Whenever the doctor and Her sissy nurse visits I am always very jealous and very anxious too. A visit from the doctor will usually mean an examination and an increase in my hormones. And it used to mean a smaller chastity tube or longer possibly wider urethral tube. Or an increase in the size length and width of my phallic anal plug. However that hasn’t been the case for some time now. As my chastity is as tiny as it can possibly be now. Just a tiny bulge covering both my clitty and my cherries. The lock incorporated into the pretty pink silicon bulge seems to take up more space. And the dildo at 12” is at its maximum. The auto suggestion/conditioning can make both devices seem small smaller or bigger as Mistress desires. Mistress does often like to see me mincing around at my chores with the plug feeling totally swollen & bulging in my bottom while my tube is tiny. Especially after intimate service. She will tease me that I look like I’m about to burst, knowing full well that is exactly how I feel so full and totally penetrated. And She will say that She hopes I am still soft and tiny in my chastity, as sissy should be. She especially loves sending me to hand wash Her panties in that condition. So much that She will often find some spurious reason to come down and watch me, and tease me.
Sometimes if I am very lucky She will want cunnilingus again, but other times She is content just to torment and tease me. Other times She might sit on Her couch or bed and masturbate, calling me afterwards to bring Her a fresh drink and to lick Her clean. But the main reason is often to show me and tease me that She may enjoy sexual pleasure whenever and however She pleases and that I may not. Usually there will be another pair of panties to hand wash after this and maybe a lacy silk slip, the rear and hem dripping soaked with Her arousal.
Mistresses boyfriends and the various male guests, the Sirs, who Mistress allows me to entertain, also enjoy seeing me mince back to my chores plugged and tiny after sex. And Miss’s boyfriend who I must call Master, especially enjoys it.
So I am always extremely anxious when the doctor visits as it will usually mean a change in my
hormones, and treatments. Usually a large increase in my estrogen. Which nearly always means I will be increasingly emotional flustered and vulnerable, just how a effeminine sissy should be. However it is mainly just hormones and maybe various treatments to soften and shape my sissy body. Mistress was especially pleased with the recent bleaching of my bottom. It is very pink now and apparently my pucker looks like a pair of stretched lips around Her strap on or Sirs cock, as they penetrate me.
Usually I am examined assisted by the nurse, then after serving drinks and refreshments I am left standing facing the wall, while my superiors discuss my treatment. The nurse will often be stood besides me facing the wall. But also often She might be entertaining Mistresses boyfriend if He is present. Miss and Her boyfriend, Master, will also frequently be present. I am to refer to Him as Master now, even though He is Misses boyfriend, it was He who took both my oral and anal virginity and cherry. And Mistresses and Miss have often said that eventually they will consider gifting both me and Misses sissies to Him.
I am also always very jealous of the nurse. She is very pretty in that almost creamy white, pastel pink, latex nurses uniform. The uniform is so tight and tiny and the doctor has given Her D cup breasts that the undersized wonder bra and uniform push up so sweetly. Even I lust after that cleavage, as well as longing for the same bouncy jiggly look. But like all sissies we are all insanely jealous of and bitchy towards each other, and all of us compete pettily to be prettier than each other as we mince about, especially shamefully so in front of the Sirs. When Mistress or Miss point out this behaviour laughing and teasing us I feel so small, and weak, petty and feminine/ effeminine too.
Today Miss and Master are here and the nurse is sitting on Masters lap, giggling as He squeezes and pinches her bottom. Miss is rolling Her eyes already but indulgently too. Though no doubt one or more of Her sissies will be running, mincing to fetch the crop when the pair get home. Miss and Master are very strict and do prefer the crop, Master has His own very well worn crop, but He also likes to spank very hard too, His rough hands are very big and hard on your bare bottom.
Being disciplined and punished isn’t quite what you expect and might occasionally fantasize about. For sissies there is no masochistic enjoyment, no pain sluts, after your first strict and severe punishment. For sissies it is very sexual but also a matter quite existential dread. Being sent for the canes or crop you will literally shudder and pale with fright. Fetching the implements of corporal punishment quaking and shivering, your heart in your throat. Knowing there is nothing now you can do, but hope Mistress or Master is not too angry and your punishment will be short. Not daring to or even seem to dally even the tiniest amount of time. Very, very occasionally Mistress will sent you for the crop just to remind you that it always there if She needs, or desires to use it. And you will cover the implement in sobbing relieved kisses, usually on fours on your knees in front of Her.
