I curtsied to
Miss
“Hello Miss,
thank You for having me Miss, thank You Miss.”
“Oh its no
trouble its always good to have an extra house maid around, the pleasure is
always mine.” She turned around so I could kneel and kiss Her bottom. Once
respectfully on each cheek, through the oh so soft leather of Her skirt. She
wiggled Her bottom slightly as I softly kissed each cheek. Then I stood and
curtsied again.
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
I saw mollie
watching me jealously, so did Miss.
“Oh don’t look
so envious sissy you can kiss & welcome emily too.” Miss teased knowing
that mollie really wanted to kiss Her bottom so badly now.
Most Mistresses
expect any sissy to curtsy and kiss their bottom, through the skirt or trousers
of course, in greeting or saying goodbye.
It is both respectful, deferential and a sign of devoted obedience. And deeply
reinforces your inferiority to the real Woman.
For your own Mistress you kiss Her on both cheeks and then from slightly
underneath between the cheeks. If Mistress is feeling affectionate or
indulgent, She might turn and allow you to kiss her pubic mound too. For Ladies
who were not your Mistress it was a soft but lingeringly respectful peck on
each cheek. But if the Miss wiggled Her bottom, as they often did with often a
delighted giggle as you pecked her reverently, you had to kiss both cheeks
again. It is also used as a little treat or tease for sissies, when Mistress
wishes.
Furthermore
whenever speaking to Mistress or any other Lady, sissies are expected to always
visualize
themselves kissing the woman softly between the butt cheeks, clothed
of course, as you speak respectfully to them. And also that your plug is that
Lady penetrating you at that very moment. For Real Men sissy must imagine
herself, as the moment during fellatio when He has spurted precum into your
mouth or on your face and you are waiting for His permission to swallow &
continue. Or that moment when you are kissing along His shaft from His swollen
balls along the frenulum to His glans, ready to start pleasing Him. And quite
naturally that your plug is His throbbing cock already penetrating you.
Mollie and I
stood facing each other and curtsied, then kissed fully on the lips, first with
eyes wide open then closing our eyes as we lingered ever so slightly over the
embrace and kiss, pressing our pert sissy bosoms to each other. Then we
curtsied again to each other and holding hands curtsied to Miss. Who was
watching with a look of amused slightly bored condescension.
“No tongues
little maids save that delight for me.”
She sometimes would tell us, although part of the kiss always did involve
touching the tip of the other maids tongue with your own. But we knew exactly
what she meant. Or if She said
“No tongues
girls save that for Master.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
Even after all
this time effeminized and in chastity, after all the treatments and changes, it
still felt so humiliating and sissy-gay kissing another sissy. Knowing that she
was in chastity, well hormonally gelded now, just like you. but also very feminine
and girly but in a pathetic trivial silly way. Especially the curtsy and rustle
of satin and petticoats, the felt as well as heard squelch on your plug, as you
curtsied deeply.
We would curtsy
in unison, unable to get the thought of pleasing Her with our tongue out of our
fervid little heads or kissing Master cock. Coupled with the erotic shame of
kissing another sissy on the lips, and touching tongues, if just the very tip.
And pressing our satin uniforms together, feeling the other sissies breasts and
just imagining feeling her chastity pressing on yours.
Miss slapped the
tab of house crop against Her shoe with a loud sudden crack. We both gasped in
fright trembling.
“Back to your
housework now maid mollie….” She told the maid.
Incidentally
although we are given feminine names they do not really belong to us and we are
not worthy of an unabridged female name,
Mistress can and did change a name whenever She pleases. I have a
different name assigned at the hotels. And for example my name is emily in full
it is ‘sissymaid emily’ or ‘sissy emily’ ‘maid emily’ ‘chastity sissy emily’
and so on. At home mistress calls me sissy or maid and if She calls out &
says for example ‘maid emily’ I know I am in trouble and for the cane.
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.” Mollie curtsied and hurried back to the dining room area.
“Come along
emily no time for dilly dallying, lets get you nice and, busy, busy too.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.” I curtsied and hurried on in front of Her, ever fearful of the crop
She was casually swinging.
We went
upstairs, She did kindly wait ever so slightly as I struggled in my heels and
hobble strap, squelching on my plug with each tiny step too, then into the
bedroom where another maid, lucy was busy stripping and changing sheets, on
Misses and Masters bed.
Lucy stopped and
curtsied to Mistress, then to me, as I did to Her, kissing lucy too fully on
the lips.
“Maid emily is
joining us for a few days so I expect everything to be done extra perfectly,
and without any delays.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.” Lucy replied with a rather winsome curtsy
“So there will
be lots of extra chores too, to keep you all nice and busy, busy.”
Mistress and
Miss often used this kind of talk to emphasize how inferior and menial our
housework was
regarded by them. It didn’t require a great deal of thought if
any , just devoted obedience.
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.” We both curtsied together.
And turned to hurry on with the chores
Then all of a
sudden a swish and crack behind me and a stinging stripe on my thighs, then
another criss crossing it.
“Well hurry to
it maid emily.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.” I curtsied and sobbed.
I was already
going as fast as I thought I could, but Miss was also making a point that I was
under Her discipline now. Lucy flashed me a look, as if to say glad it was you
and not me, in almost a smug satisfied way. But really just frightened and glad
it wasn’t her. Then the house crop landed across the rear of her soft thighs
too, two criss crossed stripes and two squeals of pain and misery.
“Hurry, hurry
maid lucy, maid emily.” Miss told us.
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.” We
both curtsied and chorused in unison. Neither of us dared turn round but I
caught a glimpse of the smile of satisfaction on Misses face in the mirror.
Before She strode out of the room.
Lucy and I
looked up at each others tear welling eyes, for a brief moment. Sissy maids are
not really allowed to look up at each others faces either. But a brief glimpse
is tolerated. In misery as the stripes started to smart and sting. Somewhere
else in the house I heard another loud crack of the house crop, then the second
lash, and a squeal of pain, and then the sissy thanking Miss. Lucy and I both
winced and hurried on with our chores.
Downstairs I
heard a maid saying goodbye to Miss at the door and then the door closing, then
a short time later the roar of Misses sports car as She set off for work.
Leaving us all to our housework and the supervision of the house AI. As the
sissy radio came on none of us dared slacken our pace or try to work any less
prettily. The house AI watched and recorded everything, reporting any
naughtiness or anything of interest to Miss. Or Miss Herself might we watching
the feed live, or even Master, though I suspected He wasn’t really much
interested in watching sissies performing housework, not in the same way that
the Mistresses relished watching us.
“I think Miss,
your Mistress is even stricter with us when I stay over.” I told lucy.
I was just
saying, sissies never dare complain about superiors.
“Oh I don’t think
so maid emily.” Lucy whispered back,
both of us were still breathlessly busy.
“You don’t ?”
“No, Mistress
has been very strict with us after….” She looked down at her apron and I
glanced down at hers and mine too. at the very faint bulge made by the chastity
locks, even tinier that the old miniscule chastity bulge.
