I had woken Sir with oral service that morning as well as another guest, before being sent to the laundry room to hand wash panties. The Misses liked to send several girls to the pantie laundry in the mornings and often one or two of the guests would come into the laundry room to push us face down into a pile of soiled underwear and rape us. Or worse face down onto a clean pile of laundry that would all need hand washing again. It was quite a morning routine and the Misses would sit and enjoy watching drinking coffee and smoking, taking their breaks.
The Misses would tease us about waking the Sirs and how wonderful it was to feel His spasm of pleasure. And then the taste and texture of a real mans cum , and then to swallow His cum, when we were kept in chastity not allowed to ever orgasm. And we would giggle and tease each other about the Sirs and big they always were. Most of the Sirs were naturally big anyway but selective treatments made them even more so. 10” with matching girth was common, and they were always very straight and hard. Sometimes up to 12” and sissies always had to deep throat, all the way to His lovely full balls, there were no acceptable excuses.
Although sissies quickly learned to alleviate their gag reflexes, mainly by increasing suction and His
pleasure by swallowing Him as He pushes in. Giving Him a lovely thrusting sensation even if He isn’t thrusting. We still cant help but choke and gag on Him spluttering looking up at Him for His enjoyment. Always the vulnerable fear that we are going to choke on His manhood, or choke on the thick sticky load of His cum.
In private households and situations, sometimes here in the hotel Mistress and the Misses will decide to punish us if Sir blows or cums in our face and décolletage. Sometimes they insist it is rude not to keep it all inside our mouths when Sir cums. Of course the Sirs don’t care if we are punished for what they enjoy and seeing us being punished or sent to be punished enhances their post coital enjoyment. The fact that they the Sirs simply don’t care also thrills me terribly and makes me want to please them again.
Mistress especially insists on a sticky full mouth if I am serving one of Her boyfriends or friends boyfriends in Her presence, rather than one of the guests. She enjoys watching me perform fellatio as foreplay for Her and Her boyfriend, or sometimes if I am lucky for Her and me, or another sissies intimate service.
No matter how much Sir cums and they always cum a lot, I am not allowed to swallow until they give permission and must keep looking up at them submissively and squirm on my plug until allowed to swallow. Sometimes they tell me eyes down sissy, and sometimes I am sent to face the wall still spluttering and half choking. If I am ever given the rare privilege of waking one of Mistresses boyfriends in Her bed, He likes me to not swallow until I have served Him and He has finished His breakfast.
Then I may thank them for being allowed to swallow , and how manly their thick load is. And thank them for being given the privilege of pleasing them, until they instruct me to be quiet.
Very often before or after my spanking the Sirs are already rock hard, and I will start by sucking and kissing along their shaft and balls, taking each on in my mouth in turn. While I kiss and suck I whisper and moan excitedly how big He is how full His manly balls are. The Sirs are usually manscaped down there & rather than make them seem smaller like sissies who’s tiny plums are completely smooth and shiny though electrolysis and or waxed, the Sirs manscaping makes them seem much bigger. Or maybe it is because your lips and face are pressed close to Him intimately. Then you will suck and lick His glans excitedly bobbing your head as your glossy lips take Him in and out. Always maintaining eyes contact. So He can see how submissive you are and so eager to please Him.
Sissies are usually trained for fellatio as part of their feminization, by their ex wives or ex girlfriends
who have taken control of sex in the relationship. I say ex because now they are sissies, maids rather than husbands or boyfriends Or in my case after meeting Mistress who decided to own me. They are usually trained by one of their boyfriends who is particularly well endowed and can cum quite frequently. All this Sirs meet that description really but some are very large. It is considered best to train on a well endowed Man. The most important aspect of the training as well as performance and taking Him in deep and smoothly is eye contact. At first your horror and revulsion will be totally apparent, especially when you first smell Him and taste Him so intimately. You will be cropped in front of Him 6 lashes then you will try again. Quite mercilessly and you soon learn afer 6 or 12 lashes. Then you must learn to keep eye contact and show in your eyes how eager you are for His pleasure, how submissive you are and how you are so happy for the privilege of pleasing Him.
There are devices that can train sissies for fellatio but it is better with a real Man, especially when the reward, albeit on His part is coming in your mouth and face. We do train on dildo’s too, but that is just technique and rhythm. For sissies performing fellatio as with any sexual service is your submissiveness and fervent desire to please Him and only Him, not for yourself and not to avoid punishment, which is still always present, but for His sexual satisfaction. This is the same with Mistress but often She will prefer to put the hem of Her skirt over your head while you are licking Her so eye contact is often not desired.