But that is very rare and more often you will be punished as severely as She wishes and after your richly
deserved punishment, She or He is always right, you will sob and kiss the whip or cane and Her bottom afterwards. The smell and taste of the leather of the crop and Her skirt, Mistress does like Her leather skirts, mingling with your tears and the smell of Her evident arousal. Mistress does find this form of discipline very satisfying. And sometimes rather than being sent back to your housework, with your rump smarting and throbbing with pain She will pull you between Her thighs, then dismiss you afterwards. Quite often you will have been gagged with Her moist panties for your punishment, or your own panties, so Her silk lovelies will need to be hand washed after you have returned the whip and fetched Her a clean fresh pair.
But I am getting distracted and the soft sissy giggles of the nurse aren’t helping. I hope He spanks her hard, if He decides to take her into the other room, while Mistress, Miss and the doctor discuss my treatment. But I so hope He takes me too and spanks me hard too. We sissies are so contrary we so fear being spanked but get so thrilled and aroused by the thought of it too. That is until you are over His knee gagged with your panties and the first hard slap lands, and then you are sobbing, muffled and desperate for Him to stop knowing He wont until your bottom is a satisfying puffy pink hue.
Usually He will take the nurse into the other room and fuck her. And then afterwards some time later
when the doctor and Her nurse have gone He will take me into the other room too. Teasing me that I am always so much hotter for fellatio after He has enjoyed another sissy. This is especially embarrassing and humiliating although I do so desperately jealously want to please Him more than any other sissy and especially after that bimbo nurse, or the other bimbo maids in Misses house. I so deserve my spanking after my feeling like that. We are all just maids and fucktoys for His enjoyment.
That moment when I am facing the wall, in curtsy cuffs and eyes closed. And I hear Him take the nurse into the other room. Hear the sound of the latex dress, His slap on her bottom to hurry her up and her surprised anxious sexy squeal. In fright and delight at His urgency. Then even though Mistress house is very well built and the rooms are soundproof. I imagine I can hear her being pulled over His knee and spanked, does He just want fellatio or anal too, usually He will want both, He is very virile and insatiable. Thinking of at moment when you are over His knee, your panties pulled down, maybe pulled off you and stuffed into your mouth. Though Mistress and Miss like to give Him a pair of their still warm panties to gag me with. To remind me that they are free to orgasm when they please and I am only allowed the taste of their arousal and pleasure. That moment when you are over His knee, and you know He can feel your tiny cage against His legs and you are so excited and aroused , but still tiny in chastity. Then the first stinging slap and the little futile pitiable struggle. He holds you down so easily. Usually you are in cuffs but He can just as easily hold you down pinning both of your wrists behind you with one hand. And when He is finished you are even more aroused and in fearful submission to Him, you will do anything for Him, want so much to please Him.
Mistress call me over, “More drinks sissy.”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” I hurriedly curtsy
“We can hear you squidging on you plug over there sissy.”
“Yes Mistress, sorry Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
“I do hope you are still tiny and soft in your chastity Mistress.”
“Yes Mistress, I am Mistress thank You Mistress.”
“You had better be sissy.” Miss adds
“Yes Miss thank You Miss, yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
“Face the wall again sissy.” I am told after I serve drinks
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
“Curtsy cuffs and squelch quietly sissy.”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
The three ladies are discussing gelding again. Chemical rather than physical as is the more popular
option these days, but just as final. The tiny cherries recede back inside the groin and the clitty is just the size of a button that can be in or out. Most favour slightly out so a tiny chastity device can be locked in place. And most favour a urethral tube still so that there is no inappropriate gushing sensation of release. Just a damp trickle when sissy is allowed to pee. Nearly all gelded sissies are given hormones to grow breasts either before or during the process. Knowing that makes very anxious looking down at my own still very small but still evident swellings.
The doctor is telling Mistress and Miss that She has performed quite a few such operations recently. The procedure is very quick and painless, in actual fact the sissy will have been on the special hormone treatment for a few months, its just the final injections and a night in hospital while the soreness goes away which closes the matter.
