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To kiss softly, obediently adoringly, aching and longing to please Her

Sunday, 22 October 2023

A sissymaid's rights

 


Miss A was visiting Mistress today. Miss A had been my immediate superior and keeper when I had been a sissy intern at the office with the other dominant ladies. Of course She was always my superior as well as the other ladies and Real Men who came into the office but She was also the head of department with Her own plush office. She had visited Mistress a few months after my domesticity began but I had not  seen Her for at least 2 years since then. She was wearing a lovely matt leather pencil skirt. The leather felt so soft and well treated as I knelt behind Her to kiss Her respectfully on Her bottom.
I served the 2 ladies chilled white wine. It was a warm day & a warmer afternoon, the aircon had been turned on when Mistress arrived home, and Mistress had earlier very generously allowed me a small glass of her pee, at room temperature, as a very brief rest from my housework.  

Miss smiled and commented warmly on my curtsy and how I smoothed my skirt at the sides and my white satin apron down at the front of my uniform. My fingertips pausing at the very tiny bulge of my chastity lock. After over 2 years in total strict chastity it was more of an faint outline, than a bulge. But still my finger hesitated there every time I smoothed my apron. Especially as Mistresses and Her friends frequently commented on the gesture, and particularly in front of Male guests who were always highly amused.

Isn't it lovely to be kept so tiny and soft in front of Real Men, who will get so hard and urgent, seeing such a sweet submissive gesture ? I was often asked which my reply was always 'Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress' with a deeply embarrassed and blushing curtsy.  

“What a lovely effeminate gesture sissy.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”  

“How sweet and demure and so pathetic too.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”  

“Effeminate sissies are always quite pathetic.” Mistress agreed

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” I said curtsying

The two ladies laughed and Miss patted my bottom patronisingly.

Still patting my bottom She told me that if I was Her sissy I would be hurrying for the strap on quite often, She told me sweetly. I was blushing furiously. Or Her crop, even more sweetly. Isn’t it better to be seen by Mistresses in terms of Her pleasure rather than punishment ? She asked me coolly.

“Yes Miss it is, thank You Miss.”

"And frequently it would be the crop and then the strap on, or vice versa." She laughed icily, Her eyes twinkling.

She liked to tease sissies and enjoyed the frisson of sexual excitement. Of course She could satisfy that arousal, but not the teased sissy  

Both ladies laughed as I

curtsied & squirmed in discomfort, both with frustrated arousal and quivering in fright.

Both women naturally enjoyed coming home to a perfectly clean & polished household, and to a raptly attentive sissy. Curtsying and gushing like  the dutiful grateful, subjugated 50's wife, who knew and was kept firmly in her place. Mistress coming from the office or out with Her friends liked a change of underwear & a fresh more comfortable outfit for home. Then usually a quick cocktail or short. There was always  a couple of pairs of panties to wash and often more if Mistress had been out for a liaison with one of Her boyfriends. Mistress loved to tease sissy with a pair of sex soiled panties if She had been out with a boyfriend. Tossing them carelessly to sissy and commenting on how Mistress allowed Her boyfriends to remove Her panties for sex. But sissy only removed Mistresses lovely underwear  to hand launder & iron the the lovely intimate silk garments. 

After a change of clothing for Mistress, sissy served afternoon refreshments then sissy would be dismissed back to her chores. But on some days sissy might be sent for the strap on, or the canes, depending on Mistresses mood. For general punishment and discipline Mistress generally preferred Her  canes, but enjoyed using Her crops too if warranted. Often after a caning I would be sent for my pink cushion or the strap on as Mistress found corporal punishment to be very appropriate as well as satisfying and also quite piquantly arousing. Especially as judged by the warmth and dampness of Mistress panties which I always was sent to  change for Her after She had punished me.

Sometimes Mistress might dismiss me after a caning and summon me later. Relaxing relishing Her forthcoming pleasure while I performed my housework biting my lip and holding back my tears of stinging, smarting pain. She could relax and wait anticipating Her orgasm, whereas I had to wait and wonder, but never be allowed release. 


Kissing Her lovely soft creamy thighs. Then kissing, licking and opening the soft folds and petals of Her. Finding Her hard nub of pleasure with my tongue. Kissing and sucking, licking Her lovingly as Her pleasure mounted and cascaded, overflowing to climax and orgasm. While I grinded and squelched on my large dildo plug, squirmed helpless in my tiny locked chastity. Sometimes afterwards I might notice a tiny splash of weak precum in my pink satin panties. Which Mistress always said was just to remind me of when before I was owned I had inappropriately masturbated rather than learning how to make myself pretty and pleasing for my superiors and performing household chores like a good sissy. A good sissy should only ever experience a real mans sticky mess, in Her face, and in Her bottom,  never her own. Such a pathetic and weak mess in any case compared to a Real Mans thick load.

Her pleasure or my punishment, sometimes/often for Her pleasure too, It was always as rightly it should be Her choice.


Miss A asked me if I remembered the pictures of Her sissy kneeling obediently & suggestively  in front of  a man and if I remembered Her boyfriend from the office. I remembered the picture quite well and other pictures that were subtle but more explicit too. I also remembered Mistresses boyfriend and being in silly tears when I had realized, that Miss A's sissy was being cuckolded by Miss A and Her boyfriend. One of the other ladies in the office had actually sat me on Her lap and comforted me, while she and the other ‘girls’ had teased me softly, patronisingly and telling me that I would soon understand. If I had been allowed alcohol they would have given me some some sweet wine to drink, but I was not. Instead I was allowed to fetch & serve them all a quick afternoon drink.

Later that day Miss A and Her boyfriend had taken me home to my little flat. And although nothing was said directly, I was only a sissy after all. Miss A had been quite sweet and kind to me, while He had  been somewhat more amused and dismissively cool. Again to both of them I was only a sissy after all.

And later that week Miss A and Her boyfriend had, actually had a liaison in Her office and I had been been called in to clean and freshen up the room, as well as serve the very satisfied looking pair some chilled drinks.

Miss A had told me that with some sissies they even used the sissies flat on occasion for their liaisons. Leaving the sissy to clean up after they had departed. Miss A had, trained a lot of sissy interns in Her office. To lots of different levels depending on the sissies future owners requirement. Miss A frequently enjoyed pegging and caning some intern sissies, and often forced bi & oral sex with some of Her sissy wards. It all depended on the future Mistresses specifications. The current sissy in Her new office was used by all the other ladies & their boyfriends quite frequently and regularly, for instance.    

