Appropriate Appetites

Appropriate Appetites

Mistress had been angry with me. My cooking had lacked imagination, was stodgy and worse I had finished eating before She had. When I foolishly demurred that boys have more voracious appetites than women She had retorted sharply that ‘Men have bigger appetites but sissies do not & should not…and that a sissies should satisfy a her Mistresses appetite & her betters appetites.’

I had then been sent to fetch the pink leather paddle. The little studded diamanté heart pattern was not as nice, nor as cute as it had looked. Nor was it pleasant. Mistress liked to play with canes and paddles but knows that I do not and my paddling was for   punishment and as such was anything but playful. Mistress said six, after 3 I had cried out my safe word, only to be told there are no safewords during punishment and had my punishment doubled and restarted.

In tears I Thanked Mistress for disciplining me & being lenient and kind. And that She hadn’t told me to fetch Her cane.

I was also told that my scheduled and long awaited release had been postponed indefinitely.

For me to make amends Mistress had given me a gourmet cook book and I was told to prepare small well presented and tasty meals for the next two weeks. After work I had to go shopping for the ingredients in small local shops in make up and dressed. Moreover I had to curtsy in the shops and say thank you Sir or Miss when I was being served. I also had to have fresh flowers on the  table for Mistress every day.

On the first evening Mistress had tut tutted and opened Her little black book and marked some comments down. The next day I tried much harder but only received a non committal ‘thank you emily’ as feedback. I was allowed to sit down with Mistress and eat, slowly and daintily. On the fourth day Mistress told me the meal was very nice but still wrote in her black book.

I was allowed a couple of glasses of chilled water each evening instead of  my usual light beer. But at the weekend I was permitted a couple of glasses of our favourite liqueur.

On the last Friday morning Mistress told me that after dinner we would be going out that evening and I should buy some beer and put it in the fridge. I was also told that in lieu of my release I might be permitted to please Her and possible redeem myself. I had been so excited all day, that I had skipped home from the shops. Mistress was later than usual coming home and when I heard the door opening I thought my heart would burst I was so happy to see Her.

My heart nearly did burst when I opened the door to Her & standing there with Her was a man.

‘This is Mike, emily, say hello emily.

‘Yes Mistress….hello…’ I had replied very, very  meekly and quietly.

‘You may call him Sir, emily’

‘Yes Mistress.’

‘Tut tut’ I gulped  ‘and emily ?’ Mistress said.

‘Hello & welcome Sir.’

‘That’s better emily, take Sirs coat.’

‘Yes Mistress.’

I had fetched Mistress and Sir a wine and one of my beers while they sat and waited for dinner to be ready.

‘So this is your sissy ?’

‘Yes it is Mike’

‘And he is locked up?’

‘She, she  is locked up Mike yes.’

‘May I see ?’

‘Of course you can Mike, emily go and show Mike your little clittie, and emily make sure you stand close to Mike, stop hovering and dithering next to me.”

‘Yes Mistress’ I had whispered.

Mike had casually had lifted my maids skirt and petticoats, dropped my pink panties, then idly fondled my cage and lock to my intense embarrassment.

I looked down only to see a growing bulge in Sirs pants. I didn’t dare look up at Him, nor look anywhere else except at the bulge.

‘She is small isn’t she and the cage is so tiny.’

‘She is only allowed to be the right size Mike, emily isn’t allowed to get any bigger or hard, that would be completely inappropriate, wouldn’t it emily ?’

‘Yes Mistress.’ I had replied red faced and squirming while Sir idly played with the lock on my cage.

‘I’m going to have a bath before dinner emily.’

‘Yes Mistress.’ I replied starting to turn round to go and run Mistresses bath.

‘Oh no need for you to run it emily, I can do it myself tonight, you can stay and entertain my guest.’

‘Mistress ?’

‘Yes emily ?’

‘How Mistress ?’

‘How does a sissy entertain one of Mistresses male guests, emily.’

‘Mistress ?’

‘Its what we talked about isn’t it emily, and what you said you thought you wanted isn’t it emily, to be like a real girly emily ?’

‘Yes Mistress.’ I had whispered blushing bright red.

Mistress laughed ‘Oh emily, your face is a picture. Not like that silly girl’

‘Yes Mistress.’

‘Not yet at least, just stand close to him and be a nice little flirty bimbo emily.’

I blushed bright red.

As if to ease my embarrassment or increase it Sir patted my bottom and opened his legs pulling me almost onto His lap.

‘That’s better emily, you can entertain or please Sir after my bath, when I can watch.’

 ‘Yes Mistress.’

‘Come here, closer emily, your Mistress has told me all about you.’ He said parting His knees even wider.

‘Yes Sir.’