The ladies are laughing when the doctor tells them that all the sissies seem to develop a fantasy, that they are to be allowed a final orgasm before they are snipped. The doctor an and the sissies owner will tease and cajole this out of the sissy. Often by asking by asking her if she has any questions. Faintly mockingly, but the silly naïve sissy will not realize they are teasing her. As if she has ever been asked before, for her opinions on her treatments and feminization. These matters are quite rightly always left to her owner to decide. Then the look on sissies faces when their owner chortles in mock surprise and says matter of factly and flatly, ‘Why would I allow that sissy ?’. It is a most enjoyable moment the
doctor says and it never fails to amuse. ‘Never mind silly sissy you can give me lovely orgasm afterwards.’. Or ‘Never mind sissy you can suck Sir later, wont that be lovely, knowing that He or the real Men wont be bothered by your tiny little thing ever again ?’ Sissy will curtsy and thank her owner and the doctor. Often both ladies will be highly aroused by this and sissy will be able to sense and smell this. I get a sudden image of the doctor with Her pretty nurse between Her thighs after a consultation has finished and inadvertently softly gasp.
“Do be quiet over there sissy, or you will be fetching the canes later.”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” I whisper very frightened now.
The doctor continues, though on occasion, in the past this has been allowed, sometimes if the sissy is already or is to be owned by a real Man. Sissy will be allowed a final farewell splash. Usually it will have been so long since sissy has been anything other than soft and flaccid and She will be especially tiny now, so the doctor will sometimes use a long spatula to induce this. Or the superiors will watch indulgently but impatiently while sissy struggles to masturbate her very soft tiny clitty. Even though the doctor doesn’t wear glasses, nobody needs to these days, She will put on a pair to peer at sissy. Sometimes the superiors will deign to lose patience with the sissy and stop her mid flow, just before the orgasm starts. But if sissy does manage to cum, the result will be a tiny feeble splash of weak liquid. Sissy will be asked, if that was what all the fuss was about. Or how could you possibly miss that pathetic dribble when Sir fills your mouth with such thick creamy cum. ‘It is barely worth swallowing sissy.’ though sissy will of course still lick the mess up and swallow.
This is all at the superiors discretion of course and is a rarity these days. But can still be occasionally quite amusing the doctors says as Miss and Mistress both laugh.
“You wont need to worry about that at all sissy.” Mistress laughed
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” I curtsy not reassured at all
“Nor my sissies.” Miss says
“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”
“That usually is the best way.” The doctor
“But that watching that little forlorn hope dissolve can be very amusing and sweet.”
She adds with a little pat on my bottom
“Yes Ms, thank You Ms.”
“Face the wall sissy.”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
Sir or Master comes out of the back room looking and sounding very pleased with Himself, the nurse looks very flushed and hot, quite evidently squirming with discomfort in her now sticky latex panties. What a little bimbo she is. She is told to face the wall next to me. I note with satisfaction that Her bottom is red from a firm spanking.
“Sissy fetch Master a drink.”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
I bring Master a bottle of beer on my silver serving tray. As I bend over to serve Him He puts His hand between my legs and squeezes my chastity tube and then my bottom.
“Sissy has been squelching and squidging all this time.” Miss laughs
“She is always such an eager hot little fucktoy.” Master says pinching and then slapping my bottom
“Yes Master, thank You Master.”
I am sent back to face the wall. The ladies and Sir are casually discussing arrangements for when She decides to have Her sissies snipped. First they and I will be given special hormones to increase our breast sizes. D or Double D will be sweet for us. Imagine bending over Master to serve Him drinks with your cleavage so sweetly displayed, jiggling for His pleasure as you mince about your chores and housework.
They will all be done at the same time for convenience. And I will be sent to Misses house to serve Miss domestically while Her sissies are in hospital, this is usually only overnight or sometimes a couple of days. I will of course serve Master intimately too and Miss will give me all Her panties to hand wash. Whenever Mistress is away and I stay over for a couple of days Miss always gives me all Her panties to wash, and I am given the sissies panties to also hand wash. Because I will be missing being intimate with Mistress so much, it is both a kindness and a tease. Or She might stagger it, each sissy waiting fretfully for their inevitable turn. & Mistress and Miss have told me that after Misses sissies it will be my turn.
Sissies are always very tearful and emotional after the snip for about a month or so and will need to kept
under strict discipline. But after a month or so She will be even more superbly submissive and effeminate, jiggling and mincing around so very nearly orgasmic desperate to please Mistress or Master in every possible way, domestically and intimately, all the time, swollen with and almost bursting with the desire to be attentive and pleasing.
The doctor call me over and has me bend over touching my toes. The nurse comes over and with very cold lubed latex gloves removes my plug for a few moments and a suppository is pushed into my bottom then my plug reinserted and locked closed.