We both looked
at each other wistfully, nearly in tears, and risked a very quick hug.
“It is better
this way for Mistress and Master, but I miss knowing it was there even if it
was always locked, sometimes…” Her voice
trailed off.
“Yes me too, and
I’m always so flustered now too, its so difficult to concentrate.” I didn’t say
horny but she knew exactly what I meant.
Why did
everything in our lives have to feel so sexual all the time.
It was getting
hot and sticky in the house now, the intelligent air con is turned off when the
superiors
leave. And in this climate after a few minutes seconds even the
atmosphere is unbearably humid. We are not allowed to perspire though, the
treatments keep us dry and sweat free, but as a result we feel even hotter and
stifled, and the cheap sissy perfume we use, just enhances that.
I looked at
lucy’s uniform, with its buttoned peter pan collar, the buttons at the rear of
course. The blouse part of the dress was tight over Her petite but bouncy and
pert sissy breast. The shiny wet look satin of the maids dress shimmering
prettily over her bosom. Mine was the same. I did love the fabric of the
uniforms, it was so glossy and slippery looking, with little lave puff sleeves,
which made our arms look so slim and pretty too. Sometimes if we were serving
food we would wear delicate white lace gloves, but not for our general chores.
The glossy fabric
slippery on both sides, combined with our slippery petticoats, was very hot and
stuffy. And somehow the shortness of our maids dresses didn’t help at all
somehow just also made the uniforms feel
even hotter and stuffier. Even though the shortness made us feel so open and
exposed at the same time.
I knew already
that Master wasn’t at home, because when He was home all the maids would be
wearing uniforms with a low cut frontage, so we jiggled and bounced our
cleavage for Him to enjoy, fondle and contemplate at His Manly lusty leisure.
The same as at home if Mistress was expecting Her lover to come over or just to
pick Her up, I would wear a low cut uniform for His enjoyment, even if it was
only His visual enjoyment. And also even in the low cut dress, the wet look
latex infused satin felt very maddeningly slippery and hot and oh so stuffy.
“But these are
lovely though.” We both said together jiggling our breasts, we both gasped and
giggled, like bimbos.
“Even if my
nipples are always so very sensitive.” She said giving me a little jiggle, I
jiggled back and we both heard the tiny bells on our nipples ringing. Mine was
on a short chain between my nipples with a free hanging pretty little bell. It
could be a little extra tender if I wasn’t in my uniform with its push up bra
because the chain would pull very taut, but that wasn’t very often, and it was
very pretty.
As if the
breasts were a reward or consolation for
the hormonal gelding, being allowed to
grow breasts for the enjoyment of the Real Men, which it was I suppose, though
the pleasure belonged to the Real Men & Masters of course.
I like most of
Misses sissies had been put into panties (chastity & feminized) outside of
Femtopia. Any sissy who enters Femtopia who isn’t already snipped is gelded
within a couple of weeks. Although sissies who come to Femtopia with their
Mistresses are given some leeway in the process, well the Mistress is given the
leeway to initiate the procedure in Her own time.
Because the
hormones and estrogen involved in gelding are very strong, sissies also start
to grow very
small breasts and most Mistresses choose to enhance this with
extra localized hormones to give their maids a nice pert cleavage, so that the
breasts are developed before the gelding is complete. Although before the
process we are examined by the Lady
doctor, the sissy gynecologist as
they were called, and teased about it by Mistress, we were never really told or
kept updated as to the process, just that it was desirable and be happening
very soon and whether we wanted it or not. I remember, coming home from a few
days at Misses house and Mistress being particularly affectionate and tender
with me after cunnilingus. I was told I could stay kneeling between Her thighs
and leave washing Her panties till later. I was so happy just kissing Her
thighs softly as She almost purred with post orgasmic pleasure.
She had asked me
how Misses maids were, with their new bouncy breasts, mine were growing at that
time too, which I remember thinking was rather unusual, Mistress never usually
asked about Misses maids, though sometimes she might ask about Miss or Master,
whether I had been a good girl for them . And I had replied that the maids had
all seemed obedient and docile & content as sissymaids can be. But I said
they all seemed a little pensive at times too and a little bit moody too,
though they never showed that to Miss or Master. I had also been a little
tearful and moody too, like I was when it was Mistresses special time of the
month. Even though Mistress never experienced any signs of PMT or period pains,
I would be very emotional and needy at those times.
Mistress then
allowed me to perch on the couch beside Her, after fetching Her another glass
of wine. She had patted my bottom very softly and kissed my cheek. Then She had
explained that Miss had told Her sissies they would be going to the hospital
next week for the final stages of their gelding. There isn’t really much to be
done in truth, just a very strong dose of hormones that can be debilitating for
a day, then the shrunken testes are pushed permanently back inside the body,
and the chastity devices replaced with a tiny button like chastity lock as the
penis or clitty is equally recessed & button like. The chastity lock is
really only there for the semblance of control and to keep the long urethral
tube, that stops sissies feeling any masculine gushing or release sensations
when we pee, in place. Misses sissies would be going into hospital together and
being ‘snipped’ on the same day. Some
Mistresses with multiple maids, send them in one by one, but this can be very
upsetting for the maids. Of course some Mistress just ignore this silliness and
sissy must just do as she is told. But Miss was very kind to Her sissies.

I had started to
feel very upset for them, but then Mistress had wiped a tear from my cheek and
kissed me again on the cheek, and told me that it would be my turn next. She
and Master had decided, especially now that my breasts were nearly at the
desired level. It wasn’t necessary for the gelding to have breasts of a certain
size, nor vice versa. But it felt like it was as Mistress told me lovingly but
firmly.
I had wanted to
sob, to beg and plead, for Mistress to change Her mind. But I knew I didn’t
dare to, nor would it make any difference to Her decision. I felt like one of
the pretty slavegirls in my stories where after they were physically branded,
with the white hot iron, they knew they
were property and irrevocably slaves. There was no going back for me, just like
all the other sissymaids in Femtopia.
She had handed
me Her discarded panties to wash, plus a couple of pairs from Her bag, that She
had worn during the day, but followed me into the tiny laundry room. Opening
the window, I was not allowed to open She sat in the opening in the breeze
coming in from the beach. She was being very kind, Her cigarette smoke was especially
maddeningly tempting this evening, I had been a smoker before I was put into
panties.
Although most
sissies get both very excited and feel humiliated by hand washing their
Mistresses panties. Mistress had decided to make it very much a tease for me,
Miss and all Her friends joined in so I was highly self conscious about it. At
Misses suggestion She had given me Her moist panties to be gagged with while
Master spanked and fucked me, and then I
was to hand launder and iron them for Her later. Packing them away to give to
Her on Her next visit. Or Mistress would take them in a little envelope, sealed
with a lipstick kiss from me to give to Her. Also on the very rare occasion
when another Mistress visited with Her lover, and Mistress wanted me to entertain
the Man, the Lady would smile at the naughtiness of the idea and hand Her lover
Her still warm panties to gag me with. And of course I would hand launder these
too later. It became so much of a tease so that Mistress and some of Her
friends used to call me their little pantie sissy.