Mistress boyfriend was now Her husband which meant sissy also had a Master to serve. And  a Master who liked to be woken with fellatio, most Real Men do.  and to relax on coming home from work with a drink and sissies hot eager little mouth.

He would also cane and crop sissy, but using His own canes and crops. These were stouter and less springy than Mistresses set and painful and humiliating in different ways, though sissy always found Mistresses punishments more painful. Master or Sir still preferred to spank or paddle sissy before sex mostly. Reserving the cane & crop for more special occasions.

Theirs was an open & modern but female led marriage which meant that He agreed to be faithful to Her but He could still sexually enjoy sissy & other sissies as He wanted. And She could enjoy other sissies and occasionally other boyfriends & girlfriends too but outside the home. He didn’t openly complain about these liaisons but was clearly slightly jealous. Which pleased Miss A, a great deal. Men and sissies are simple creatures and quite easy to manipulate, Mistress and Her friends often joked. 

When Miss A was out with one of Her special friends. Master would always be very strict with the sissy. And sissy would often be caned and very forcefully enjoyed. Master would often  bring His friends over to enjoy drinks and a gang bang on these occasions.  

The sissy would be gang raped &  often left in a sticky mess which Mistress disapproved of. So sissy would be punished and told to clean herself & the room up then be punished again. Miss A was always secretly very pleased  by this. Enjoying keeping Her husband mean to keep Him keen. He always took Her out somewhere expensive, exclusive, and bought Her special presents afterwards. And as for sissy, her cunnilingus was always even more heavenly afterwards when sissy had been roughly & freshly penetrated  by Master and especially so with a group of His friends. 

I did remember Miss A’s now husband because He had visited Mistress with Miss A before. He had

spanked me extremely soundly until I was sobbing and begging over His knees for Him to please stop. Usually He always gagged sissies with a pair of panties for a spanking but on this occasion Miss A had recommended to Mistress that She might enjoy my squeals and sobs. Which She did, very much so. As soon as the pair had left I had been sent for my pink cushion.  
His hands were very big and hard and Mistress had commented approvingly on how my bottom and thighs were all very pink and tender for the rest of the day. I was very  new to serving men then and He also had to me a very large cock and came quite massively. Very difficult to fully deep throat, although a sissy always must. And also difficult to swallow all of His thick cum. I had been conditioned & auto suggested to always feel that way about any real men though now. Each Sir I served seemed massive and so overwhelming. They came so much in my mouth, I would be gagging and choking as He pushed himself deep into my mouth. & Gagging and choking after He had cum waiting for His permission to swallow, looking up at Him in sexual fright and awe. Waiting while He enjoyed the post fellatio satisfaction and knowing that after He allowed me swallow I would usually be bent over so He could enjoy splitting my tight ass with that huge cock.
Just as I was with Mistress intimately, I was always very nearly orgasmic when serving a Real Man, and naturally never allowed to cum. This made me feel very submissively needy and emotional after fellatio or penetration. But I was always sent back to my chores, dismissed curtly and in tears by the Sirs after they had, had their way with me.
With Mistress it was so much deeper & more emotional, and even the tiniest things would have me breathless & helpless with desire for Her. I was Her totally rapt & devoted love slave, for Sir I was just a reluctant but obedient & submissive sex toy.   

That first time, afterwards and after I had fetched Him a post sex cold beer,  & just before I had been dismissed by Him. Miss A had asked Him if He remembered me from the office and He replied dismissively, 'not really mine was just another pretty face to blow His load into'. Then sent me back to my chores sticky, soiled and in tears with a loud stinging slap to my bottom.

The other reason remembered Miss A previous visit was that Mistress had just started allowing visiting friends to gag me with their panties if their boyfriends were visiting and wanted to fuck my ass. This was a new and amusing trend popular with Ladies who kept domestic sissies. It was considered to be  a special intimate treat for me afterwards hand washing the panties and ironing them ready to be collected. A way of saying thank You to the visiting Lady for allowing me to please Her boyfriend and as a reminder of His enjoyment. The panties were usually collected on the next visit. Although Mistress sometimes posted or took the panties to Her friends if they were unlikely to visit again soon. 

Mistresses visiting lady friends often teased me, that it was close I would ever be, deserved to be, to being intimate with them. That of course and curtsying then kissing their bottoms in submissive greeting & when they left.

Sometimes the visiting ladies might just leave the panties. And in some households the sissies used them to perform intimate chores like cleaning and polishing canes and crops, or Mistresses strap ons. Or to polish the ladies boyfriends shoes after sex. Some My Mistress didn’t however, She liked me to use my own satin panties for these chores. And I had to be very careful not to damage the highly glossed fabric and also to clean it very well before putting the panties back on.


Miss A had pushed Her warm, slightly moist panties into my mouth & commented how She would like to have seen me like this in the office. And then as She took fresh pair of laundered silk panties from her handbag, told Her boyfriend to enjoy my tight little sissy ass. She also took a couple of pictures for the other girls, ladies in the office. And Mistress had delighted in teasing me with the comments they left. In due course nearly all the ladies from the office visited Mistress and had brought their boyfriends along too.  A new sissy is always very popular with the boys and Mistress was also very keen that I remained popular with lots of fellatio and coquettish training to arouse and please the Sirs.   

Today rather than sending me elsewhere back to my chores, Mistress kept me busy in the living room with Her & Miss A. Either in attendance on the two Ladies as they enjoyed their afternoon, or busily cleaning and polishing the tables and furniture. Mistress wanted to enjoy my excited embarrassment as I hurriedly worked listened to the Ladies chatting. They so enjoyed relaxing and chatting while I worked so diligently and perfectly at my chores, in the background. 

Miss A also had  a new job as a legal arbitrator if a sissy had a complaint about her treatment by


Mistress or her owner, with lots of juicy stories. Unsurprisingly the way the adult sissy contracts were constructed, a sissy had absolutely no legal basis for complaint, outside of murder or physical mutilation. So in the past these cases were simply dismissed and the sissy would be punished for impertinence.

However it was found to be also very entertaining & profitable to have these complaints aired publicly in a mock trial.   

