfection no matter how tiny or imagined. And how humiliating it was knowing we were never allowed to cum but we must keep our uniform and effeminine appearance perfect so Sir could enjoy coming in our mouth or bottom that much more.

Mistress will  punish a maid severely for a tiny imperfection in her uniform, make up or nails. We have


to keep our impractical squared, or squoval nails perfect and unblemished no matter how hard or fast we are working, the same with our hairstyles and uniforms. And when Mistress notices an imperfection sissy will be punished. Firstly for being in such a messy untidy state at all, in the first place, and for not correcting her untidiness immediately. But also one or all of the other maids will be punished for not correcting her sister immediately. Even if secretly and not so secretly we might have spotted this earlier and hoped the other silly tardy maid would be punished. I know Mistress enjoys this because I have heard Her laughing to Her friends about enjoying catching us punishing us for our petty jealousies. Master enjoys it too even though He treats us contemptuously when He punishes us for our petty rivalries.

The more Mistress scolds me the more frightened I feel, the sensation of tepid but also humid and warm  jelly between my


legs in my panties. I would like to say the fear of punishment is worse than the implementation, but it never is. Even though being kept under strict perfect discipline is also so thrilling to sissies. The stinging thud  of the leather crop, or the canes is so dreadful, but kissing the implement afterwards feel so lovingly submissive and attentive, you are bursting with desire to be found pleasing.    

I hurry to fetch the cuffs seeing all the other maids glances at me as I mince upstairs. Although Mistress nearly always carries a crop with Her She enjoys sending us upstairs to Her bedroom to fetch one of Her collection from Her bedroom, similarly with the cuffs and Her collection of strap ons. Master often likes to us to get the crop then toss the whip to the floor and watch us fetch it on all fours bring it to Him in our mouths. Mistress doesn’t often do that She prefers us to bring it to Her in both hands and curtsy.

I fetch the cuffs and Miss secures my wrists in the small of my back then tells me to bend over the


bench with the other sissy. The lightly padded fold out bench is big enough for 3 or 4 of us but we have to kneel closely together. I can smell the other sissy and feel her quivering and squirming with fright, and she can feel me. We catch each other eyes and the fright in them. Mistress comes over and pulls my panties down to my knees, and gags me with another soiled pair of sissy panties. Soiled with lube and fright, not anything mucky, we are always scrupulously clean and fragrant down there and everywhere, just the smell and taste of sex and fear. Usually for  a pegging and often for a caning Miss will use Her own warm panties, especially for a pegging. But not today.


Miss goes and sits down again drinking Her spritzer. We can hear Her chatting and laughing with one of Her friends on Her phone, planning an evening out.

“Wait, whimper and squirm quietly sissies.” She tells us sharply, but with amusement in Her voice.

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.” We both try to reply, but all that comes out is  a muffled whimper.

After the first maid is punished she is dismissed in tears. Her muffled squeals and sobs of fear and pain as horrid and as awful as the crack of the leather crop on Her bottom and Her thighs. Cuffed and strapped down pressed next to her I can feel her struggles, writhing and wriggling futilely to avoid the crop.  I am choking in fear now, my panties stuffed into my mouth, waiting for my turn.

Miss sits back down and summons another maid to fetch Her another spritzer. The other maid is left


facing the wall, while Mistress enjoys Her sparkling wine cocktail. I wonder if she will be punished too but then shortly afterwards Mistress dismisses Her. Mistress comes over and stands near me and I can smell the arousal on Her. Hear Her rubbing Her thighs together softly.

I am whipped severely 12 lashes I think. The hormone dosages make it difficult, impossible to count properly anymore, we are just constantly emotionally overwhelmed and ditzy.  But even so it feels like more than the other sissy received. But then again, it always does feel like you are being unfairly punished more and  more severely than the other maids. And not only that, but  the other maids are constantly jealous if they think that Master or Mistress is being stricter with one of us.