She had lit a
cigarette and taken a deep sip of Her wine, She wasn’t being deliberately mean
but Her
attitude was adamant, and She
was being very affectionate too.
“Just think how
much Master will enjoy those pretty breasts and my lovers will too, while they
are waiting for me to finish getting ready.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
“And they will
barely feel your chastity lock when they put you over their knee to spank you.”
Mistress like
most Mistresses insisted that a Real Man always spank sissy before sex,
especially oral sex. I knew He would still feel it though no matter how tiny
and flat it was, and I would still humiliatingly know He could always feel it.
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.” I
whispered
“And I think we
will get you some new pretty panties…” She smiled “Smaller & a little
tighter I think, but not really too much smaller.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.” At which I had started
weeping.
Mistress had
allowed me to sit with Her again after I had finished in the laundry room. And
had a taken me to Her bed that night too. But in the morning it was clear as it
always had been that the matter was fully decided and that I would have to as I
was told just like Misses maids.
“And Master is
and has always been very strict isn’t He.” I whispered.
“He is, but He
should be with sissymaids shouldn’t He.” Lucy looked at me.
We were both
thinking about being over His knee, for a spanking and both of us feared it as
much as we ached to be over His knee too. I looked down and lucy squeeze Her thighs together and realized
I was doing the same. For a moment we
both squidged on our plugs. The locked phallic plug that was modeled on Masters
own erect cock, just fuller and thicker, more exaggerated. But not very much so
He told me once as He replugged my ass after sex.
“Yes Master
thank You Master.” I had whispered as He slapped my bottom sending me to fetch
Him a beer, after He had raped me.
“Oh we had
better hurry up,” Lucy said suddenly looking a little bit frightened “we don’t
want Master to be very strict do we.”
I was suddenly
frightened too thinking about the horrible leather tawse Master used when He
wanted to punish us more seriously. I knew lucy was thinking about just that
too.
“Oh yes, we
should, shouldn’t we.” I gasped and hurried up
Miss like
Mistress, slept on silk sheets, these were a silvery gray and matt. Mistress
liked black and shiny and expected the sheets to be totally creaseless like a mirror on Her bed until She disturbed
them. Miss also liked this effect but sometimes with the matt sheets. The
sheets were sticky and sex soiled, we both looked at the sticky combined cum
and slippery mucus from Miss and gasped. But especially with awe at Master cum
which was very thick, how did He produce so much, but then when you kissed His
swollen balls you wondered how you could swallow so much.
We took the
sheets and Misses discarded negligee, there were no panties and no bedclothes
for Master He slept in the buff, like a Real Man should. But there was a pair
of discarded boxer shorts, that Master sometimes liked to wear for wandering
around in the night. Though He also just walked about naked too, if He felt
like it. The boxers were matt silk with
a raw or linen texture. Even though the discarded shorts were shapeless now I
imagined I could see His bulge, so did lucy. It was just like when we handled
and washed my Mistresses or Misses things, maddeningly distracting I could see
and feel Her lovely curves in the fabric. Smell Him or Her in the garments.
I was as always
a little surprised that Miss allowed all Her things to be still all over the
bedroom. At
home everything would be tidied away while Mistress was still
showering. But then mollie I think it was had told me that Miss does it on
purpose when I was coming over so I could see the aftermath of their night of sexual passion. Mistress had already
told me that eventually She would transfer my ownership and service to Miss and
fully to Master, but just not yet, so I had better get used to the idea.
Lucy and I went
down to the laundry room together, with the bedding, another maid was in the stuffy
laundry room, maid sophie already busy with lots of hand washing. Lucy & I
curtsied to and kissed sophie, the AI was watching and we would be punished for
any un-girly behaviour. Besides which we had all been sissies and effeminized
for so long now. Although it still felt awkward and humiliatingly icky, but
also comforting too, we all wanted to be good chastity maids. And especially
now that we were snipped and had such bouncy buxom cleavages. I just wished I
didn’t get so excited seeing the other pretty maids now, or even my own
reflection, horny and nearly orgasmic but not nearly enough as seeing Mistress
or a Real Woman, a Real Man or when Master called you over.
We left sophie
with the sheets and nightwear and hurried back upstairs. After tidying the
bedroom all the floor surfaces upstairs had to cleaned and polished, including
under every piece of furniture, each and
every leg had to lifted and cleaned underneath it, every spec of dust gone,
from behind every door and closet, usually on our hands and knees. We were
allowed a thin cushion to kneel on for this chore, to protect our stockings
rather than our knees. These were the same pink satin heart shaped cushions we
knelt on to perform oral sex, also to protect our stockings, although red knees
can be unsightly too. Behind one closet door I found the housework automaton,
that was never used when the maids were present. I had to clean and polish this
device too. lucy giggled and said we should curtsy to it.

As we were
working we were allowed to chatter and I could tell that lucy wanted to
ask me something, and that it was what
She and the other maids often asked me about. Because Miss & Master did not
allow their guests to use His sissies, Misses maids were always very desperate
for any attention from Him, horny to please Him, even if it was still always
forced bi. The only time their sissies served other Men was when they were
boarded or kenneled as chambermaids in the hotels, where they learned lots of
exciting new fellatio techniques for Master to enjoy. And I suppose if
curiosity had not been unbecoming in a sissymaid I might have wondered why I
felt exactly the same way, even though the circumstances of my strict domesticity
were rather different.
Master had
opened me orally and then sometime later anally. I remember Mistress hosting a
special party afterwards for Her friends to celebrate me having my cherry
popped. I did feel so vulnerable and embarrassed, especially as the Ladies did
insist on patting my bottom more than usual. Apart from that the happy guests
generally ignored me serving them drinks and canapés except to tell me to hurry
or to fetch something else for them. There were several Real Men with the
Ladies too who patted my bottom very firmly as I passed them but left me alone that
night at least thankfully.
One lady told
Mistress, and Mistress made me stop and listen to the story. That She
remembered at Her sissies cherry party, how She had around 10 couples over and
because She had a lovely big house with lots of guest rooms, they had all
stayed over. While the Ladies were quite happy to chat and drink the Men were
getting a little impatient & bored until She had told them they could take
sissy to Her own little bedroom. They had all used sissy in turn anally and
orally, some several times until they were all satisfied. There had also been a
competition to see who could make sissy moan the loudest, the prize was sissy waking
Him in the morning with her mouth. Desirable as it undoubtedly was, it was too
impractical for sissy to wake all of the guests with fellatio, and keeping
everybody else waiting for breakfast.
This being
outside Femtopia, and some time previously, an earlier version of the incognito
auto suggestion had been used, just to add some fun to the party. Sissy had
been allowed to look up during fellatio but was completely unable to recognize
the mans face afterwards. Not even the Man who had popped her cherry.