At some point very embarrassingly and humiliatingly this desire to please Him becomes not training and fear of punishment, but a total and desperate desire to please Him. And it is hard to pinpoint when that actually happened, it kind of just fades into focus. Like a lot of things for sissies it is hazy and fuzzy. This fervent and loving desire to please only builds and grows and grows immensely and continues to grow seemingly uncontrollably after gelding, especially hormone gelding.
The vulnerable frightfulness of choking on His seemingly impossibly huge manhood, or thick load of
cum always remains though. As incidentally does the distress and shame of anal penetration, although you long to and you are thrilled to please Him in any way you can.
He might groan or gasp softly with pleasure looking down at you and that makes it so arousing, especially if you cause Him to shift in His seat as His arousal mounts. This is especially arousing for sissies when Mistress shifts and squirms in Her seat while you are performing cunnilingus, you feel you could almost explode with excitement except you are not allowed to.
Often the Sirs are eager just to totally take control and deep throat you at this point. But a lot of Men like to be massaged by our breasts while we suck them, or just to be kissed and licked, sucked in and out for a short while. At least until the first hot splash of precum. Even His precum seems thicker and has more volume, than anything you ever produced, more sweet than His cum, you are usually permitted to swallow His precum without permission and you might just have time to thank Him before He pushes deep into your mouth. Some Men like to spread it around on your lips, like lip gloss before you swallow.
It is very gratifying His hot spurt of precum. The taste of pleasure, His, to cum, so to speak. And you know that you are pleasing Him. You know this already or you would be swiftly punished but we love the taste of His approval.
And of course the sticky bliss of Him exploding in your moth and swallowing His cum, knowing you have pleased Him, before you hurry back to your chores, with a sticky mouth.
But no matter how much you want to please Him, there is always that fear of His massive cock, penetrating you and emasculating you. If it was indeed possible to emasculate an effeminized sissy. The constant fear that He will be too big and choke you on His erection or His explosion of thick pleasure, or He will split you while He is penetrating your ass. Or of displeasing Him and being punished. He is Man and you are just a sissy a fucktoy for His pleasure.
Whenever you are permitted to speak to Him you are to envisage yourself looking up at Him, His erection towering over and balls in your face. Your lips on Him submissively. Just as whenever we speak to Mistress or any of the Misses or Lady guests we are to imagine ourselves lips pressed to & kissing their bottoms as we speak. Even though we only kiss Mistress between the cheeks in reality when we are kissing other Women, we must see ourselves kissing them there behind them. Soft submissive lips kissing their lovely bottoms, in tight leather mini skirts or leggings.
Whenever a Lady enters the room and you curtsy, sissies are expected to kneel and kiss each Lady on
Her behind on each cheek, a s gesture of submission and obedience, acknowledging Her total superiority to you. If She wishes you too of course. Often they will wiggle their behinds as you kiss them softly, teasing you terribly and then commenting on the sound of you squelching on your plug with excitement. Mistress might punish you if you are deemed to get too inappropriately excited at this point. And or but how exciting it is to kiss their lovely bottoms, and be aware that is all you will ever be allowed to do.
Although often, if they and Mistress desire it you might be gagged with a pair of their freshly removed panties while their boyfriend spanks you or bends you over for His pleasure. You will then get the privilege of hand washing and ironing their panties for them. And the next time they visit you will curtsy and hand them their immaculately laundered, ironed, scented and folded briefs. Which they will then casually toss into their handbags, often with a dismissive gesture to you. Your service must be perfect, but its effecting means nothing to them except that it must be perfect and seen to be.
This is different with Mistresses boyfriend and other male guests. Although you are expected to just curtsy to them rather than kiss their bottoms. You know that often you will be expected to perform fellatio and then usually anal after that. Mistresses will often tease you to put lots of lip gloss on as She is expecting guests. And you must have a pretty pout for Sir mustn’t you sissy.
You can almost see Sirs erection growing as you curtsy and then smooth your apron down prettily afterwards. Your fingertip just ever so slightly hesitating as they pass over your own tiny locked bulge. Mistresses lady guests often tease me at this point that with such a pretty curtsy I would be hurrying, mincing to fetch Her strap on, and/or Her crop, depending on Her mood. And the Sirs often just smirk or smile getting ready to spank you and then to enjoy your very glossy fellatio pout.
But as always thinking about fellatio is very distracting but back to my morning chores, unless I wanted to be punished.
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