I am still sobbing and spluttering into my panties when Mistress summons the first maid back. She is terrified her bottom now smarting and throbbing as she minces back  into the  room. She is sent upstairs to fetch one of Mistress strap ons. She has  a few different designs and styles all around 12-14” with matching girth and exaggerated phallic features thick veins and bulbous swollen glans. They are all designed to fit in a harness but also to set inside Her intimately. So that when


She fucks or pegs us Her clitoris is massaged intimately too, The more firmly  She thrusts, the more we spasms and twist on Her penetration and the more arousing it is for Her. She will fuck us until we are sobbing and moaning, choking  helplessly on our gags with need and desperate near orgasmic sissified frustration, and then She will orgasm and spasm deep inside us. Often lying on our backs moaning and crying with climactic ecstasy Herself.

Mistress laughs at the maid as She brings the strap on down.

“Look at your silly needy face sissy, not for you sissy today.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.” I can hear the disappointment and the relief in her voice the crinkle and swish of her glossy satin skirt as she curtsies. I am still over the bench so cant see the interaction.

“You may prepare the harness and ‘my cock’ though sissy.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“Oh but first kneel down here and open that pretty mouth of yours.”


“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

I hear Mistress peeing into sissies mouth, I am very, very jealous.

“You may swallow sissy, be careful not to spill any on your uniform sissy, unless you want to be punished again sissy.”

“No Miss, Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“And of course you don’t want to waste Any do you sissy.”

“No Miss, Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

I can hear sissy preparing the harness and strap on. The lube has quite a wet sloppy, almost slappy,  sound. I am squirming with fright now, my rump throbbing and smarting with burning pain from the crop. I know Mistress will spare no thought to my tender pinky inflamed bottom and thighs. Quite the contrary She will enjoy fucking me harder as I moan and whimper.


“Lots of lube sissy, I want her ass very tight but slippery too.”

The lube is very well designed for our superiors pleasure,. It makes us feel very tight, almost more than anally virginal, but also very easy to open and penetrate too. And once fully inside it still feels so tight and enjoyable for our superiors too. As does our moaning and writhing on them. Master is already very big at least 10” when erect, not as big as Mistresses favourite strap on but both feel so much more massive and invasive inside us. And although Mistresses strap on is fearsome indeed Masters throbbing cock, feels so alive and so utterly shaming and shameful.

My previous  Mistress used to enjoy coming home from work, especially at our special time of the month when we were both especially horny. I would serve Mistress  a drink then She would casually tell me to fetch Her strap on. Then as I hurriedly minced upstairs to Her bedroom She would call out after me.

“Do hurry sissy unless you want to fetch my crop as well.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.” I would reply breathlessly frightened. Struggling with the short 10” strap


between my maids boots, hobbling me as if my panties were around my ankles, and the large dildo plug nearly always at 12” for my chores and 14 when serving Mistress or Master,

I would hear Her laugh satisfied enjoying Her dominance.

I would hurrying desperately & breathlessly now. Knowing that She would be even more aroused when I returned.

Miss says Her sissies always need a good hard pegging, and that we are always so much more needy and attentive afterwards. Master always enjoys fellatio with a maid after she has been pegged.

After sissy has finished lubing Mistresses strap on, sissy is dismissed back to Her chores

Then Mistress comes over She removes my own panties from my mouth and replaces them with Hers. They are sopping wet. The strong taste of Her arousal, mingling with my own frightened arousal. She unlocks and removes my anal plug. Then almost immediately begins to push inside me.


She stops for a second as She slowly but firmly enters me.

Please Miss, be gentle Miss, I love You Miss. I am sobbing into my gag, She stuffs Her panties even more firmly into my mouth.

“Of course you do sissy.” She laughs happily as She thrusts fully inside me.

It nearly always takes Her a while to climax with the strap on and we are nearly always both exhausted when She orgasms. Her orgasm invigorates Her though.

She plugs and locks my ass again and uncuffs me and sits back down as I fetch Her another drink.