So as sissy was
serving breakfast to the couples sitting in the sunshine under the garden
canopy, she had
no idea which of the Men had fucked her with such gusto, or who
had filled her mouth, with their pleasure. She was also very tender and
delicate down there, Her tight little hole feeling rather abused and her plug
had been left expanded to maximum as she minced about very gingerly. The guests
had all been very hungry and wanted lots of food and slapping her bottom, good
naturedly, to hurry her service. Laughing, satisfied as she winced and squealed, before curtsying
and hurrying to fetch more food or more coffee.
One of the
Ladies had asked her how she was feeling, and her Mistress had said she must
answer truthfully.
One of the Men
had pulled her firmly onto His lap, while she answered.
“Yes Miss, a
little tender and tearful today Miss, thank You Miss.”
“Isn’t that
sweet, its ok for a chastity sissy to be a little tearful.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
Sissy replied in a quivering voice clinging to the Mans arm, with trembling
fingers.
“And wasn’t it
lovely and perfect being pleasing to all those Real Men last night.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
“And now you are
opened for a Real Mans pleasure just think how much your Mistresses visitors
will want to enjoy your ‘special services’ sissy.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
Her reply in a very quiet voice.
“Wont that be
lovely for them.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
“And just think
how you used to pester and bother your wife for oral & anal when you were a
pathetic excuse for a husband.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
“She was always
telling me how tedious it was, especially as you couldn’t satisfy Her like Her
lovers could.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
Sissy had been
cuckolded before her Mistress had put him into panties, then choosing between
divorce and taking nearly all of his assets, or putting him into chastity &
service and taking absolutely everything.
“And now you can
have oral and anal, literally on demand cant you sissy.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
“Well on His
demand, not yours.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
“And we will
keep you in the teeth for now sissy, because you couldn’t control that tiny
useless thing before we put you into panties, bothering those pretty
secretaries in your office.” Sissies Mistress added.
She meant the
Kali’s teeth, and even though the secretaries had just played along with him,
and laughed at him, it was totally inappropriate and naughty for him to bother
Real Women. She said we because She (the Mistress) meant Her and Her current
lover the Man She had started cuckolding sissy with, and apparently the Man who
had laughed when She suggested feminizing the sissy rather than simply
divorcing Him.
“Yes Mistress,
thank You Mistress.” Sissy whimpered the teeth were so sharp
“And the best
part is you will always do your very best to satisfy your Mistress, and the
Sirs wont you sissy.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
“Unless you want
to be spanked.”
It must be added
that when a superiors says spanked with a certain lilt, it also implies the paddles,
canes, crop, & tawse.
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
“Isn’t that
perfect for you sissy ?”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
“I suppose after breakfast when we have all
gone home you can start to clean your Mistresses house, from top to bottom.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
“It must be a
little more messy than usual for you sissy, so you will be very busy today wont
you, making sure everything is perfect for your owner and Her lover.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
“But for now
more coffee sissy, and do hurry maid.”
The Man pushed
the maid from His lap and slapped her
bottom quite loudly.
“Sucks to be you
sissy.” He laughed
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”,
“Yes Sir thank You Sir.” Her voice had been very high pitched and squeaky as she
curtsied to both of them.
Much to the
amusement of the table.
The lady had
looked at me and said “I do love keeping sissies in the Kali’s teeth, they do
mince so delicately.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.” I
whimpered
Mistress laughed
and cupping my chastity, through my panties gave the silicon a little squeeze.
Then patted my bottom possessively. Being so close to Her I could smell Her
arousal through the lovely mist of Her perfume.
Mistress then
told me to go and offer the Men fresh
drinks.
But Mistress had
also decided that on my special night She wanted to enjoy me Herself, or at
least my tongue, and the next day She had bought a new bigger strap on, with a
much enhanced sensual insert for Her to enjoy my ass with.
Because I was a
new sissy and She was a new Mistress, I was fortunate enough to be Her first
sissy, and She had grown in confidence and strictness with me. She had lots of
more experienced friends who had visited Her before I hade my cherry popped or
denuded.
At first it had
been just Mistresses Lady friends who
enjoyed cajoling & teasing me about how pretty my uniform was, how clean the house was, how the only
cleaning tool a modern liberated woman needs is Her cane, how happy and
satisfied Mistress always looked.
Some of them had
also been present for my first and only milking, laughing gently but very coolly
at me when I had whispered in dismay how I never felt anything, just a leaking
sensation. What did I expect an orgasm, or cumming they had teased. And never
mind you can give me lovely orgasm later, Mistress told me.
But it had
nearly always been just female visitors, except occasionally Miss with Master,
who I had found very intimidating. But gradually Mistress visitors were more
often couples or Ladies with their current lover. A lot of the Ladies here, like
Mistress did, as the dominant sex, even with most of the hunks and bulls, enjoyed
casual promiscuity, either short or long term. Depending on how satisfied the
Lady was with Him or how quickly She got bored.
The Men had been
very dominant with me, patting or slapping my bottom to hurry me along and
intensely watching me curtsy as I served them, making me feel terribly self
conscious, acutely aware that I was a sissy in chastity and they were Real Men.
But so far that had been as far as it went. Mistress and Her friends did always
tease me to put lots of very shiny lip gloss on over my lipstick whenever a
Real Man was expected. Because they told me smirking, a Real Man likes to see a
sissy with glossy slippery lips. And I was always to pout with my lips slightly
open, when speaking to the Men. Or should I say when replying to them as
sissies are not allowed to speak without permission. And how soft glossy lips
always make a Real Man think about fellatio.
Master had
opened my lips for His pleasure, as part of my training with Mistress and Miss.
I had been spanked and whipped so many times until I had been satisfactory and showing
enthusiasm and eagerness to please Him. Even while I dreaded and hated it,
looking up at Him in total submission to His pleasure and showing how lovingly
and fervently I wanted to make this for Him, and desperate to improve each and every time. Each and every BJ was to
be very best I had ever performed.
But then a
couple of weeks later when He opened and split my ass, all I was expected to do
was struggle and resist prettily but utterly in powerless futility, as He
penetrated me. In cuffs I could even moan and protest with my panties, or with
Mistresses, or Misses panties stuffed into my mouth. Mistress always liked to
gag me with Hers when She pegged me.
And then after
the party the next time Mistress had mixed company, to my misery the Man had
put me over His knee and spanked me, then put me on my knees, to enjoy
fellatio. For Him to enjoy my fellatio. On my little heart shaped cushion that
I served Mistress so intimately on. & right there and then while the Ladies
chatted and pretended to half watch. And when I had swallowed then He had taken
me to the laundry room for anal. And over the next few weeks and months all of
Mistresses friends had brought their lovers and boyfriends round to sample the
new sissy, some more than once. And I had to please all of them perfectly just
like the other Mistresses sissies did in their houses. Mistress was very
competitive and there was even a private comparison website rating sissies for
their oral skills, how they wiggled their bottoms whilst being penetrated, even
for muffled squeals and moans, rated for how enjoyable they were to the Real
Man. Mistress didn’t put me on the app, but did enjoy teasing me by showing me
videos of the sissies who were.
