Appropriate Appetites
Mistress had been angry with me.
My cooking had lacked imagination, was stodgy and worse I had finished eating
before She had. When I foolishly demurred that boys have more voracious
appetites than women She had retorted sharply that ‘Men have bigger appetites
but sissies do not & should not…and that a sissies should satisfy a her
Mistresses appetite & her betters appetites.’
I had then been sent to fetch the
pink leather paddle. The little studded diamanté heart pattern was not as nice,
nor as cute as it had looked. Nor was it pleasant. Mistress liked to play with canes
and paddles but knows that I do not and my paddling was for punishment and as such was anything but
playful. Mistress said six, after 3 I had cried out my safe word, only to be
told there are no safewords during punishment and had my punishment doubled and
restarted.
In tears I Thanked Mistress for
disciplining me & being lenient and kind. And that She hadn’t told me to
fetch Her cane.
I was also told that my scheduled
and long awaited release had been postponed indefinitely.
For me to make amends Mistress
had given me a gourmet cook book and I was told to prepare small well presented
and tasty meals for the next two weeks. After work I had to go shopping for the
ingredients in small local shops in make up and dressed. Moreover I had to
curtsy in the shops and say thank you Sir or Miss when I was being served. I
also had to have fresh flowers on the
table for Mistress every day.
On the first evening Mistress had
tut tutted and opened Her little black book and marked some comments down. The
next day I tried much harder but only received a non committal ‘thank you
emily’ as feedback. I was allowed to sit down with Mistress and eat, slowly and
daintily. On the fourth day Mistress told me the meal was very nice but still
wrote in her black book.
I was allowed a couple of glasses
of chilled water each evening instead of
my usual light beer. But at the weekend I was permitted a couple of
glasses of our favourite liqueur.
On the last Friday morning
Mistress told me that after dinner we would be going out that evening and I
should buy some beer and put it in the fridge. I was also told that in lieu of
my release I might be permitted to please Her and possible redeem myself. I had
been so excited all day, that I had skipped home from the shops. Mistress was
later than usual coming home and when I heard the door opening I thought my
heart would burst I was so happy to see Her.
My heart nearly did burst when I
opened the door to Her & standing there with Her was a man.
‘This is Mike, emily, say hello
emily.
‘Yes Mistress….hello…’ I had
replied very, very meekly and quietly.
‘You may call him Sir, emily’
‘Yes Mistress.’
‘Tut tut’ I gulped ‘and emily ?’ Mistress said.
‘Hello & welcome Sir.’
‘That’s better emily, take Sirs
coat.’
‘Yes Mistress.’
I had fetched Mistress and Sir a
wine and one of my beers while they sat and waited for dinner to be ready.
‘So this is your sissy ?’
‘Yes it is Mike’
‘And he is locked up?’
‘She, she is locked up Mike yes.’
‘May I see ?’
‘Of course you can Mike, emily go
and show Mike your little clittie, and emily make sure you stand close to Mike,
stop hovering and dithering next to me.”
‘Yes Mistress’ I had whispered.
Mike had casually had lifted my
maids skirt and petticoats, dropped my pink panties, then idly fondled my cage
and lock to my intense embarrassment.
I looked down only to see a
growing bulge in Sirs pants. I didn’t dare look up at Him, nor look anywhere
else except at the bulge.
‘She is small isn’t she and the
cage is so tiny.’
‘She is only allowed to be the
right size Mike, emily isn’t allowed to get any bigger or hard, that would be
completely inappropriate, wouldn’t it emily ?’
‘Yes Mistress.’ I had replied red
faced and squirming while Sir idly played with the lock on my cage.
‘I’m going to have a bath before
dinner emily.’
‘Yes Mistress.’ I replied
starting to turn round to go and run Mistresses bath.
‘Oh no need for you to run it
emily, I can do it myself tonight, you can stay and entertain my guest.’
‘Mistress ?’
‘Yes emily ?’
‘How Mistress ?’
‘How does a sissy entertain one
of Mistresses male guests, emily.’
‘Mistress ?’
‘Its what we talked about isn’t
it emily, and what you said you thought you wanted isn’t it emily, to be like a
real girly emily ?’
‘Yes Mistress.’ I had whispered
blushing bright red.
Mistress laughed ‘Oh emily, your
face is a picture. Not like that silly girl’
‘Yes Mistress.’
‘Not yet at least, just stand
close to him and be a nice little flirty bimbo emily.’
I blushed bright red.
As if to ease my embarrassment or
increase it Sir patted my bottom and opened his legs pulling me almost onto His
lap.
‘That’s better emily, you can
entertain or please Sir after my bath, when I can watch.’
‘Yes Mistress.’
‘Come here, closer emily, your
Mistress has told me all about you.’ He said parting His knees even wider.
‘Yes Sir.’