She puts me back in the cuffs but needs another pee and uses my mouth, The pee is quite yellow and strong tasting now, but I love it even more. Then She pulls


me under Her leather skirt, for more cunnilingus. It is very intimately humid and sweaty under there now and She does a She nearly always does pulls the hem over my head as I begin to slowly kiss and lick to please Her again.

Her second climax is multiple orgasms, usually with the strap on its an explosive orgasm, coming in waves. With cunnilingus, Miss usually comes in discrete spasmic orgasms. With gasps and cries of utter delight. Which make me squirm so wistfully and helplessly on my plug, which is always at maximum for cunnilingus.

She allows me to kneel for a few moments kissing Her still in the darkness under Her skirt. Then still  kissing Her softly I cleaned and dried Her then fetched a fresh pair of panties for Her. I pulled them up to Her bottom

“You may hurry back to your little chores now sissy.” She told me after I had kissed Her bottom and She had sat down again


“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

She smiled with satisfaction and mock sympathy at the look of utter disappointment on my face.

“But you can hand wash these first sissy.” She said indicating Her now discarded panties.

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“And iron them later.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.” I curtsied

 

“Run along now sissy.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.” I curtsied again and minced to the door, behind me I could already hear Her chatting and laughing to one of Her friends on the phone.

Later that afternoon when Master came home, both myself and other maid would be punished again, But


Master nearly always chose  a maid who had just been pegged for fellatio. We were so much hotter and submissive He said. After He had cropped both of us we both served Him together. Me sucking and She kissing and licking at His balls and shaft while I sucked until He deep throated me. He filled my mouth but came over both our faces. He always came so thick and strongly. Afterwards we cleaned each others faces with our panties, then He sent us back to our late afternoon, evening chores.

That evening we 2 will not be permitted to toilet with the other maids and we will be put in a double humbler together. Master and Mistress have a collection of humblers now, double, triple etc,  up to one holding all 6 maids together. Of course being put in the humbler is horrible enough, but when you locked like this next to another maid constantly squirming and moving however gingerly causes the other maid such intimate


humiliating distress. And of course Master or Mistress find a reason to paddle us on our cherries leaving us squealing in pain and fear, even heavily cock gagged as we always are kept in the humbler. Squirming in pain and distress listening to Master or Mistress enjoying one of the other sissies intimate service or enjoying each other. Master and Mistress do enjoy a very rampart sex life.   While Her and His sissies wait behind the leather seraglio curtain to serve and please them.

Master more so than Mistress likes to teasing question us. Especially after sex, or in the morning after sex. He will ask if you still tender from the night before, which you always are. And He will smile and pat or squeeze your behind. And tell you that He could see that because sissies always mince so sweetly after anal sex. And that He has decided to keep your plug fully expanded today for your housework, and to not allow you to pee until at least the evening, So that you squirm and squelch so piteously and gingerly on your plug all day. Feeling swollen and like you are about to


burst all day. Because He will enjoy that and what is more important His amusement and enjoyment or a little discomfort for sissies.

We will always answer, with a little squelch and curtsy, very truthfully too.

“Your pleasure Master, always Your Pleasure Master, thank You Master.”

And He will often pat our bottom again.

“And if I gave you a forever choice sissy,”

“Between a little sissy splash, because calling a little pathetic dribble a spurt is way too much, isn’t it sissy, but a tiny weak splash or splutter just  once in a while.”

“Or never again and giving Mistress another perfect orgasm on your hot fervent little tongue?”

“Or me another  perfect BJ, which would you choose sissy.”


“Oh Master, please Master, sissy would choose to give You or Mistress perfect oral service, always and forever Master, thank You Master.”

He would laugh and smile

“But you will never be given that choice sissy, that decision is for your superior and owners isn’t it sissy ?” It wasn’t really a question.

“Yes Master, thank you Master.”

“And you will always give your most perfect intimate service wont you sissy.”

“Yes Master, thank you Master.”