A lot of sissies
who start the feminizing journey outside of Femtopia spend time in the female
dominated offices. These are not the same as office sissies in Femtopia, but is
an environment where sissies get used to performing menial trivial tasks under
the supervision of Women. Also quite a few of the Ladies are just starting
their journey too. the sissies appearance is very neat and groomed at first
with a rather subtle effeminate look. But gradually the attire becomes much
more effeminate. There isn’t usually any sexual use for the sissies in the
office, but the sissies do perform intimate tasks like hand washing the Ladies
underwear for them in between hurrying and fetching whatever and whenever the
Ladies want something. Also the Ladies will refresh sissies drinking water jug with their pee,
throughout the day. There is some corporal punishment with the cane in the head
of departments office. Or She might call Her lover in to put sissy over His
knee for a spanking. The door is usually left open so that everyone in the
office can hear.

Eventually when sissy
has progressed sufficiently she will usually be taken into domestic private
service, by the Mistress who sent sissy to the office. Often when sissy is
fully opened for male pleasure the office Misses will visit the Mistress with
their boyfriends, some of whom may have encountered sissy before when visiting
the office to pick up their dates. And will have seen sissy mincing about in
tight satin slacks, and apron usually wearing a thong rather than panties to
emphasize the shape of her tight bottom in the slacks. And of course the
offices Misses delight in seeing sissy spanked by their boyfriends, before
sissy is pushed to Her knees in front of Him.
But Mistress had
cultivated and groomed me privately, on the online sissy training portal, that
includes substantial subliminal training, which I might have known about if I
hadn’t been too excited to read the small print. Once you have agreed to the
terms and conditions you never see that dialogue ever again. Before She had invited
me to Her house to enter domestic service. I was voluntarily in chastity and on
hormones by this point and totally hooked and longing with rapt desire for Her.
But Mistress
still had lots of friends who wanted to enjoy my service, until She grew a
little bored by it. Also I think Master had said something about it too,
although I did still serve the occasional Man who visited Mistress with Her
Lady friends, just very infrequently.
Master being my
Master also had a copy of my chastity
key, and had a rather large bunch of such keys not just the sissies He and Miss
kept, but other sissies He enjoyed fucking from time to time. It was a rather
big bunch and purely for show as He never intended unlocking any of us. Why
would He, or why would Mistress ever do so. Would it improve our fellatio or
cunnilingus, or the housework ? their enjoyment of our submissive obedient
service, intimate and domestic. The answer was no of course so why would they
even consider such a ridiculous thing.
Mistress also
gave copies of my key to Her lovers both occasional and regular, so they always
knew I was locked in chastity while they got to have sex with Mistress.
During my BJ
training and lots of corrective lashes with the crop. Mistress or Miss,
depending on who was doing the whipping, would put me face down over their lap to be
punished. My face pressed onto their leather skirts, so that I could smell
their evident arousal mingling with the smell of leather and my salty tears. In
actual fact this was a kind thing to do
as the crop was applied less severely in this position and the impact of blows
were somewhat mitigated by Misses or Mistresses half relaxed legs. It certainly
didn’t feel like it at the time though.
In the house after
I had been opened for male enjoyment, if there was even a hint that Mistress
might be
expecting male company, I always felt so totally vulnerable, in a very
emotional effeminate way, in my very short uniform and with my glossy fellatio
pout. Mistress always commented that my cunnilingus though always superb was somehow
subtly more succinct and exquisite, if we were expecting male company and
indeed, after penetration.
And I knew this
was how Misses sissies felt all the time, and I did too when I stayed over at
Misses & Masters house. The palpable sense of sex and fright, so utterly
vulnerable but also desperate to please Him, if we had been slave girls we
would have been as soaked, as the auto conditioning and silicon coated dildo
plugs made us feel, as we constantly squelched and squidged. On the plugs that
were modeled on Him. How we felt the whole time we were chambermaids at the
hotels. Except with Master our owner under His strict male domination it was so
intense you were almost choking with hot desire and fear of His displeasure and
punishment. As sissies should be for their Masters and Mistresses.
And now that we
and I in particular had a sissy cleavage to augment His and the Sirs pleasure, when
one of Mistresses boyfriends was waiting for Mistress to get ready, and She did
like to keep them waiting, no matter how late it was. I would be entertaining Him, but did they
sometimes want a ‘tit-wank’ or ‘tit-jerk’ lucy was fascinated or was it fixated
on this as she asked with wide eyes. The term
was rather rude and lewd but
there wasn’t really a nicer term apart from ‘special massage’ and just thinking
about the lewder phrases always made us giggle. Master didn’t really like a
‘tit-jerk’ except occasionally as a prelude to full fellatio. Most Men did too,
but some got so excited by the initial breast massage that they almost
immediately spurted all over my face, and quite massively so too. Lucy’s face went bright red asking about it and I was sure
she had been thinking about it a lot, and how pleasurable it must be for the
Sirs. And hopelessly for sissies how wonderful it would feel to be the
recipient rather than the giver so to speak. And how lucky we were to give a
Real Man all that sensuous pleasure too.
I looked at lucy’s pretty little wide eyes, Her pupils
extremely dilated, mine would be too, over her perfect fellatio pout, with that
tiny inviting O shaped parting, that looked so slippery with the lip gloss we
all wore. And imagined her face iced, or glazed with cum, her pretty pout,
gasping looking up in awe and shame at the slimy mess. It was also arousing to
think of her with that shiny smear of precum, or bubbles of cum escaping her
lips. How wonderful it must be for a Real Man looking down at her smeared face,
smeared with His pleasure. Or down at my face especially as we squirmed and ached
with that look of disbelief after sex realization that only Master would cum. That
was ever present but also seemed to be such a surprise to grasp, each and every
time, and after all this time too. That when
a Real Man cums sissies swallow obediently. Only making it feel so much more erotic
and desperate for us. And as I squelched on my plug, on His substitute, ersatz
cock, how wonderful it was to be a sissy in chastity to please Him, to be under
His command.

Lucy’s eyes looked so lovely over her pretty button nose,
we all had the same cute nose, and the not severe but heightened and softened
cheekbones, any trace of masculinity long taken from us by the hormones. Her
hairstyle a sissy bob with upturned curled bangs, or my pixie cut, all very
60s, Hers very blonde or mine platinum bimbo blonde. Short and servile styles
under the maids hairpiece, but long enough for Master or Miss to grab a firm handful of during the
those of oral sex.
Miss had some
very naughty photos from a friends wedding. The friend was not strictly part of
the FLR scene, or not at the time of the wedding at least but was into the
hotwife scene. And there is a photo just outside the main hall where everyone
is dancing. And there is a Lady in a white silk dress, kneeling sucking off the
best Man. The best Man looks a lot like Master, but you cant be sure if it is Him.
Miss never said if this was the bride or
one of the bridesmaids, but the best Man looks like He is desperately enjoying Her
mouth holding firmly onto the woman’s
hair and is that part of a lacy veil ?.