Mistress and the arbiter,  always another Mistress (often Miss A) and Mistresses lawyer (even though She doesn’t need one) would be seated in a comfortable but formal cafĂ© setting enjoying tea, coffee and afternoon cakes. Sissy is not permitted  a lawyer or representation. The plaintiff sissy would often be serving the ladies their refreshments while her case was heard. She is still after all always a sissymaid who is there to serve her superiors. 

The case would be read out, and discussed by the ladies. If sissy wanted to speak she would have to ask

for her Mistresses permission to speak which was often simply not permitted. Sometimes the sissy might be kept pantie or cock gagged throughout the proceedings. Reminiscent of previous occasions where sissies were asked to speak up if they demurred with certain clauses or conditions in their contracts. But were kept gagged, with  pair of panties or simply either not permitted to speak at all, or curtly ordered to be  silent. Or allowed to speak but disregarded or overruled completely. Mistresses word always takes perfect precedence over  whatever  a sissy might say. This is naturally also the case where sissy is owned by a dominant man.

Sissy would be questioned by the Mistresses lawyer about her little complaint. This would usually be regarding punishment for trivial things inescapable like a creased apron or a discoloured nail. Or Mistresses men friends being too demanding or too rough with sissy. Or forced Bi in general. The size and stiffness of dildo plugs, chastity device being too small. Mistresses strap on too big too stout. Too much housework. Mistress being out too much with Her friends & especially boyfriends. Or boyfriends staying over too much. Being expected to polish Sirs shoes while He and Mistress were in bed enjoying sex. Or ironing Mistresses panties whilst Mistress was with Sir. Serving Sir in the morning when Mistress wasn’t awake. Mistress often forgetting, on purpose to allow sissy to pee in the morning, so sissy would have to wait until the evening. And Mistress often enjoying peeing in sissies mouth at the same time. Not being milked or allowed release again. Uniforms being too pretty and impractical for household chores. Heels being too high or maids boots being too tight. The hobble strap or chain being too short, or being left gagged or in cuffs for too long. Hormones or whoremoans being too strong. Sir spanking too hard. Too much cum from Sir to swallow. Not being allowed to change sticky panties after Sir has fucked sissy, until later. And so on and so on. 

Silly little things that sissies should never ever complain about. Whatever Mistress decides is appropriate is appropriate for sissy. Furthermore  sissy should always say thank You to Mistress and be grateful to be allowed all these privileges. 

Most of these complaints would be met with derisive hoots of laughter and amusement by the the ladies. Mistress, the arbitrator and lawyer would sit and discuss these complaints jovially, dismissive of sissies tearful protests. Teasing and cajoling sissy for more humiliating details as sissy all while served them afternoon tea and curtsied obediently to her superiors as she served them.


Sissy would be mockingly questioned by the ladies, teasing and belittling her complaints until she is totally humiliated, flustered and is in tears, wanting to plead for forgiveness. Scolded but not allowed to reply. Finally Mistress will be asked for Her opinion (She doesn’t legally need to reply), however if She chooses to respond and often it will be  with a simple dismissive wave of Her hand, it is always in the negative. 

Legally by contract the sissy has no rights and deserves none, in relation to her superiors.   

Another amusing example is during the marriage contract when sissy promises to love and obey and Mistress states of course sissy does, if sissy knows what’s good for her.

The case is then simply dismissed. The judge then sums the case up and tells the sissy that She hopes sissy will be severely punished. Mistress then usually tells sissy that indeed she will be strictly punished and will not want to sit down for a very long time.

Often the sissy will receive a brief but harsh whipping there and then and be told that this is just the start of her punishment.

This will often be filmed too and available to watch and select clips will be sold. Selected parts of the proceedings might also be broadcast on sissy radio for all the sissy housemaids to listen to while they do their housework.

Miss A and Mistress watched a few clips and were laughing as I served them fresh drinks. Naturally the whole subject made me feel very anxious. And Miss A commented on how pale I was looking.

“No need for you to worry sissy, a pretty little thing like you only need to worry about obeying & pleasing your Mistress.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.” I curtsied, smoothing my dress and apron down without thinking about it.

“And there it is again that lovely curtsy.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.”  

“If we ever do allow a sissy to speak during the proceedings, we call it an ‘oral submission’ sissy.”

“Ohh, Yes Miss, thank You Miss.” 


“My husband will be coming over here shortly sissy, so put plenty of lip gloss on so that He enjoys your ‘oral submission’ sissy.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.” I curtsied blushing.

“He will give you lots to swallow sissy, and isn’t that lovely sissy swallowing what you are not allowed ?”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.” 

“And I’m sure you will not be able to sit down comfortably after Sirs penetrating insight, sissy.”

“And of course a good hard spanking.”

“Yes Miss, thank You Miss.” 

 Both ladies laughed while I curtsied and squirmed helplessly on my plug in fright.

“And in the meantime you have lots of little chores to be getting on with, don’t you sissy ?”

“Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.” I curtsied and hurried off back to my housework.

Behind me I heard the two ladies chortling

“She does mince so prettily.”

“Yes they all do when you keep them regularly pegged, in chastity and plugged 24/7.”

“And well caned of course.”

“Of course & quite deliciously so!.”

More laughter.








A video for sissies to enjoy whilst in chastity




Tuesday, 3 October 2023

A pleasant afternoon for Mistress

 




Mistress was relaxing only half watching but enjoying the sight of two of Her sissies busy polishing the tables in the hallway. She was only paying partial attention to them,  but for the two sissies they could feel Her watching their every move, every tiny squirm and wiggle as they minced about prettily performing their little chores.

Mistress kept a full household of sissies for chores, housework & Her own intimate pleasure. And for Her hotel,  the sissies had chambermaid, waitress & maid duties  and for sexually pleasure of paying the male guests. With so many sissies in Her seraglio of pleasure there were lots of  little rivalries and jealousy amongst Her pretty little maids.

Mistress & the Misses encouraged, exploited and were amused by this.  However Mistress and the Misses enjoyed punishing and scolding the sissies severely for any such displays of envy. The pair in the hall had been mockingly reprimanded and belittled, for their hot envy, then  given a couple of sharp lashes with Her short crop on the soft tender flesh of the inner buttocks. Both had been instructed to bend over and hold their ankles and given 2 swift stinging strokes with the flexible but hard leather tab of the crop. The shorter sissy crop, sometimes called a pleasure whip, was used to supervise or instruct Her sissies in their domestic duties, to hurry a sissy along or used simply for pleasure, or before pleasure. It was similar in stinging intensity to the longer springier crops the Misses in the hotel used for supervising the sissies and running the hotel. Except in Mistresses hands the crop seemed so much more intense and painful.