“And your most perfect domestic service, sissy”


“Yes Master, thank you Master.”

 “And anal use and penetration is most enjoyable too sissy.”

“Yes Master, thank you Master.”

“For me and Mistress at least sissy, which is all that counts isn’t it sissy?”

“Yes Master, thank you Master.”

“Unless you want to be punished sissy.”

“Yes Master, thank you Master.”

At this point you would be quite desperately orgasmic squirming usually kneeling between His open legs, or maybe perched on His lap and clinging to Him if He is feeling indulgent.


“Please Master, please keep sissy under perfect discipline Master.”

“Oh don’t worry sissy, you will always be kept in strict chastity, and plugged, and under perfect discipline sissy.”

“Yes Master, thank you Master.” You sob

“That pretty little ass is made for the leather crop, just as the crop is perfect for that sweet tender  peachy butt.”

“Yes Master, thank you Master.”

“And also to split and spit for my enjoyment sissy.”

“Yes Master, thank you Master.”

As are those slippery glossy lips of yours sissy.”

“Yes Master, thank you Master.”

“And chastity to keep you soft and tiny.”

“Yes Master, thank you Master.”

“Eyes down sissy.” He tells you, as if you could ever dare look up to meet His eyes again you feel so
inferior and helplessly emotional now.

You will be totally helpless and clinging to Him at that point and He might then pull you over His lap for a spanking before fellatio, or simply send you back to your housework, in tears. It is always His or Her choice.

As it should always be, curtsy.



Sunday, 10 November 2024

6. Sissy Hormones and Jealous Fellatio

 


Whenever the doctor and Her sissy nurse visits I am always very jealous and very anxious too. A visit from the doctor will usually mean an examination and an increase in my hormones. And it used to mean a smaller chastity tube or longer possibly wider urethral tube. Or an increase in the size length and width of my phallic anal plug. However that hasn’t been the case  for some time now. As my chastity is as tiny as it can possibly be now. Just a tiny bulge covering both my clitty and my cherries. The lock incorporated into the pretty pink silicon bulge seems to take up more space. And the dildo at 12” is at its maximum. The auto suggestion/conditioning can make both devices seem small smaller or bigger as  Mistress desires. Mistress does often like to see me mincing around at my chores with the plug feeling totally swollen & bulging in my bottom while my tube is tiny. Especially after intimate service. She will tease me that I look like I’m about to burst, knowing full well that is exactly how I feel so full and  totally penetrated. And She will say that She hopes I am still soft and tiny in my chastity, as sissy should be. She especially loves sending me to hand wash Her panties in that condition. So much that She will often find some spurious reason to come down and watch me, and tease me.

Sometimes if I am very lucky She will want cunnilingus again, but other times She is content just to torment and tease me. Other times She might sit on Her couch or bed and masturbate, calling me afterwards to bring Her a fresh drink and to lick Her clean. But the main reason is often to show me and tease me that She may enjoy sexual pleasure whenever and however She pleases and that I may not. Usually there will be another pair of panties to hand wash after this and maybe a lacy silk slip, the rear and hem dripping soaked with Her arousal.

Mistresses boyfriends and the various male guests, the Sirs, who Mistress allows me to entertain, also enjoy seeing me mince back to my chores plugged and tiny after sex. And Miss’s boyfriend who I must call Master, especially enjoys it.

So I am always extremely  anxious when the doctor visits as it will usually mean a change in my


hormones, and treatments. Usually a large increase in my estrogen. Which nearly always means I will be increasingly emotional flustered and vulnerable, just how a effeminine sissy should be. However it is mainly just hormones and maybe various treatments to soften and shape my sissy body. Mistress was especially pleased with the recent bleaching of my bottom. It is very pink now and apparently my pucker looks like a pair of stretched lips around Her strap on or Sirs cock, as they penetrate me.