He lifted my dress again and
continued to play with my lock and cage, I squirmed with embarrassment
listening and hoping desperately for Mistress upstairs.
‘Emily, put your hands down my
trousers and feel what a real man feels like, sissy.’
‘Yes Sir.’
I didn’t dare disobey.
He was very hard and tight down
there.
‘I like the way you are shrinking
in your cage while you feel my nice hard cock emily.’
‘Yes Sir, thank you Sir.’ I looked
up at him, smiling in spite of my fluster.
‘That’s better emily, I want you
to be vulnerable and blushing, but not too much.’
‘Yes Sir, thank you Sir.’
He directed one of my hands down
his shaft and around his balls, the other around him. They felt huge while he
fondled my tiny sissy cherries.
‘Do you get tight in your cage
when you are thinking about sucking emily ?’
‘Yes Sir.’ I whispered.
‘But its good that you get even
smaller now isn’t it emily, because like your Mistress says you don’t deserve
to get hard do you.’
‘No Sir I don’t’
He squeezed my cherries softly.
‘Or to cum, do you emily ?’
‘Yes Sir nor to cum.’
‘Good girl emily, fetch me
another one of those beers emily.’ He said patting my bottom.
‘Yes Sir, thank you Sir.’
Mistress came down shortly
afterwards. I looked up at her acutely embarrassed with my hands once again
down Sirs pants, slowly rubbing him up and down as he had told me to.
‘Having fun Mike ?’ She said
laughing
‘Yes thank you.’
‘Go and wash your hands emily and
fetch me a wine.’
‘Yes Mistress.’
‘Then fetch my guest another beer
and you may serve dinner, I hope its good tonight sissy.’
‘Yes Mistress.’
After dinner at which I wasn’t allowed
to sit with Mistress & Her guest nor to have any dinner. Mistress said She didn’t
want to ruin my appetite. They both sat down in the lounge. Mistress told me to
go and kneel next to Sir and see if He wanted anything.
He patted my bottom again and opened
the zip on his jeans.
‘Emily don’t swallow straight
away, savour the taste.’ Mistress told me.
My mouth felt very full.
‘Open your mouth and show me
emily.’
‘Now you may swallow now emily.’
I slowly swallowed careful not to gulped it
down.
‘Thank You Mistress.’
‘And what do you say emily?’
‘Thank You Sir.’
‘That’s better emily.’
‘Good girl emily.’ Sir had said
patting my head as I knelt between his legs.
‘Go and clean your face & wash
your hands emily then fetch me a wine.’
‘Yes Mistress.’
‘Was she a good girl Mike?’
‘Quite pleasant.’
‘Good make sure you tell your
friends Mike, emily needs lots of practice’
He laughed
‘I need to get going,
thanks for dinner and emily’s eager little mouth.’
‘You are welcome Mike, call round
any time.’
She looked down at me.
‘And what do you say emily ?.’
‘Thank You Sir, please call round
again Sir.’
‘That’s better emily, fetch Sirs coat & see him to the door.’
‘Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.’
After Sir had gone Mistress told
me to kneel at her feet, opened her legs and put her knees over my shoulders
pulling me close.
‘Mistress, I’m sorry I was so
nervous and embarrassed.’
‘That’s ok emily, I thought you
were quite endearing.’
‘Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.’
‘When you first came home with
him Mistress, I thought You were going to sleep with him Mistress.’
‘Oh don’t be silly emily, that’s your
sissy job, pleasing men, and pleasing me.’
‘Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.’
She pulled me closer, very close.
‘And I did very much enjoy that
emily.’
‘Yes Mistress.’
‘In fact you gave me quite an
appetite emily.’
Afterwards Mistress lifted Her
knees from around my neck and lay back sighing happily.
‘Go and wash your face and hands
emily and fetch me another wine please emily.’
‘Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.’
‘Oh and you can have one of your
beers now emily, I think you may have one left.’
‘Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress.’
‘But I think you have had enough
to eat tonight haven’t you emily.’
‘Thank You Mistress. Mistress may
I change my panties as well Mistress ?’
I hadn’t noticed Mistress holding
Candy Cane before. Until She lifted the front of my dress with it.
‘When did that happen emily, when
you were pleasing Sir or pleasing me.’
‘I don’t know Mistress, it just
comes out Mistress, I don’t feel it coming out till I notice I am all wet
Mistress.’
‘Silly emily….yes emily, but if
you are going to be such a wet little sissy next time you can wear them all
night.’
‘Yes Mistress thank You Mistress.’
‘I’m sure Mike will be telling
his gay & bi friends all about you emily.’
‘Yes Mistress.’
‘I may start expecting you to
earn tips emily.’
‘Yes Mistress.’
‘Kneel next to my feet for a
while and you may massage my feet soon emily.’
‘Yes Mistress thank You Mistress.’