Miss would enjoy
looking at it and sometimes She liked to masturbate, but She also liked to show
it to Her maids and tease them. Just look at His face imagine how good that BJ
must feel for Him. She would tell us and we could imagine it for a fleeting , but oh so intensely real feeling
instant. And would you rather be Him or Her (the woman in white) at that
moment, and for just a few moments you were rapt with the lovely indecision,
and the possibilities. Until Miss would laugh and pat your bottom, telling you
to go and hurry back to your chores until
Master might call you.
Lucy looked just
so eager to please, just as I knew I looked. Looked down at my own swelling bosom
and at lucy’s. In truth we weren’t that buxom, the hormones only gave us C
cups, but they were very pert and the very tight pushup bras, made us all look
very jiggly and buxom. Especially I suppose when you were looking down at us
from above like the Real Men would be, or if you were bent over Him serving Him
a drink. The correct posture was legs straight bent at the waist leaning over.
So He could fondle your bottom and get an eyeful of your cleavage and fondle
that too if He wanted.
Long ago the hormonal
treatment finalized by the estrogen gelding had reduced us in height, bulk and
muscle mass. We were all now impossibly
slim, and whilst not having the traditional female shape and hips, our waists were now so slender and effeminine
that our cute little bottoms, just rounded enough for spanking or spreading for
sex, swelled just sweetly enough then slimming again over our backs and round
our flat bellies before the eye, or
roaming hands went to our pretty little
breasts and heaving cleavage. We didn’t
have the wide hips and high waist of a real woman, but we did have a
pleasing cross between the inverted triangle and hourglass shape in a petite,
very slim shape.
One description might be ‘dolly-bird’, old UK
slang and quite derogatory, to a real woman. Our breasts were just the icing on
the cake, ready for Real Men to ice or smear with their pleasure. I must
confess it was impossible for us to look or glance at each other without
getting ourselves terribly excited too.
And I must
confess because the Real Men enjoyed coming in our faces, tit-jerk or not, so
much, it was very exciting for us too. I was nearly always punished if one of
Mistresses boyfriends blew in my face, and they very often did so. Mistress
didn’t approve when a Real Man came in my face, She said it must always be
fully in my mouth so I could swallow obediently and gratefully. So He might get
a mild tut-tut, but I would be
punished for being so messy and slutty.
Sometimes Mistress would tell me that we have a little talk about this later,
meaning I would be caned, or sometimes Mistress might take me into an adjoining
room and cane me. Or I might be caned in front of Him. In all cases I would
have to both thank Him and apologize to Him for being so naughty. And for most
Men they would find this very arousing and I knew that if they came home with
Mistress and stayed the night, most likely they would wake me after
Mistress was sleeping, for fellatio, which meant I might be also
punished again.
Some Men just blew
in my face inadvertently not realizing I would be punished, some did so not
caring if I was punished or not as long as they enjoyed their BJ. And some did
it knowingly and enjoying that I would be punished afterwards.
Master whenever
He came over and enjoyed fellatio at Mistresses house would always cum in my
face. He just didn’t seem to care if I
was punished, He enjoyed filling my mouth and spurting in my face and breasts
down my uniform. He always came such a lot too. And knowing He just didn’t care
except to impose His pleasure on me, made me want to please Him even more.
As much as I
thought about it, and I am shamed to admit that I think about fellatio for
Master an awful lot. I never knew if Master enjoyed it just because He enjoyed
it and didn’t care, or if He also enjoying knowing I would be caned afterwards.
I had tried as sissies often do try to charm & wheedle the information from Him. But every
time He just saw right through me and played me. He was so much cleverer than
me or any of the sissies. I felt so small and mentally, as well as physically
and sexually inferior to Him.
At Miss’s house
Miss usually didn’t mind how Master enjoyed the sissies oral service. But
afterwards, after sissy had swallowed and been sent back to the housework, their faces and uniforms must be totally clean.
She did say how adorable it was, how that look of alarm and upset flashed
across my face even in Her house.
In the mornings as
instructed I would always wake Mistresses lovers with my mouth, while She slept
on. Mistress usually preferred to wake later and enjoy Her breakfast alone
after Her lover had left. She liked a
quiet morning to Herself, and no fuss from me either just quiet deferential
self effacing service. She expected that anyway, but in the morning I knew to
be very quiet, until She spoke to me or decided to notice me. Some Men after
breakfast couldn’t resist and wanted another quick BJ before they left and they
would often leave me with a messy face, which even though I would clean myself
Mistress would always know because of the tell tale house AI.
Lucy was getting
rather excited, to say the least, asking
me about tit-jerking and I could see her wiggling her breasts imagining how
Masters thick cock would feel between
them. As I looked over at her swelling
bosom under the tight uniform I wondered
what it would be like to have a tit-jerk from her to cum in her pretty face,
and immediately regretted my thoughts because I got myself so excited, and
started to gasp inadvertently. I think lucy suddenly had the same thought as
she also started to gasp and had to squeeze her thighs together again to stop
herself. Was she thinking about giving me a tit-jerk or receiving one from me?
Come to think about it was I thinking about receiving or giving her the same.
“Ooh maid
emily.” She had gasped nearly in tears She was so needy.
“Oh, oh maid lucy.” I had replied, almost exploding
with need.
Sometimes I felt
like I was throbbing and swelling on my dildo as it also felt like it was alive
and throbbing. That I was about to burst on the huge silicon cock.
Oh we were
naughty maids, it was no wonder we so deserved to be kept in chastity. I was
sure we
would be punished later. And not just two hurry stripes from the house
crop, maybe six each with the house crop. Or even the punishment crop, or
Masters tawse. The thought of the pain
and awfulness of corporal punishment, managed to push the naughty thoughts into
the back of my little head somewhat but not totally.
Lucy deserved to
be punished for asking about tit-jerks and getting herself excited not me, I
hope Miss or Master punish her. Its so unfair that I should be punished too, I
should tell Miss all about it. I knew lucy was probably thinking the same thing
about me. Just thinking those thoughts made me feel so petty, so jealous and
trivial, so inferior. Its as if the hormones bring out the very worst pathetic
aspects of dependent ultra femininity in us constantly. Between my legs in my
tight satin panties I felt so hot and moist with fright, mingling with cold
chills as I trembled and squirmed with fear of the painful corporal
punishment.
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It was going to
be a very long day of housework And drudgery, it always was and had only just
started. There was always just so much it felt overwhelming and never ending,
every day everything had to be cleaned and them polished, so that the house,
fittings and furniture gleaming with impossible luster, looked as if brand new, and had never been
touched, in fact better than new, more impossibly shiny that than the glossy
photoshopped advertisements for the products and lifestyle itself. All the
housework to be done perfectly and breathlessly too, with loving devotion. With
your uniform and appearance always immaculate, not even the tiniest dulling,
let alone chip in your nail varnish. Mistress and Miss favoured the long oval
shape for Her sissies, which was very impractical but looked pretty, in high
gloss pastel pink.