Usually I am examined assisted by the nurse, then after serving drinks and refreshments I am left standing facing the wall, while my superiors discuss my treatment. The nurse will often be stood besides me facing the wall. But also often She might be entertaining Mistresses boyfriend if He is present. Miss and Her boyfriend, Master, will also frequently be present. I am to refer to Him as Master now, even though He is Misses boyfriend, it was He who took both my oral and anal virginity and cherry. And Mistresses and Miss have often said that eventually they will consider gifting both me and Misses sissies to Him.


I am also always very jealous of the nurse. She is very pretty in that almost creamy white, pastel pink, latex nurses uniform. The uniform is so tight and tiny and the doctor has given Her D cup breasts that the undersized wonder bra and uniform push up so sweetly. Even I lust after that cleavage, as well as longing for the same bouncy jiggly look. But like all sissies we are all insanely jealous of and bitchy towards each other, and all of us compete pettily to be prettier than each other as we mince about, especially shamefully so in front of the Sirs. When Mistress or Miss point out this behaviour laughing and teasing us I feel so small,  and weak, petty and feminine/ effeminine too.

Today Miss and Master are here and the nurse is sitting on Masters lap, giggling as He squeezes and pinches her bottom. Miss is rolling Her eyes already but indulgently too. Though no doubt one or more of Her sissies will be running, mincing to fetch the crop when the pair get home. Miss and Master are very strict and do prefer the crop, Master has His own very well worn crop, but He also likes to spank very hard too, His rough hands are very big and hard on your bare bottom.

Being disciplined and punished isn’t quite what you expect and might occasionally fantasize about. For sissies there is no masochistic enjoyment, no pain sluts, after your first strict and severe punishment. For sissies it is very sexual but also a matter quite existential dread. Being sent for  the canes or crop you will literally shudder and pale with fright. Fetching the implements of corporal punishment quaking and shivering, your heart in your throat. Knowing there is nothing now you can do, but hope Mistress or Master is not too angry and your punishment will be short. Not daring to or even seem to dally even the tiniest amount of time. Very, very  occasionally Mistress will sent you for the crop just to remind you that it always there if She needs, or desires to use it. And you will cover the implement in sobbing relieved kisses, usually on fours on your knees in front of Her.

But that is very rare and more often you will be punished as severely as She wishes and after your richly


deserved punishment, She or He is always right, you will sob and kiss the whip or cane and Her bottom afterwards. The smell and taste of the leather of the crop and Her skirt, Mistress does like Her leather skirts, mingling with your tears and the smell of Her evident arousal. Mistress does find this form of discipline very satisfying. And sometimes rather than being sent back to your housework, with your rump smarting and throbbing with pain She will pull you between Her thighs, then dismiss you afterwards. Quite often you will have been gagged with Her moist panties for your punishment, or your own panties, so Her silk lovelies will need to be hand washed after you have returned the whip and fetched Her a clean fresh pair.

But I am getting distracted and the soft sissy giggles of the nurse aren’t helping. I hope He spanks her hard, if He decides to take her into the other room, while Mistress, Miss and the doctor discuss my treatment. But I so hope He takes me too and spanks me hard too. We sissies are so contrary we so fear being spanked but get so thrilled and aroused by the thought of it too. That is until you are over His knee gagged with your panties and the first hard slap lands, and then you are sobbing, muffled and desperate for Him to stop knowing He wont until your bottom is a satisfying puffy pink hue.

Usually He will take the nurse into the other room and fuck her. And then afterwards some time later


when the doctor and Her nurse have gone He will take me into the other room too. Teasing me that I am always so much hotter for fellatio after He has enjoyed another sissy. This is especially embarrassing and humiliating although I do so desperately jealously want to please Him more than any other sissy and especially after that bimbo nurse, or the other bimbo maids in Misses house. I so deserve my spanking after my feeling like that. We are all just maids and fucktoys for His enjoyment.