He lifted my dress again and continued to play with my lock and cage, I squirmed with embarrassment listening and hoping desperately for Mistress upstairs.

‘Emily, put your hands down my trousers and feel what a real man feels like, sissy.’

‘Yes Sir.’

I didn’t dare disobey.

He was very hard and tight down there.

‘I like the way you are shrinking in your cage while you feel my nice hard cock emily.’

‘Yes Sir, thank you Sir.’ I looked up at him, smiling in spite of my fluster.

‘That’s better emily, I want you to be vulnerable and blushing, but not too much.’

‘Yes Sir, thank you Sir.’

He directed one of my hands down his shaft and around his balls, the other around him. They felt huge while he fondled my tiny sissy cherries.

‘Do you get tight in your cage when you are thinking about sucking emily ?’

‘Yes Sir.’ I whispered.

‘But its good that you get even smaller now isn’t it emily, because like your Mistress says you don’t deserve to get hard do you.’

‘No Sir I don’t’    

He squeezed my cherries softly.

‘Or to cum, do you emily ?’

‘Yes Sir nor to cum.’

‘Good girl emily, fetch me another one of those beers emily.’ He said patting my bottom.

 ‘Yes Sir, thank you Sir.’

Mistress came down shortly afterwards. I looked up at her acutely embarrassed with my hands once again down Sirs pants, slowly rubbing him up and down as he had told me to.

‘Having fun Mike ?’ She said laughing

‘Yes thank you.’

‘Go and wash your hands emily and fetch me a wine.’

‘Yes Mistress.’

‘Then fetch my guest another beer and you may serve dinner, I hope its good tonight sissy.’

‘Yes Mistress.’

After dinner at which I wasn’t allowed to sit with Mistress & Her guest nor to have any dinner. Mistress said She didn’t want to ruin my appetite. They both sat down in the lounge. Mistress told me to go and kneel next to Sir and see if He wanted anything.

He patted my bottom again and opened the zip on his jeans.

‘Emily don’t swallow straight away, savour the taste.’ Mistress told me.

My mouth felt very full.

‘Open your mouth and show me emily.’

‘Now you may swallow now emily.’

 I slowly swallowed careful not to gulped it down.

‘Thank You Mistress.’

‘And what do you say emily?’

‘Thank You Sir.’

‘That’s better emily.’

‘Good girl emily.’ Sir had said patting my head as I knelt between his legs.

‘Go and clean your face & wash your hands emily then fetch me a wine.’

‘Yes Mistress.’

‘Was she a good girl Mike?’

‘Quite pleasant.’

‘Good make sure you tell your friends Mike, emily needs lots of practice’

He laughed

‘I need to get going, thanks for dinner and emily’s eager little mouth.’

‘You are welcome Mike, call round any time.’

She looked down at me.

‘And what do you say emily ?.’

‘Thank You Sir, please call round again Sir.’

‘That’s better emily, fetch  Sirs coat & see him to the door.’

‘Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.’

After Sir had gone Mistress told me to kneel at her feet, opened her legs and put her knees over my shoulders pulling me close.

‘Mistress, I’m sorry I was so nervous and embarrassed.’

‘That’s ok emily, I thought you were quite endearing.’

‘Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.’

‘When you first came home with him Mistress, I thought You were going to sleep with him Mistress.’

‘Oh don’t be silly emily, that’s your sissy job, pleasing men, and pleasing me.’

‘Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.’

She pulled me closer, very close.

‘And I did very much enjoy that emily.’

‘Yes Mistress.’

‘In fact you gave me quite an appetite emily.’

Afterwards Mistress lifted Her knees from around my neck and lay back sighing happily.

‘Go and wash your face and hands emily and fetch me another wine please emily.’

‘Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.’

‘Oh and you can have one of your beers now emily, I think you may have one left.’

‘Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.’

‘But I think you have had enough to eat tonight haven’t you emily.’

‘Thank You Mistress. Mistress may I change my panties as well Mistress ?’

I hadn’t noticed Mistress holding Candy Cane before. Until She lifted the front of my dress with it.

‘When did that happen emily, when you were pleasing Sir or pleasing me.’

‘I don’t know Mistress, it just comes out Mistress, I don’t feel it coming out till I notice I am all wet Mistress.’

‘Silly emily….yes emily, but if you are going to be such a wet little sissy next time you can wear them all night.’

‘Yes Mistress thank You Mistress.’

‘I’m sure Mike will be telling his gay & bi friends all about you emily.’

‘Yes Mistress.’

‘I may start expecting you to earn tips emily.’

‘Yes Mistress.’

‘Kneel next to my feet for a while and you may massage my feet soon emily.’

‘Yes Mistress thank You Mistress.’