If you did complete all your chores, you
simply had to start all over again. And the only tool Mistress needed for
such domestic perfection was Her cane.
All across
Femtopia in every household sissymaids performing housework obediently with the
erotically charged fear of the cane always ever present in their pretty little
empty heads.
We were however
allowed to stop at lunchtime for 15 minutes, sitting in the small
downstairs service
area, at the plain wooden table on small slightly
uncomfortable hard wooden stools, the design of stools meant that we kept the
correct posture for seated maids, and have a small plain salad sandwich to
munch on each. Well rather 2 triangles each from one half of a sandwich, no
crusts and no dressing and had to be eaten daintily, there was a large
wineglass of Misses pee each, warm and smelly now having been stored at room
temperature, to sip on. At home Mistress
would leave me the same yellow drink, but sometimes She would pee into my open
mouth too, it was very intimate. And a
perfect way to give me extra estrogen, She would say. I knew this wasn’t really
true but it was a nice thought.
We all nibbled
away prettily careful to be as delicate and dainty as possible. And we were all
still ravenous afterwards but we were lovely and slim, which was the important
thing. It was also quite lovely being able to chatter with the other maids.
After we had finished eating we fussed with our makeup and uniforms before
hurrying back to the housework.

Although I
missed Mistress terribly when She was away I did enjoy staying with Miss and
looked forward to chatting with Her maids as we performed the housework
together. And serving Master even though
that was forced bi of course. We all would wiggle and jostle prettily for His
attention, then feel so jealous when one maid was chosen and the rest of us
were sent back to the chores. I sometimes idly wished Mistress would get
another maid so we could keep each other company & chatter during the day.
But always immediately regretted and rejected the idea, thinking how I would
feel if she rather than I got to serve Mistress, or to wash Her (Mistresses)
panties instead of me. And I knew all of Misses maids were all furiously
jealous of the maid who got to serve Miss intimately. Even I as guest maid who
could only kiss Misses bottom reverently, was insanely jealous when another
maid got to kiss Her bottom and I did not.
Miss of course
knew all about and cultivated this petty enviousness and loved watching Her
maids seethe with impotent fury and envy. She would tease and torment us, but
if we ever dared display any meanness or jealousy with the other maids we knew
we would be punished severely, both maids bent over gagged with each other
panties for 6 with the punishment crop, on the trembling backsides.
One delightful
consequence (for Miss or the superior, that is) is the way we all have to help
each other
get ready in the mornings for our chores, and into our pink
babydolls for Masters pleasure at night. We have to make the other maid look
absolutely perfect and desirable, not a hair out of place or an untoward crease, even though at that moment especially she
is your absolute rival. If her
appearance isn’t totally lovely and absolutely delectable, you will both
be punished. And you have to whisper sweet nothings to each other as you fuss
with her uniform or her makeup.
Frothy
breathless comments
“Oh you do look
so lovely tonight, I hope Mistress will enjoy your service.”
“Master wont be
able to resist those soft lips tonight, or that inviting peach.”
“Oh I do hope
Master is very strict with you tonight so you serve Him perfectly.” This was
actually meant in a nice complimentary way, we always want Master or Mistress
to keep us under perfect discipline no matter how much if we say we declare, to ourselves too, otherwise
And so on until
you are all quite hot and bothered and still intensely envious.
Mistress had teased me on a few occasions
about getting another maid. But I had
also heard Her laughing with Miss about how much trouble it was. Especially
just two maids. “A little seraglio is best.” She told Mistress “Four maybe five maids is ideal.” She would
say looking at me teasingly.
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.” I
would squirm and curtsy, smoothing my apron.
“Would you look
pretty, hurrying to fetch my strap on, when I came home from work, and wanted
to peg you sissy.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
“Or my crop.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.” I
whispered frightened at the mention of the crop, and curtsied smoothing my
apron again
“Or both sissy.”
Miss smiled watching my fingers smooth and hesitate just for a moment over the
apron and the memory of the chastity bump.
But two are such
a handful Miss continued to Mistress, all the time they want to scratch each
other eyes with jealous spite, if they dared, and its so pathetic watching two
sissies fight for your attention. Mistress smiled obviously quite liking the idea.
“It wouldn’t
be as satisfying as having two big strong Men fight for you though. Like in your
little stories sissy ?” Miss laughed.
In some of the
slavegirl stories dominant Men fight over the spoils, and the spoils are often
slavegirls. She might be nude or in scraps of filmy pleasure silk, bound and
usually gagged, kneeling in the corner while the Masters fight over her
ownership. Terrified of the Men both raging powerful brutes. But helplessly soaked
and wet for the one who will claim her. She
kneeling bound, maybe gagged to silence Her frightened screams and gasps, either watching or made to kneel face the
wall, the corner, but listening intently
, waiting to find out who she will rape her as His prize. After the fight the
victor will still be full of adrenalin and testosterone, a sheen of sweaty muscles
and raging hard, as she kneels to
placate and sooth Him, to please Him with her mouth. Or maybe He simply puts
Her on all fours, or splits Her legs for a triumphant and furious rape.
“Oh stop blushing
and squelching on your plug sissy, and fetch more wine.”
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.”
“And having four
petty jealous maids, isn’t a handful ?.” Mistress asked smiling.
“Oh it can be
but the crop takes care of any drama or silliness,
very well indeed and enjoyable so
too.” Miss said.
“Oh I am looking
forward to bending you over when you are mine sissy.” Miss told me.
“Yes Miss, thank
You Miss.” I
whispered embarrassed and frightened that Mistress will be angry with me.
“For the crop but
also for my strap on sissy.” Miss
laughed
And I did enjoy
being a chambermaid in the hotels somewhat, at least the chatting and gossiping
where you could, with the other chambermaids. I hesitate to say gossip because
that has negative implications. But when sissymaids gossip about their
superiors or otherwise it is always respectful, but just a little spiced with
helpless excitable naughtiness. The hotel Misses are very lovely too but very
strict with their crops or canes, to maximize the fees and tips you earn for
their bonuses. Though you do feel so sticky and tender after just your first
long afternoon at the hotels there are just so many Men who demand service. It
is nice to sometimes see the very new maids being trained, they all seem so
frightened and naïve, especially when they get spanked by the Men who are
training them. You feel a twinge of sentimental nostalgia for your first time
under male domination, your first spanking, the first time He opened His
trousers in your face and you saw how big a Real Man was so close.
But in the
meantime I did so enjoy staying over with Misses maids. And it was lovely to sit and chat at lunchtime,
and just before bedtime. And to admire each others pretty uniforms too. They
were all basically the same wet look black satin, actually it was mixed with
latex for extra sheen. With a buttoned up peter pan collar for the daytime. The
buttons were on the rear and you needed another maid to close them, and apron
of course. The detailing on the uniforms was insignificant but all slightly
different, a little bit of cream lace here, some flouncy organza there, just trivial but
pretty little details. Here in Femtopia and in the scene outside, it is the
sissies who fuss and fret over all these insignificant flouncy flourishes.