They had both squealed in pain, most satisfactorily, their distress muffled so deliciously by the panties stuffed into their mouths. then thanked Mistress in tears. Sometimes

Mistress liked to gag sissy with a pair of her own panties, but today She preferred to enjoy their pitiful cries of helpless distress, gaffed with each others glossy panties. Afterwards She had made the sissies swap their glossy pink smalls as an extra humiliation. Both sissies squirming in the others damp need. Though in reality it was just their body warmth on the glossy fabric, Mistress chose to tease emphasize how wet and needy they always were for Hers and  the male guests pleasure. Shamed She made them kiss each other fully on their lips, high lip gloss to lip gloss and curtsy to each other and then to Her. Afterwards they were allowed to kneel behind Mistress and kiss Her bottom before being sent back to their housework.

She had stood closely behind them watching them work. So were even more flustered with  frantic and fervent zeal,  now to be seen to be working as eagerly  as possible, and jealously so much so than the other rival sissy. So excited that She was so near and close behind them. She knew they could most likely smell Her own arousal. She did find corporal punishment to be so very satisfying. She briefly considered sending one of them for a fresh pair of clean silk briefs but She was only a little bit warm and the sensation was quite enjoyable. Especially as She was contemplating which of Her sissies would be kneeling between Her thighs later. She did enjoy it when the chosen sissy respectfully lowered Mistresses panties and found Her to be ready. The helpless gasp of excitement from the sissy was an extra aphrodisiac in itself.


Her sissies were Her own little seraglio of pleasure, as well as for the hotels male guests to pay for and enjoy. All 50,  51 or 52 was it now ?, She forgot sometimes. They were all sissy virgins. They had never cum with a woman, even online. And now they were locked in chastity and never would. Most  for at least 5 years of enforced softness, kept tiny and flaccid, and some for longer still.

She also still remembered the first time She had informed Her then solo sissy that there would be another maid in Her house. And how delightful, although She never said so, the hot jealously between the maids, and the strict canings for any show of rivalry. Then another sissy and another, until She was totally excited and captivated by keeping Her own harem of devoted loving sissymaids. And also very pleased when She found out their intimate service could also be peddled very profitably and legally. And eventually serving Her very profitably indeed in Her own hotel. 

She had used auto suggestion on the sissies so now no-one remembered that they were the first or


amongst the first, or were relatively new. But each still felt the sting of intense jealousy for all the other maids and the hot shameful helpless humiliation when they were not chosen.

It was of course totally acceptable for sissies to be constantly teased & tormented by their desires and needs. And totally acceptable & desirable for her superiors to totally disregard those needs. She is an effeminate sissy after all and such maids are always kept in strict chastity.

This manifested itself in curious and delightful ways. For example if two sissies were punished at the same time each would be convinced that the other sissy had been punished less than her and at the same time so that Mistress favoured the other. And at the same time that the other sissy had been punished more, and because Mistress chose to punish her more harshly it meant that She, Mistress  favoured her further because she was kept under stricter discipline. 


The sissies were also competitive and jealous with the male guests too. Even though they all still clung to the false sense of straightness and  of forced bi. So laughable if any sissy could still think of herself of being straight after swallowing a real mans cum, and or being pushed down for a pegging let alones Sirs anal enjoyment.

They all minced around the male guests so coquettishly. Squealing and yelping prettily when their bottoms or legs were slapped and fondled. Pouting so suggestively to Sir over their shoulder. And watched in pitiful jealous pique when another sissy was chosen in their stead. Noting with satisfaction when He & she emerged from their intimate cloister. She with her bottom red from His firm spanking and sticky with His pleasure. & He satisfied and totally dismissive of her now. What a shameful slut she was, a tart, a whore, a bimbo. How she deserved that spanking or paddling, sometimes worse, and how right it was that used and discarded she should be now dismissed in tears of shame. And how each sissy wished it she had been in her place.

The more the sissies served Her guest the more delightful and pleasurable was their domestic & intimate


service to Mistress. And that was all that mattered. That and the reputation and profitability of the hotel of course.

Now they were working together eagerly and fearfully. Frantic and anxious to work and be seen to be working as hard as possible. Still jealously competing to be seen to be more obedient to be working harder, more perfectly, their sweet little bottoms stinging and smarting from the crop, but swinging and bobbing prettily with their exertions. They were so lovely and sweet and so easy to exploit. She liked to go over to them on occasion and watch closely as they worked, enjoying the sweet smell and warmth of Her sissies need and fright, mixed with the cheap but delicately femine perfume, She insisted Her sissies use.


Later Mistress might call one or the other over to kneel between Her thighs and pleasure Her. The other sissy still busy with chores, squirming hotly as she listened to Mistresses  cascading orgasmic cries of pleasure. It was no concern of Mistress if the other sissy was desperately jealous, only Her pleasure mattered. And in fact knowing the other sissy would be squirming helpless added immensely to Her enjoyment. As did knowing that Her sissies were kept in strict chastity while they pleasured Her.

Mistress rarely thanked Her sissies for oral service. Why should She ?. But often She would comment


how happy She was with Her sex life and how satisfying & enjoyable it was to be the Mistress here and not be a sissy too lovely, and obedient kept in chastity, to ever not be, kept so deliciously so. 

Sissy would of course curtsy and thank Mistress and might afterwards be allowed to hand wash Mistresses lovely silk panties and fetch Her a fresh clean pair. And again curtsy and thank Mistress for being allowed such a sweet and intimate privilege.

Today though She would select and send for another sissy to serve Her intimately. Leaving the two to continue working listening together while they squirmed hotly but  hurried on with their chores.

On this occasion Mistress had visitors and Her visitors had completely ignored the pair and the other sissies as they had sailed past. The sissies all stopped working very briefly to curtsy and whisper ‘Good morning (or Afternoon) Miss or Sir) as they curtsied deeply. Then anxiously waited for a response, if any, there was usually none, before curtsying again and hurrying on fretfully with their chores.

Only the sissy in attendance with Mistress was acknowledged and permitted to kneel behind the two visiting Ladies and kiss their bottom as well as curtsying.

