Kiss

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To kiss softly, obediently adoringly, aching and longing to please Her

Tuesday, 11 April 2023

Miss's first night (part 1)

 





Miss Herself, had joined the scene enthusiastically after one such party night.

She had been part of a group of women who had paid for the risqué experience  of watching the sissies and their Master and maybe some of the clients, as part of a big girls night out. At first Miss had been hesitant and reluctant to participate.  Satisfied to just watch curious and slightly scandalized. Chatting to other girls in the group and drinking wine . But a short while into the evening one of the sissies had been collected  from her first party of the evening.  A party group of 5 men who had all  enthusiastically spanked and fucked her ass. She was mincing delicately and Miss had asked the sissy quite naively why. The sissy mollified by Miss’s interested supportive tone, had replied almost tearfully why her behind was tender and sore. 

Mostly the early evening clients just want fellatio. Sometimes fellatio then quickly anal, but mostly just a blow job, sometimes a group blow job, before the guys go out to party. Sissy will get a nice faceful of bukkake as well as plenty to swallow as her reward. Usually the sissy Master knows what the client wants, but doesn't tell sissy, why should/would He anyway ?  & so she doesnt know until she is delivered to the client. Often the sissy Master will tease sissy, anxious as she always is, that she is going to a big party, while they on the way, if it amuses him to. Sissy will be especially vulnerable and anxious to please when she arrives which of course makes her fellatio that much more subservient and sweeter

But tonight sissies first party had been a group of 5 men who were already boisterous and horny, very eager. They had all spanked sissy in turn and fucked her ass not particularly gently. Real Men and clients are never that gentle with sissies but some are more eager than others. The sissy Master always discretely makes sure nothing gets out of hand. They had paid & tipped extremely well, so the bimbo master was very pleased, with His first call of the night. Though he made sure to always treat sissy very brusquely as if her performance and subsequent tips had been very disappointing.

The other ladies listened to sissy somewhat but not particularly sympathetically giggling at the details. Laughing  and enjoying their evening and the drinks sissy served each with obsequious curtsy. Which made them giggle and smirk and treat the sissy even more patronizingly, just as she deserved to be. Sissy wasn't given anything to drink or freshen her mouth, that was still fusty from licking the clients clean after sex. The other 4 sissies, bound gagged and blindfolded, sat and squirmed in silence, listening to the teasing, waiting anxiously for their turn to be delivered to clients.   

She was just a paid for sissy after all and not really their concern. 

How did she expect to be treated dressed like that, she was asking for it. 

And if she didn’t want to be treated like that she wouldn’t have chosen to be a sissy would she. 

Maybe sissy was just upset because she wanted to suck and swallow instead of just being bent over and fucked in her ass. 

They all enjoyed their drinks giggling and patronized sissy telling her to stop pretending she didn’t love it really.

To Her own surprise Miss was amused but also annoyed by sissy's pathetic tearful report. Suddenly She became very angry, hearing in Her own mind every pathetic excuse by every pathetic boyfriend who had let Her down in the past, every beta boyfriend who had failed to give Her an orgasm or was just generally inconsiderate or underwhelming in bed. Boys who deserved to be sissies. She became incredibly aroused by sissy's story and her own anger.  Intoxicated with the immediate tangibility  of dominance & power. 

She had asked the sissy how dare she bother her superiors with such petty trivial complaints. And that she should be grateful for the opportunity to serve, Her and Her friends on their evening out. And to please  real Men and earn money for her Mistress to enjoy spending. And that sissy needed to be punished for such disobedience. Sissy could tell Miss was getting quite excited as She scolded her, sissies are always acutely aware of female arousal signs. The other ladies less so but still just a little. 

Miss asked the pimp, or sissy Master how sissies were normally disciplined and kept obedient. He replied casually that for punishment He sometimes preferred to use his belt. There was an audible gasp of muffled fear from the sissies, they knew His belt well. Or with his big rough hands a hard spanking was often enough. The sissies squirmed in fright at that too, He noted with satisfaction the tiny sounds of squelching as the sissies squirmed on their dildo plugs. This aroused Miss even more, but She asked what if one of the women wanted to punish a sissy. The sissy Master indicated the crops hanging next to the seated sissies.  The pink leather crops were more for show and play, but the implement was still springy enough to be painfully effective if desired.