Sissies were not
allowed to choose our uniforms Miss always chose, Master wasn’t particularly
interested as long as we were pretty enough for Him, but this would always lead to lots of petty
jealously and tears, because another maid always had something that would look
much prettier on you. But of course you knew never to object, and by lunchtime
you weren’t quite as upset and unsettled.
It was some time
ago now but I remembered the first time I had stayed over after my gelding and
it was only really a short time after the other maids had been snipped too.
they were all very nice to me telling my how pretty my new breasts looked.
While not mentioning the procedure. We
weren’t allowed to talk about that anyway, in the same way as we were never
allowed to talk about our chastity previously. Except when a superior mentioned
it and the correct response was to thank them for being kept in chastity so you
could concentrate only on pleasing them. I had replied that their breasts were
very lovely and bouncy too, and that I hoped Master was very pleased. But then
we had all burst into tears and the AI had, had to tell us off and to eat in
silence.
We were all sure
we would be punished when Miss came home, and this anticipation was compounded
when Miss called us all into the lounge where She was enjoying a post work
afternoon drink. My Mistress was also on video on Misses tablet so I was sure
we were all to be punished.
But then Miss
had called Her maids over one by one and allowed them to perch on the couch
beside Her. She had soothed them by smoothing Her hand along their thighs and
told each of them in a very sexy and honeyed voice. That it was only natural to
be upset by this, even though it was only a tiny sissy thing, and we must be
glad that She and Master are getting so much more and deeper pleasure from
their intimate and domestic service now.
When it was my
turn Miss had also patted my thigh while
Mistress also told me how much more She looked forward to enjoying my hot
fervent little tongue now. Miss had actually giggled and wiggled Her bottom on
the couch at that. Then just after we curtsied and thanked Miss and I my
Mistress, we were told that there would be a visit from the sissy gynecologist
next week. We were all dismayed but tried not to show it, as we curtsied again
and thanked Miss. A visit from the gynecologist always meant an increase in the
hormone dosage. Miss then shooed us away back to the housework. Master hadn’t
said anything later but He chose me for His BJ when He returned home from work
and after I swallowed I asked Him if I could thank Him.
He laughed “You
have already thanked me for my BJ and for swallowing sissy.”
“Yes Master
thank You Master but please may I thank You for keeping me in chastity, so I
can always try my very best to please You
Master.”
We were not
allowed to refer to the gelding as anything other than just chastity
incidentally.
“Yes you may
sissy.” He told me indulgently
“Yes Master
thank You Master, thank you for keeping me in chastity Master…..” I was
suddenly overwhelmed and tearful, and the hormone dosages hadn’t even been
increased yet.
“The pleasure
was all mine sissy.” He smiled patting my bottom as He lifted me to my feet and
uncuffed me from the leather sex cuffs.
“Yes Master
thank You Master.” I curtsied
“Now run and
fetch me another beer then hurry back to the housework with the other maids.”
“Yes Master
thank You Master.” I curtsied, my mouth was still thick and sticky from His
pleasure as I had hurried off in tears.
I like all
sissymaids always mince off in tears after being dismissed after sex. it is so
emotional when the superior has used, finished with you and discarded you,
after service. You have been treated exactly as He or She wanted and exactly as
you deserved to be, but still you feel rejected, humiliated and shamed too.
The other maids
looked at me jealously but sympathetically too, we had all been there and
wished we were there. And it would soon enough be my turn to feel the hot
helpless need and rejection when He chose another of the maids next time.
Only slightly
later I overheard Miss & Master outside relaxing in the pool. There is curious feature of the auto-conditioning.
Mostly when the superiors are talking,
you cannot discern what they are discussing, even if you are standing
right next to them, except to always feel slightly guilty and embarrassed that
they might be discussing and laughing at you. Mistress tells me that this is
because the superiors are often discussing matters that we just wouldn’t
understand and would need explaining in
painstaking detail, and are simply not
for me to worry my little head about, so it just becomes all fuzzy. But I know
this is part of the auto-suggestion, and another part of this is, if the
superiors are discussing something they want you or the other sissies to hear
it then becomes crystal clear. Master had slipped into the pool and told Miss
that myself and all the other sissies seemed especially needy today. Mistress
hadn’t told Him about our upset state before because it hadn’t seemed at all important to Her.
He laughed “Ah
so that’s why she thanked me so tearfully, after swallowing.”
“And was it a
good BJ ?” Miss asked
“Aren’t they
always, if they know what’s good for their well spanked little bottoms.” Miss laughed now and He
added.
“& Yes I
suppose it was a particular good BJ today though.”
“That’s all good
then.” Miss laughed, “I cant possibly understand why they were all so
distressed over such a tiny…, over their tiny things.”
Although I
couldn’t see Her face I could imagine Her making that face that Women often
make dominant or vanilla, when She looked at us, after we had asked or told Her
something, as if She hadn’t the slightest inkling what we were so upset about.
I heard a splash
of water, and more laughter and another happy splash. I had glanced at sophie
who had been working besides me, she had heard the conversation too and all the
other sissies did too. But after that it was all fuzzy and hazy again
The next week Mistress was back from Her trip and
Misses maids had all had the visit from the doctor. She called on Mistress and
I the day after and Miss came round to enjoy a drink with during my
consultation.
I recall the
sissy nurse, not really a nurse but a sissy in a latex nurses uniform, it was
and She was rather pretty. Sometimes on visits if the Man of the household was
present she might serve Him, while the Mistress and the doctor discussed the
patient. On this visit though I recall her being told off for having cold
hands, well cold latex gloves, when she assisted the doctor in examining me
down there. The doctors latex gloves were no less cold, in fact with the
antiseptic jelly were even colder. The nurse had visibly paled with fright,
knowing She would be punished later, much to the amusement of the Ladies.
Naturally I
wasn’t included in the conversation
about my treatment, but my hormone dosage was immediately doubled again,
started with a suppository booster, which was quite large but was warmed up and
felt rather rude, if not lewd, and made
me feel very emotional immediately.
“Whatever is the
matter sissy are you feeling a little woozy.” The doctor had asked.
“Yes Ms just a
little Ms, thank You Doctor.”
“They are such
delicate little creatures.” She commented to Mistress and Miss, whilst patting
my
bottom.
“Fetch us some
fresh drinks sissy then you can face the wall and try to calm your pretty
little head down sissy.”
“Yes Ms, thank
You Doctor.” I had replied with a curtsy.
After lunch we
all hurried back to our housework. It always felt like there was so much more
to do after lunch and somehow always felt like there was so much more to do
when you were working with another maid, especially as a chambermaid in the
hotels. I had told Mistress about this once and She laughed and called me sissy
cinders. Later in the afternoon but still rather early I felt even though we
never had access to the clock. The treatments render sissies illiterate, apart from
recipes with pictures, innumerate too, we would not be able to read a clock
face or digital display in any case. But still in the early afternoon we all
hurried our pace and fluster anticipating Misses return.