For the pair in the hall Mistress told them curtly to get back to their chores, even as they were hurrying back to their housework. Further increasing their fluster and fright much to Mistresses amusement. The guests smirked in approval.  

Coffees were served, Mistress often added cream liqueur as whitener, but not today as it was still early afternoon. The two Ladies, had teased the sissy about her lovely curtsy and how they would be fetching the strap on if the sissy was theirs, or the canes. And how wonderful it was for sissy to be so excited and be gagged with Mistresses freshly moist & warm panties for such pleasures. Sissy was squirming and blushing terribly then after a dismissive pat on her bottom ignored as she continued to serve the Ladies.

After the visitors had left Mistress told the sissy to go and fetch a pair of cock gags for the pair of sissies in the hall. The overly large cock gags were individually shaped but akin in girth and depth, nice thick glans and veins in a realistic but very firm and straight. Just like the anal plugs although naturally the butt plugs were bigger.

At the front of the broad belt that held the gag in place a bright pink pair of patent leather glossy lips was sewn in place. Lips ever so slightly parted, to indicate arousal and readiness for , anticipation of fellatio, or oral service. The pair were gagged thoroughly. The gags totally deep throated the sissies, but were designed so there was no unsightly drooling. Both sissies were fully plugged massively both rear and front, and tiny in their little cages. Then sent back to their chores.  

The attending sissy was told to fetch a pink cushion and kneel between Mistresses thighs. After Mistress had shuddered to a most satisfying multi orgasm She watched sissy hand wash Her silk panties and fetch her a fresh pair. Then sissy was sent for another cock gag and was gagged similarly to the pair in the hall and sent to work with them.

Mistress summoned another sissy to accompany Her to the bedroom and help Her choose an outfit and dress for the afternoon. She was going out with Her friends.

Later the 3 sissies would be sent down to the hotel as one of the guests had requested  a pair of blonde sissies to

serve Him together. These 2 were both platinum blonde and had served Him before, they were both favourites of Sir. The other sissy was included for vhis enjoyment as all 3 would be very excited by the time they were taken to Him. 
They would each be paddled over His knee. Then kneeling before Him both would lick and kiss His massive throbbing cock and swollen potent balls.


To sissies auto suggestion and unconscious conditioning made all the men they served seemed huge and massive. So that they would squirm, gasping and choking even before they started to suck on Him. Imagining how impossibly big He would feel in their lips, in their tight little asses. How much thick sticky cum He would fill them with, how much they would have to swallow, once He had given permission to swallow of course. 


Of course sissies always deep throated Sir. Gasping and choking on the gag reflex as He enjoyed forcing

and pushing deeply  into her hot little mouth. But only one sissy would have this privilege, the other would be dismissed back to her chores once He had enjoyed their licks and kisses and decided which pretty face He would enjoy spurting and cumming all over her face, & in her mouth and ass.




He wouldn't thank sissy, why would or should He? But He might slap her bottom appreciatively as He sent her back to her chores. She of course would curtsy and thank Him, before hurrying off humiliated and in tears.    

For now though Mistress was just relaxing enjoying the anticipation of later events as She felt Her warm excitement slowly blossoming. Whilst idly chatting and gossiping to Her friends on Her phone, enjoying an early afternoon  white wine and smoke.  




        


Sunday, 27 August 2023

Confessions of a sissy chambermaid

 




During the day after the morning and lunchtime rush.

Some guests will start to return to the hotel in the late afternoon. Some to enjoy the nearby private beach or to freshen up for the evening and others to enjoy afternoon tea. Afternoon tea is often G&T or similar. The hotel has a professional staff of caterers, sissymaids are used for presentation but not cooking, in Mistresses hotel. The chefs are all women and although Mistress prefers to employ ladies from the scene where possible, most ladies on the scene are highly professional people, So Mistress employs from outside the scene where necessary. A lot of these outside professionals are from lesbians community or are BI but some are completely vanilla & straight. We have to assist and serve these ladies as part of our duties and serve them on their breaks and they generally treat us sissies with amused, or bemused  disparagement.

Sometimes the significant other of these ladies or just their friends come to collect them from work. The Misses make us carry all their coats and other things out to the waiting cars for them and curtsy to the visitors.




The returning hotel guests enjoy tea, drinks and afternoon cakes. Science has rendered even the creamiest and fat filled fancy or gateaux, to be completely nutritionally beneficial and full of fibre too. These luxuries are only for the superiors though, not for us sissies on our strict diets. The superiors  do sometimes indulge and tease us with a special sissy treat, a vaguely phallic Ă©clair filled with cream, that initially tastes extremely sweet and then suddenly dissolves into to a strong and sticky semen like taste and aroma. The Ladies, mainly,  enjoy  squirting and then wiping the cream on our surprised faces. Laughing at how taken aback we always look.

For the evening most guests will go out, with only a one or two  staying to dine in. So we are busy cleaning and tidying everything. In the mid evening after the sissies have finished cleaning the hotel. We are allowed some relaxation & leisure time. For cleaning and ironing our uniforms. To take a long hot enema. Shower,  exfoliating and depilating our skin,  and washing our hair. Incidentally any faint body fluff will be fully treated with electric and then with epilating creams, we are kept totally smooth and soft. So smooth and soft, we can almost hear and feel our bodies squeak. After the shower we moisturize and perfume our soft skin, then carefully do our toe and fingernails, making sure the varnish and polish is perfect. Our bodies are soft and rounded. The hormones and treatments keep us very slender, but slightly curvy with no visible muscle tone. Even though our chores are all very menial and almost all performed very laboriously and diligently by hand, our bodies stay soft and sweet for Mistress and the


guests. Then with plenty of  fussing as we fix our sissy hairstyles.

After which we all get dressed in our nightwear and sit quietly hoping that Mistress might summon us for the evening, for intimate service, or if only to serve Her wine and be in Her presence for a short while. The nightwear is pre chosen for us, highly glossy slippery satin or latex babydoll in style, demure but very sexy, very tight panties. All in glossy almost glassy sissy pastel pink. Some Mistresses like a selection of sissy pastel colours but Mistress is very fond of  and insists on only pink for our intimate night attire. The lingerie panties like our day to day are very snug and tight, squeezing and showing off out cute bottoms and the tiny bulge of our chastity locks perfectly. Mistress says its quite lovely and liberating to relax just before bed in Her lingerie with no panties on Herself, relaxing and deliciously ventilated in the cooler evening air, being served by sissy in her cute tight glossy panties.