That moment when I am facing the wall, in curtsy cuffs and eyes closed. And I hear Him take the nurse into the other room. Hear the  sound of the latex dress, His slap on her bottom to hurry her up and her surprised anxious sexy squeal. In fright and delight at His urgency. Then even though Mistress house is very well built and the rooms are soundproof. I imagine I can hear her being pulled over His knee and spanked, does He just want fellatio or anal too, usually He will want both, He is very virile and insatiable. Thinking of at moment when you are over His knee, your panties pulled down, maybe pulled off you and stuffed into your mouth. Though Mistress and Miss like to give Him a pair of their still warm panties to gag me with. To remind me that  they are free to orgasm when they please and I am only allowed the taste of their arousal and pleasure. That moment when you are over His knee, and you know He can feel your tiny cage against His legs and you are so excited and aroused , but still tiny in chastity. Then the first stinging slap and the little futile pitiable struggle. He holds you down so easily. Usually you are in cuffs but He can just as easily hold you down pinning both of your wrists behind you with one hand. And when He is finished you are even more aroused and in fearful submission to Him, you will do anything for Him, want so much to please Him.


Mistress call me over, “More drinks sissy.”

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” I hurriedly curtsy

“We can hear you squidging on you plug over there sissy.”

“Yes Mistress, sorry Mistress, thank You Mistress.”

“I do hope you are still tiny and soft in your chastity Mistress.”

“Yes Mistress, I am Mistress thank You Mistress.”

“You had better be sissy.” Miss adds

“Yes Miss thank You Miss, yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”

“Face the wall again sissy.” I am told after I serve drinks

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”

“Curtsy cuffs and squelch quietly sissy.”

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”

The three ladies are discussing gelding again. Chemical rather than physical as is the more popular


option these days, but just as final. The tiny cherries recede back inside the groin and the clitty is just the size of a button that can be in or out. Most favour slightly out so a tiny chastity device can be locked in place. And most favour a urethral tube still so that there is no inappropriate gushing sensation of release. Just a damp trickle when sissy is allowed to pee. Nearly all gelded sissies are given hormones to grow breasts either before or during the process. Knowing that makes very anxious looking down at my own still very small but still evident swellings.

The doctor is telling Mistress and Miss that She has performed quite a few such operations recently. The procedure is very quick and painless, in actual fact the sissy will have been on the special hormone treatment for a few months, its just the final injections and a night in hospital while the soreness goes away which closes the matter.


The ladies are laughing when the doctor tells them that all the sissies seem to develop a fantasy, that they are to be allowed a final orgasm before they are snipped. The doctor an and the sissies owner will tease and cajole this out of the sissy. Often by asking by asking her if she has any questions. Faintly mockingly, but the silly naïve sissy will not realize they are teasing her. As if she has ever been asked before, for her opinions on her treatments and feminization. These matters are quite rightly always left to her owner to decide. Then the look on sissies faces when their owner chortles in mock surprise and says matter of factly and flatly, ‘Why would I allow that sissy ?’. It is a most enjoyable moment the

doctor says and it never fails to amuse. ‘Never mind silly sissy you can give me lovely orgasm afterwards.’. Or ‘Never mind sissy you can suck Sir later, wont that be lovely, knowing that He or the real Men wont be bothered by your tiny little thing ever again ?’ Sissy will curtsy and thank her owner and the doctor. Often both ladies will be highly aroused by this and sissy will be able to sense and smell this. I get a sudden image of the doctor with Her pretty nurse between Her thighs after a consultation has finished and inadvertently softly gasp.

“Do be quiet over there sissy, or you will be fetching the canes later.”

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”  I whisper very frightened now.


