Kiss

Kiss
To kiss softly, obediently adoringly, aching and longing to please Her

Monday 29 September 2014


I curtsied and whispered quietly “Good morning Mistress”
Kneeling beside Her bed I held up Her coffee cup in both hands.
“Good morning emily, have you been busy in the kitchen?”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress”
I had been busy but moreover excitedly waiting, fussing and fretting  till it was time to wake Mistress. I so longed for Her in the mornings
“I’ve been awake for a while emily, I’ve been thinking about that film last night.”
I looked up,  Mistress & i had been watching a Liam Neesen film last night.
“Have You Mistress ?” Realizing i had blurted I reddened.
Mistress slipped Her legs out from the duvet and over the side of the bed, smiling looking down at me.
“Yes emily i have.” You say taking Your coffee.
“Fetch your plug emily, our new favourite plug emily”
“Yes Mistress.” i gulped. Her new favourite was phallus shaped and lifelike. Mistress had chosen it for fellatio training as well. It inflated but only slightly to hold it in place
“Slip it in emily, dont dally sissy.”
“Yes Mistress.”
I lubed it and pressed it gingerly inside me, still very embarrassed even as  a sissy to be penetrated especially so fully with the phallic object
She took the inflater and pumped it slowly, making it harder and longer. I could see Her eyes amused  straying to my tiny clitty just visible in my satin panties She  enjoyed the piquant knowledge   that having anything inside me made me instantly tiny and soft.
“Hows that emily, nice and hard ?”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
“Or rather nice and soft, and nice and full emily ?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“Good sissy.”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
She wrapped Her ankles around my shoulder and pulled me closer, pulling back Her silk nightie. The hem was damp and sweet smelling.
“Now you know how it feels to have a nice strong Real Man like Liam inside you emily”
“Yes Mistress.” I whispered kissing the sweet silky softness of Her thighs.
“Not so fast emily, i don’t want sloppy wet kisses.”
She told me taking the pump pressing it deliberately. The phallus now felt very firm and rigid inside me. I looked up my eyes agonizingly wide, just brimming with tears Mistress called it sissy mascara.
“Kiss me softly emily, nice and slowly, i want to linger and enjoy thinking about my Liam emily.”
“Yes Mistress.” I whispered throatilly.
“And I want you to enjoy me thinking about Liam too sissy i want to hear you squirm on your dildo sissy.”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
She lowered the damp hem of Her nightie over my head, as i continued to kiss Her slowly and lovingly, just using the soft swell of my lips and the soft pants of breath against Her, rather than wet kisses.
Some time later She lay back gasping & panting slowly, my tongue worshiping and adoring Her. All i could hear was Her breathing and panting and my own slippery squelching on the dildo in rhythm with the motion of my tongue.  
Then a soft cry and shudder, and a series of soft pants and cries. Her thighs tightened around my head in spasm, then slowly relaxing, as  i continued to kiss & lick Her slowly, Her orgasm ebbed and  subsided.
After  a short while She sat up and said still quite breathless.
“Thank you emily, I very much enjoyed that.”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
“Of course the pleasure was all mine emily”
She lit herself a  cigarette “Another coffee emily.”
“Yes Mistress, please Mistress may i take the plug out Mistress ?.”
“No emily not just yet, sissy. I think i quite like you plugged and penetrated so thoroughly submissive
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
“A sissy is always more obedient with a nice firm cock inside her emily.”
“Yes Mistress.”
She patted my bottom as i stood awkwardly. I heard the amusement  in Her voice as She told me to hurry.
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
Curtsy

Sunday 28 September 2014

I love that Mistress controls when & if i may cum
I love that Mistress will decide that, that may well be only ever an if and possibly never a when
I love knowing that if i am ever permitted release it will most likely be a milking and not an orgasm
I love the fact that knowing this makes me ache to cum & knowing that i may not
I love hearing Her reiterate Her implacable position makes me ache immeasurable more
I love the fact that knowing i may not come makes me ache for so much for Her
I love the fact that i ache to please Her but never as a man
I love thinking about Her before i go to sleep and when i first wake up
I love aching to kiss Her intimately
I love thinking apprehensively about Her strap on
I love the wistful hope that the only orgasm i will experience with Her will be Hers & Hers only
I love hoping that She will enjoy watching a Man cum in my mouth, whilst knowing that a sissy  may never cum like that
I love the fear that one day She will want to watch a Man take me from behind
I love the fact that writing this has made me so hot and flustered
I love being a sissy for Her and longing for Her
Thank You Mistress
Curtsy
Some very nice skirts for Mistress. I just ache to softly kiss Her bottom while she is wearing the shorter ones or to kiss the front knowing that as a sissy only my lips will ever be allowed there. The longer skirts make me think of Her quite apprehensively as they have a very strict disciplinarian look to them.