We are never allowed to choose our clothing. It is for our superiors pleasure to do that. Similarly with the girly names we are given, that are  in the main for the convenience of our superiors. Alone with a superior, we are simply referred to as sissy, maid, or sissy-maid etc. The Sirs often refer to us as bimbo, or sissy-bimbo, sometimes as whore or slut individually too. We are named on the whims of Mistress or the Misses, keeping our pretty little pet names for a few days or sometimes maybe just a little longer and renamed whenever our superiors choose to do so. My name is sissyemily at the moment but last week it was sissyadele, the first letter E or A of the name is be pronounced quite breathlessly by us.

In any case when we are scrubbed and preened we all perch primly on edges of the small beds in the sissy rooms and wait expectantly. Squirming and aching to be chosen by Mistress. And squirming even more hotly with helpless jealously if one of us is chosen. Even though we never know if the chosen sissy is being sent to serve Mistress, or to wait in one of the male guests rooms for His return. And when we know


or suspect a sissy is being taken to one of the guests rooms to serve one of the Sirs, we are still blushing and squelching with hot fetid jealousy. We know we will all most likely be chosen at least once in the night.

After these lucky or unlucky sissies have been led away the Misses then take the rest of us into the small waiting room at the back of the main lounge. Where we are allowed to sit and wait quietly for the guests to arrive back at the end of the evening. We have small cosmetic trays so we can fuss and preen to make ourselves more pleasing, and the Misses often instruct us to apply lots more lip gloss so our fellatio lips look glossy and inviting. The dildo plugs are kept to feel (although this is all autosuggestion) very large and we are squirming quite uncomfortable on the hard phalluses. They are expanded further when we are with the Sirs so you almost feel about to pop or burst. Only with Mistress is the plug kept larger.

There we wait anxiously  for the guests to arrive back. Mostly in silence but occasionally there is a tiny nervous gasp or giggle. This is quickly silenced by the attending Miss, and sissy may end up with six lashes, and or left gagged with a pair of panties, if Miss feels like it.               

 


Feminized or effeminized sissies all still unconvincingly cling to the implausible and incredulous  fantasy sense of forced-bi and that we are not truly aroused by serving the men, ‘in that way’. Or just, as if this makes any difference, ‘His cock’ & just because Mistress insists and compels us. But we still ache to serve and please the Sirs obediently and serve them in complete devoted concentration on their sexual pleasure. Mistress and the other ladies are always amused and by this and love teasing us. Telling us how wonderful it is for us to serve Real Men and kneel at their feet locked in chastity totally for His pleasure.

Feebly protesting in shame and never wanting to confess that we  are not attracted towards the Men, as


we love His big swollen cock pushing into our mouth and throat, deeply and forcefully penetrating  our bottoms. Love pleasing Him, seeing the pleasure in His eyes as we suck Him sweetly, lovingly. Opening our lips suggestively in an inviting glossy O shape, then pouting and pursing our lips so that He may enjoy penetrating and pressing into them opening them with shape of His swollen glans. Sucking and licking His shaft and His masculine balls, telling Him how big and manly He is. Whispering flatteringly how wonderful it must be to be Him to be a Real Man. Wishing He would permit you to suck and lick His cock adoringly for longer, before He urgently takes you by the back of the neck or with a fistful of hair and pushes forcefully deep inside you. Loving the fact that He ignores your spluttering and gagging, His pleasure immeasurable more important than your choking discomfort. Love swallowing His sticky lumpy cum obediently and love choking on the thick wad as we wait for His permission to swallow. Hearing His moans and sighs of pleasure as He spurts and erupts inside us. Love feeling that substantial explosion of male pleasure in our mouths and bottoms. Love licking Him clean afterwards, especially when he inadvertently spurts a last splash of warm aftercum into our faces or mouth. And we even love being sent away in tears afterwards, knowing/hoping we have pleased Him. After He has cum to His satisfaction and we are still locked in chastity, as we always should be. His finishing slap on the bottom and uninterested dismissal, putting us firmly in our place.


And even though everyone knows it, we can never dare profess or declare this to Him or Mistress, to anyone, especially to ourselves. And Mistress loves this about Her sissies. We are kept sweet and demure, and we ache so desperately to please.

Some guests like to have a sissy waiting for them when they return for the evening. So these sissies will be cuffed, and taken to the guests room. Left often gagged, waiting standing or kneeling facing the wall in the guests darkened room. Sometimes she will be blindfolded or hooded too. Will she be spanked, paddled or sissy-raped ? No doubt it will be both and sticky fellatio too. 

When He finally returns she will have been waiting all evening. Squirming in the darkness of the hood or the room. In that sweet sissy mix of near orgasmic arousal and fear. If She has been left ungagged she will have cried out at every little sound, imagining the door opening, hearing His footsteps or His breathing behind her. Whimpering, pleading, in tearful fright if Sir is here. Whispering pleadingly even though she knows he will not be, to be gentle with her. To please not spank or paddle her bottom too hard. If she has been gagged with a cock gag or pair of her panties, these will have been muffled whimpered & moaned into her gag as she squirms and chokes sweetly on her own vulnerable sissy funk. In the darkness more often than not imagining hearing his footsteps, in spite of herself, getting more aroused, more vulnerable and desperate with  fright until finally he does come. Crying out helplessly into the darkness, soaked in the imagined warm damp stink of sex and fear. Waiting for His command, His hand on Her intimacies, His slap on her  bottom.

When He does return, she will more often than not be soundly spanked or paddled before fellatio and


anal penetration. No matter how much, how prettily  she pleads, begs and hopes not to be spanked or paddled. The more she begs the more He will enjoy spanking her, and usually she will be made to beg to be spanked, so she can please Him more. And naturally she will always thank Sir after a spanking. After He has disciplined her for sex. 

And quite often when He returns He will not be alone and may have a group of friends  with Him. She


may be paddled or spanked by each of them in turn before serving drinks whilst being groped & fondled, Squirming and wriggling as the mens strong hands so rudely explore her. Usually they will be seated relaxing and she will between their open knees, bent over serving drinks, putting and squealing pathetically,  wiggling her bottom at the slaps and pinches.  