The doctor continues, though on occasion, in the past this has been allowed, sometimes if the sissy is already or is to be owned by a real Man. Sissy will be allowed a final farewell splash. Usually it will have been so long since sissy has been anything other than soft and flaccid  and She will be especially tiny now, so the doctor will sometimes use a long spatula to induce this. Or the superiors will watch indulgently but impatiently while sissy struggles to masturbate her very soft tiny clitty. Even though the doctor doesn’t wear glasses, nobody needs to these days, She will put on a pair to peer at sissy. Sometimes the superiors will deign to lose patience with the sissy and stop her mid flow, just before the orgasm starts. But if sissy does manage to cum, the result will be a tiny feeble splash of weak liquid. Sissy will be asked, if that was what all the fuss was about. Or how could you possibly miss that pathetic dribble when Sir fills your mouth with such thick creamy cum. ‘It is barely worth swallowing sissy.’ though sissy will of course still lick the mess up and swallow.

 


This is all at the superiors discretion of course and is a rarity these days. But can still be occasionally quite amusing the doctors says as Miss and Mistress both laugh.

“You wont need  to worry about that at all sissy.” Mistress laughed

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” I curtsy not reassured at all

“Nor my sissies.” Miss says

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”

“That usually is the best way.” The doctor

“But that watching that little forlorn hope dissolve can be very amusing and sweet.”

She adds with a little pat on my bottom

“Yes Ms, thank You Ms.”


“Face the wall sissy.”

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”

Sir or Master comes out of the back room looking and sounding very pleased with Himself, the nurse looks very flushed and hot, quite evidently squirming with discomfort in her now sticky latex panties. What a little bimbo she is. She is told to face the wall next to me. I note with satisfaction that Her bottom is red from a firm spanking.

“Sissy fetch Master a drink.”

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”

I bring Master a bottle of beer on my silver serving tray. As I bend over to serve Him He puts His hand between my legs and squeezes my chastity tube and then my bottom.


“Sissy has been squelching and squidging all this time.” Miss laughs

“She is always such an eager hot little fucktoy.” Master says pinching and then slapping my bottom

“Yes Master, thank You Master.”

I am sent back to face the wall. The ladies and Sir are casually discussing arrangements for when She decides to have Her sissies snipped. First they and I will be given special hormones to increase our breast sizes. D or Double D will be sweet for us. Imagine bending over Master to serve Him drinks with your cleavage so sweetly displayed, jiggling for His pleasure as you mince about your chores and housework.

They will all be done at the same time for convenience. And I will be sent to Misses house to serve Miss domestically while Her sissies are in hospital, this is usually only overnight or sometimes a couple of days. I will of course serve Master intimately too and Miss will give me all Her panties to hand wash. Whenever Mistress is away and I stay over for a couple of days Miss always gives me all Her panties to wash, and I am given the sissies panties to also hand wash. Because I will be missing being intimate with Mistress so much, it is both a kindness and a tease. Or She might stagger it, each sissy waiting fretfully for their inevitable turn. & Mistress and Miss have told me that after Misses  sissies it will be my turn.

Sissies are always very tearful and emotional after the snip for about a month or so and will need to kept


under strict discipline. But after a month or so She will be even more superbly submissive and effeminate, jiggling and mincing around so very nearly orgasmic desperate to please Mistress or Master in every possible way, domestically and intimately, all the time, swollen with and almost  bursting with the desire to be attentive and pleasing.

The doctor call me over and has me bend over touching my toes. The nurse comes over and with very cold lubed latex gloves removes  my plug for  a few moments and a suppository is pushed into my bottom then my plug reinserted and locked closed.

My daily dosage has been doubled. The suppository will just give me  a boost for today. I can already feel it melting inside me. Washing over me making me already feel like my head is swirling with emotions and confusion. Just like that scene in Blonde where Marylyn Monroe gives JFK a BJ. Quite a disrespectful y to treat a real woman but perfect for sissies.


“There all done sissy, pull your panties up nobody wants to see your little thing in its chastity tube.”

“Yes Ms, thank You Ms.” I say curtsying to the doctor.

“Eyes down sissy.” Mistress tells me

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” I curtsy again

“More drinks sissy.”

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”

“Oh not for me.” The doctor says She gives the nurse a very sharp swipe with Her crop across the backs of her thighs, causing a squeal of pain, I am both gratified by and terrified by this.