My daily dosage has been doubled. The suppository will just give me a boost for today. I can already feel it melting inside me. Washing over me making me already feel like my head is swirling with emotions and confusion. Just like that scene in Blonde where Marylyn Monroe gives JFK a BJ. Quite a disrespectful y to treat a real woman but perfect for sissies.
“There all done sissy, pull your panties up nobody wants to see your little thing in its chastity tube.”
“Yes Ms, thank You Ms.” I say curtsying to the doctor.
“Eyes down sissy.” Mistress tells me
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” I curtsy again
“More drinks sissy.”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
“Oh not for me.” The doctor says She gives the nurse a very sharp swipe with Her crop across the backs of her thighs, causing a squeal of pain, I am both gratified by and terrified by this.
“Come along nurse, we have a couple more house visits today, and that is for behaving like such a giggly bimbo.” She says giving the nurse another 2 lashes.
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” She says whimpering
“And be assured there will be more later when we get home nurse.”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” she says sobbing as she curtsies. I suddenly feel very sorry for her but also pleased that she is going to be punished.
I glance over at Mistress and She is crossing Her legs, I can tell that She is excited by this and I know She will find some reason to send me for the canes or crop later.
“No doubt Master will give you the good hard spanking you so richly deserve too sissy.”
“Yes Ms, thank You Ms.” I reply also frightened.
When the doctor and the nurse have gone Master takes me into the other room. Miss gives Him a pair of Her panties to gag me with as He spanks me hard. Then with my own panties down around my ankles sends me for another beer before His BJ.
Both Mistress and Miss sigh exaggeratedly at my state of undress as I hurry back with His drink. His BJ is quite explosive filling my mouth and cumming all over my face and the top of my uniform. Master knows Mistress disapproves of me having cum on my face and will punish me for the mess. But He doesn’t care, why should He?. He sits me on His lap and allows me to swallow.
“I will enjoy that tight little ass next time sissy, don’t be so greedy sissy, you are for my pleasure not your needs.”
“Yes Master, thank You Master.”
“Eyes down sissy.”
“Yes Master, thank You Master.”
I am allowed to clean my face and uniform with my panties before putting them back on, fresh lip gloss and a spray of cheap perfume. Before serving more drinks.
“Run along back to your housework now sissy.” Mistress tells me.
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
“We can call you if we want you sissy”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” I curtsy in tears so overcome with emotion now and wanting so dearly to stay. Mistress gives me a comforting pat on my bottom, but still sends me away.
Miss and Master stay quite late into the evening drinking and smoking, all three enjoy recreational cannabis as well as tobacco, both have been doctored to be both potent and quite harmless now. However it means they also want lots of delicious looking snacks. All things that sissies are not permitted quite appropriately.
When Miss and Master leave in the evening Miss gives me a quite affectionate pat on the bottom and Sirs slap is quite so too. I get the impression they will be going home to fuck and Her, Misses, sissies will be locked away behind the curtain in the bedroom tonight, maybe in the locked in the horrible humblers and maybe not. One sissy will be attending them though fetching drinks and changing messy sheets though.
Mistress though sends me for the canes after they have left and I am caned for both my messy face
earlier and my squelching when the doctor was here. Mistress however was quite wet after this, She had been looking forward to it all afternoon. And I barely had chance to help Her change into Her lacey silk house slip and gown, before She threw off the matching panties and pulled me between Her warm moist thighs. After Her orgasm I am left kneeling between Her thighs kissing Her softly as the waves of Her climax subside. Then I am allowed to toilet and have my evening enema and to change into my pink satin babydoll and matching tight panties. Mistress keeps my plug at max size and doesn’t bother with panties again this evening. I kneel on the floor besides Her sometimes to one side and sometimes between Her legs as She chooses, kissing Her softly, adoringly.
“Oh this new dosage is very nice sissy, its like having you at your special time all the time sissy.”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” I whisper submissively and lovingly. Knowing that these sensations and emotions will only get stronger and stronger as the Ds and Mistress increase my dosage.
“Eyes down sissy.”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
“And keep squelching on your dildo softly but steadily, maid so you are nice and ready with your hot little tongue when I want you again.”
“Yes Mistress, Your maid loves You Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
“That’s very sweet sissy, and I am very fond of my sweet obedient little maid.”
“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.”
At bedtime after She climaxes again She cuddles into me as I spoon Her while She sleeps, She enjoys wiggling Her bottom against my chastity tube. Not cruelly or teasingly but just because She likes to feel it there. I lie there with Her wrapped around me never wanting the night to end.
I love you Mistress, thank You Mistress.
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