Before they put her on her knees or bend her over to fuck that lovely tight sissy ass, or enjoy her soft pouty fellatio lips. After they have finished cumming and are fully sated, satisfactorily drained even, and she has licked them all clean and thanked them, she might be sent to wait alone in His room. He may want fellatio again before he sleeps. Or she may  be simply sent back down to the sissy rooms.  Collected by one of the Misses, and hurried along with the stinging leather tip/tab of the crop, mincing and hotly sticky and smelly with the Sirs pleasure.

She will not be permitted to change her sex soiled clothing until the morning. Unless of she is sent for by another guest in the night, then of course she will be given a fresh set of sexy nightwear for His enjoyment. Otherwise she will sleep in the wet patch, so to speak in wet panties. If She is summoned again, and it is often a few times in the night, she will take her old sticky panties for him to use a gag if he so chooses. If they have dried somewhat they will dampen and swell in taste and aroma again in her hot little mouth as she sobs and cries as he spanks her.  


The men are often non specific in the small hours unless they have a particular sissy in mind. There are usually about 20 to 25 guests, to 50 of us sissies, so there are always a good selection of sissies to choose from. No Sir ever goes without, but He might complain if a particular sissy is busy when he wants her. She can always go to His room after the current guest has fucked and dismissed her. Naturally she will be punished, for not being available, the guest of course is always right. Either Sir will instruct sissy to fetch one of the canes from the special cabinet provided in every suite of rooms. A small cabinet with a selection of stout thick rod like canes, and an assortment of paddles, as well as various gags, hoods, blindfolds and cuffs. Sir will pay extra depending on whether or not he chooses to use the cane, mostly it is considered sufficient to use one of the leather paddles or an open palm. However if Sir wishes to punish sissy He can opt to use the cane. Or He can call one of the Misses to bend sissy over and watch sissy get 6 stinging lashes with the crop, or both if He so chooses.

Usually Sir prefers to spank sissy with her panties down, or panties stuffed into her mouth. His big


  open palm stinging her soft naked bottom cheeks. Similarly with the wide leather paddles. But for a caning usually performed bent over the side of a chair, the men mostly seem to like the sight of sissies tight bottom quivering in panties. She will still usually be gagged with a pair of panties, unless Sir wants to use a cock gag. Occasionally sissy will be gagged with Her, just removed, overly phallic butt plug for anal but most men don’t seem to like that option. The 12” butt plug even unexpanded is overly large and very stiff so can be a little awkward to use as a gag. 

For the moment Mistress prefers not to board sissies whose owners are away, as some hotels do. So its just us, Her own sissies and a small but selective clientele. The hotel has an excellent rating and the pretty sissies are regarded as extremely well disciplined, obedient totally submissive  and satisfying.

Since Mistress opened the hotel Her own sissies have been strictly for Her and Her guests as chambermaids. So the limo and lap dancing service as well as the paying visitors have stopped for us. She still offers the same services but now with sissies She is training, in Her old house, which is very close to the hotel and near the coast just as the hotel is. Mistress estimates that our service has paid the initial vast expense of hotel off within 2 years, and  will give Her enough liquidity to open maybe another hotel or club within another year. The wages, benefits and profit sharing for the Misses and other ancillary staff are very generous. But we sissies of course never get to touch or see any of the money, as Mistresses chattel we are not permitted things that our superiors deem inappropriate.  


Downstairs Sissy will be locked in the night cuff. A small tight pink leather bag for each closed hand and then another tight padded bag to keep both hands together, so stop inadvertent inappropriate night time touching. Not that we would ever dare to masturbate, even though we are constantly aroused, but being locked in the cuffs makes you unable to stop thinking about it, as you drift into sleep.  You usually find you have tucked the little bag into your chest and under your chin curled up sweetly around it, but also often find yourself waking in the night with your cuffed hands pressed squeezed between your thighs.

Then She will be pushed into one of the beds with the other sissies. We  usually sleep 5 or 6 to a bed, all cuddled and spooning together, there is simply no space to do otherwise, the little outfits are very slippery and distracting too. The smell and stickiness of the men pleasure will inevitable end up being shared by all of us. And we all squirm in bothered shameful arousal and frustrated as we drop back off to sleep.

Luckily we drop off to sleep very easily. Mistress and the Misses say its because we have such empty pretty little heads and our housework and chores are so menial and mundane. All we have to think about is being obedient and pleasing and the cane help sissies with that. The


We often wake fitfully in the night, in the closeness of our chastity or squirming helplessly on our plugs. From dreams of Mistress of kneeling between Her thighs, of hearing Her nearing the throes of orgasm, then waking, always just moments before She climaxes. Or sucking Sir, but waking just as He spurts into your mouth or face. Or Him penetrating your ass, which feels even more incredibly tight. Always in the dreams He is unbelievably thick and huge, and His cum is so thick and sticky, so smelly and strong tasting and so much of it, His thick spurts non ending until you wake. Then you will realize where you are and look down at your panties, sometimes you can see a tiny spot of sissy precum there. Mostly you can only feel the insignificant wetness, not see it, and mostly you never feel yourself actually leaking, due to chastity and the deep urethra tube. In the morning the Misses will scold and tease us amused at our discomfort as we wash our panties. And sometimes punish us gagged with the panties before we wash them.

These naughty indiscreet night time emissions, no matter how tiny weak and pathetic  are reminder to us


sissies of all the times we inappropriately touched ourselves, when we should have been locked securely in chastity performing domestic chores, or making ourselves pretty for our superiors and future owners.

Incidentally All Mistresses current seraglio of sissies are virgins in the boyish sense, at least & have never been with a real woman and have never & will never cum with Mistress. Naturally nor with another superior, male or female. Or be ever permitted to inappropriately touch ourselves again.

In any case Mistress and lots of dominant ladies disapprove of masturbation, why should they bother to do that when sissy can perform with her hot eager little tongue. And also try to discourage their boyfriends from jerking off when sissy is available.

Mistress insists and the Misses always make sure we get at least 8 hours of sleep a night even if it is often interrupted, nobody likes a tired looking sissy. We are to be always submissively content looking, bright eyed and eager to obediently please.  


Some of the lucky or unlucky sissies are pre chosen but most of us wait until the guests arrive back. While the superiors  enjoy music and an alcoholic nightcap, we are led up into the main room and parade ourselves around the room and the seated Sirs and Ladies. slowly grinding & wiggling our bottoms, Squelching and squirming sexily on our plugs for them. 
The female guests also watching us condescendingly, such pathetic bimbo sissies displaying themselves so eagerly for the men.