“Come along nurse, we have a couple more house visits today, and that is for behaving like such a giggly bimbo.” She says giving the nurse another 2 lashes.

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” She says whimpering

“And be assured there will be more later when we get home nurse.”


“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” she says sobbing as she curtsies. I suddenly feel very sorry for her but also pleased that she is going to be punished.

I glance over at Mistress and She is crossing Her legs, I can tell that She is excited by this and I know She will find some reason to send me for the canes or crop later.

“No doubt Master will give you the  good hard spanking you so richly deserve too sissy.”

“Yes Ms, thank You Ms.” I reply also frightened.

When the doctor and the nurse have gone Master takes me into the other room. Miss gives Him a pair of Her panties to gag me with as He spanks me hard. Then with my own panties down around my ankles sends me for another beer before His BJ.

Both Mistress and Miss sigh exaggeratedly at my state of undress as I hurry back with His drink. His BJ is quite explosive filling my mouth and cumming all over my face and the top of  my uniform. Master knows Mistress disapproves of me having cum on my face and will punish me for the mess. But He doesn’t care, why should He?. He sits me on His lap and allows me to swallow.

“I will enjoy that tight little ass next time sissy, don’t be so greedy sissy, you are for my pleasure not your needs.”


“Yes Master, thank You Master.”

“Eyes down sissy.”

“Yes Master, thank You Master.”

I am allowed to clean my face and uniform with my panties before putting them back on, fresh lip gloss and a spray of cheap perfume. Before serving more drinks.

“Run along back to your housework now sissy.” Mistress tells me.

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”

“We can call you if we want you sissy”

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” I curtsy in tears so overcome with emotion now and wanting so dearly to stay. Mistress gives me a comforting pat on my bottom, but still sends me away.

Miss and Master stay quite late into the evening drinking and smoking, all three enjoy recreational cannabis as well as tobacco, both have been doctored to be both potent and quite harmless now. However it means they also want lots of delicious looking snacks. All things that sissies are not permitted quite appropriately.

When Miss and Master leave in the evening Miss gives me a quite affectionate pat on the bottom and Sirs slap is quite so too. I get the impression they will be going home to fuck and Her, Misses, sissies will be locked away behind the curtain in the bedroom tonight, maybe in the locked in the horrible humblers and maybe not. One sissy will be attending them though fetching drinks and changing messy sheets though.

Mistress though sends me for the canes after they have left and I am caned for both my messy face


earlier and my squelching when the doctor was here. Mistress however was quite wet after this, She had been looking forward to it all afternoon. And I barely had  chance to help Her change into Her lacey silk house slip and gown, before She threw off the matching panties and pulled me between Her warm moist thighs. After Her orgasm I am left kneeling between Her thighs kissing Her softly as the waves of Her climax subside. Then I am allowed to toilet and have my evening enema and to change into my pink satin babydoll and matching tight panties. Mistress keeps my plug at max size and doesn’t bother with panties again this evening. I kneel on the floor besides Her sometimes to one side and sometimes between Her legs as She chooses, kissing Her softly, adoringly.

“Oh this new dosage is very nice sissy, its like having you at your special time all the time sissy.”

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” I whisper submissively and  lovingly. Knowing that these sensations and emotions will only get stronger and stronger as the Ds and Mistress increase my dosage.



“Eyes down sissy.”


“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”

“And keep squelching on your dildo softly but steadily, maid so you are nice and ready with your hot little tongue when I want you again.”

“Yes Mistress, Your maid loves You Mistress, thank You Mistress.”

“That’s very sweet sissy, and I am very fond of my sweet obedient little maid.”

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”

At bedtime after She climaxes again She cuddles into me as I spoon Her while She sleeps, She enjoys wiggling Her bottom against  my chastity tube. Not cruelly or teasingly but just because She likes to feel it there. I lie there with Her wrapped around me never wanting the night to end.

I love you Mistress, thank You Mistress.