It amuses and satisfies the Ladies seeing us so dominated and submissive to their boyfriends and to the other men. They might not wish to acknowledge it but in past epochs they might have enjoyed seeing a rival, or possibly even themselves treated that way. Treat her mean to keep her  keen. Now with the boot or stiletto heel firmly on the other foot, it is very enjoyable to see sissies treated exactly as they deserve to be.

And this live action pornography serves as foreplay for when the Ladies are with their boyfriends. If a couple is staying together often She will send Her partner off to fuck or at least be sucked off by a sissy, before they have sex later. So that He takes longer to cum when He is with Her. Or She might simply be tired, or bored of His company. The men no matter how handsome can be such boors and bores on occasion. Far better to send Him off to amuse himself with one of the sissies. The ladies may have also arranged assignations with one of the other female guests. But just to be clear when He is with Her, She will always cum first, or together, if  He wants to be with Her ever again. He gets to cum but Her pleasure is always paramount.

Then we are instructed to  face the far wall that is illuminated for

the purpose of displaying us. There is a small heart shaped motif on the floor for each of us to stand on. We are to squirm and grind as if around an imaginary thin pole, like a massive stout fleshy erect cock, while the men watch us and decide who they want to fuck tonight. There is a number above the standing spot, but we are not allowed to respond to those or any numbers, unless its to count the number of strokes of the cane or crop, or for a recipe. We are kept in a state of deliberate imposed illiteracy and innumeracy as befitting our status, as much as possible. Instead a little bell goes off above our heads to summon us if a guest wants us to come to them to  be examined squeezed and fondled.

Or He might come over to the wall and slap your bottom before fondling you then allowing you to turn around so He can examine you further. He sometimes instructs you to kneel and pushes a finger between your glossy lips, testing the sweetness of your sucking the tightness of your suction, as you look up into His eyes. I am always so glad of lots of lip gloss at this moment, hoping it pleases Him too. And  He will watch  you squelch and grind on your plug, slowly deliberately, gasping and panting looking up into  His lustful and uncompromising gaze. 


You are dreadfully aware of the other sissies around you, knowing they will be watching you perform seductively for Sir with furtive envious glances, listening to your squelching and your  panting and begging to please Him. Sensing their scandalised, jealous silently voiced  derision.  ‘what a shameful little slut’ ‘what a bimbo’ ‘she deserves to be spanked and hard’ ‘deserves everything she is going to get tonight’. The burning fetid shame spurring you on to be even hotter for Him. And knowing that you will and always feel exactly the same towards the sissy kneeling next to  you when she in turn is examined and groped.

There is no escape from a sissies total submission to male pleasure, when you are looking up into His eyes, squirming on your plug, wanting to kiss and taste His cock, His cum, for His pleasure. Looking into His face means you cant pretend you are just sucking His cock, you are a effeminized, sissified bimbo pleasing a Real Man.

Then He might snap his fingers indicating His choice or in dismissal, or slap your bottom loudly, or simply just move on to the next sissy who interests Him. Often not even bothering to say anything,  just leaving you in in a state of uncertainty, in tears, squirming with warm humid humiliation and shamed.


It is His choice and His choice only, your desperate urges and needs are irrelevant and insignificant. Or if you have been found pleasing and  He has chosen you, He might slap your bottom and send you to wait in His room. One of the Misses will take you to His room and leave you kneeling in the darkness waiting for Him to come & to cum. Your earlier elation at being found favourable quickly evaporating to helpless vulnerability. Waiting squirming hotly in arousal and fright, in  the darkness to see what will be done to you, for His sexual pleasure, just like the sissies who were chosen earlier.

The guests room to you is an emotional and intimate,  space of total sexual submission and obedience. Of Male domination as it applies to the feminized sissy. You are totally for His pleasure and He can do whatever He pleases sexually to you, but no physical abuse. The rooms are also monitored, the guests are not allowed to physically beat up or abuse the sissies. Punishment is spanking or paddling, sometimes the cane. And occasionally Sir will want to take His leather belt to you. That is permitted too as long as He doesn’t use the buckle. 

The hotel is very exclusive and expensive the select clientele  are expected to be gentlemanly and well mannered. But also the men are allowed & expected to be extremely dominant sexually with the sissies. Everything about sissies service to Him is for His sexual pleasure and gratification. When His door closes behind Him as He enters you literally choke with fear and arousal, until He dismisses you, you are owned by Him and His lusts. And when His door closes behind you, on your way out, you are totally in tears feeling totally used and utterly humiliated, sexually and otherwise.




The Misses are quite kind and considerate at this point, quickly taking you back downstairs to the beds. Although sometimes they might have you fetch and serve them a couple of drinks if they are bored on the overnight shifts. They will usually be sat on the lounge veranda enjoying the breeze coming off the sea, as the nights are often very sultry here, smoking and drinking wine, while you wait on them, in your sticky sex soiled nightwear. It can be very pleasant serving the Misses  in the cooling breeze, even though you are usually standing, or kneeling behind them, so not directly in the draught. But it is nice listening to them chat so casually. Also nice to smell the lovely delicate and expensive scents the Misses  like to  use wafting in the breeze. It must be satisfying  to be a Sir here. But so wonderful to be one of the dominant Ladies, the Misses or Mistress.  They are not usually much interested in you, apart from your service at this later point in the evening. But sometimes they like chat to you,  mildly teasing and chiding you, enjoying your ‘ever so sweet sissy blushes’ & it is so lovely to curtsy and kiss their bottoms when they are relaxing like this. Before they take you back down to bed.

With the guests consent the feed from all the intimate and domestic service, is also for sale online. His face is obscured with a fake AI generated image, your face covered in His cum is not.

Mistress often watches the monitor feed for Her own amusement, as do the Misses. On very rare occasions She will allow you to perch primly on the edge of the couch next to Her while we watch an item on Her large phone, that  She finds particularly pleasing. Then you might be sent for the pink cushion or one of Her strap ons or both, and blissfully wash Her panties afterwards.

It is so heavenly, in these moments  to look up in rapture and adoringly into Mistresses eyes as She relaxes after a multiple orgasmic climax. Or to perform domestic chores lovingly just for Her knowing that you are Hers.   

We are so happy and fortunate  to be one of Her sissymaids and so privileged to be Her chambermaids in Her hotel  to  earn money for Mistress to enjoy spending.