Miss had ordered the sissy to immediately bend over and tightly hold her ankles. Then after watching sissy obey and quaking fearfully, in that position for a minute or so,  changed her mind and decided to use one of the cuff sets instead. The sex or rape cuffs held sissies wrists securely against  the small of her back and her rear totally exposed and vulnerable. Taking one of the provided crops She stood behind sissy almost giddy with arousal as sissy sobbed with fright. Miss decided to silence sissy and pulled down her panties roughly.

After hearing sissies pathetic cries of fear and whimpering She removed sissies panties and stuffed them into her mouth to silence her.  

These are filthy you sissy slut. The panties were still disgustingly thick and sticky with cum. Miss told sissy with contempt pushing the soiled pink satin panties deep into sissies mouth. 

The Bimbo Master told Her that usually Mistresses prefer to gag their sissies with their own freshly warm and often moist panties for punishment or penetration.  The other ladies were just watching curiously. Miss felt a sudden wave of warm arousal flood her thighs. Yes that would be good, She thought vowing that the next time she did this She would bring a spare pair of panties to change into. And there would be a next time she decided. What an excellent and humiliating way to gag a bothersome inferior sissy She thought. Although in this case the sissies own sticky panties were adequate.

She then gave sissy six stinging lashes across  her bottom. For daring to have the temerity to bother Her with such trivial complaints. Each one increasing in intensity, and pausing in between each stroke just for a moment to let the throbbing smarting pain build before the next lash. Then another 6 stinging strokes across the back of her upper legs. For having such filthy panties and to remind her to be grateful & more obedient and pleasing with the customers. 

It was exhilarating and liberating. In the same way a sissy never forgets her first caning or spanking. A Mistress always remembers that first time, the pleasure and sense of power, the sound of the whip and the sound of it hitting flesh. How a sissies sobs make it even more pleasurable. 

When She had finished sissy kissed the whip and curtsied thanking Miss for punishing Her so She could be more pleasing and thanking Miss for being so lenient. That amused Miss a great deal and She was almost tempted to repeat the cropping. She idly wondered how Her own very hot and warm panties would taste to sissy and resolved to bring at least one fresh pair to change to the next time She did this, and She very much intended to do it again.

Sissy was instructed to serve more drinks but the other girls had decided it was time to move on with their night out. They were already slightly bored with this part of the evening. They were also more than a little surprised by the sudden turn in events especially seeing their friend so evidently enjoying punishing the sissy. There wasn't much sympathy for the sissy she deserved it after all, just a little surprise at the turn of events.

In any case it was time to move on with the evening, but as they were getting ready to go to another club, much more vanilla this time. Miss told the her friends She was staying behind for a couple of minutes, to have a smoke and to freshen up. Promising to catch up with the group slightly later. But She never did rejoin the group that evening. 

Instead She stayed chatting eagerly with the bimbo Master, almost giddy with her questions. Miss had then asked Him to change the list so that the sissy would also be selected for the very next large party of horny men And if She could escort sissy there. Unless specifically asked for the sissies usually went in turn.  This surprised the bimbo Master but he could see that Miss was very excited by the prospect. & that She would most likely tip very well, so shrugged and said why not.  He kept the sissies well lubed anyway, so he wasnt worried about any damage to the merchandise, by another gang bang. The lube protected sissy from any tearing or unsightly bruising and also made her feel very tight. Very pleasantly tight and moist for her clients that is. The lubes make a sissies ass feel like a very tight but flexible tube for the client along the whole length of penetration, very, very enjoyable for the man. For the sissy it is very tight, not painful but uncomfortable and heightens the sense of total penetration. Involuntarily she will squirm and grind firmly but futilely against the cock or strap on. Adding greatly to His enjoyment as do her cries of sexual protest.

So Miss  rather than the whore  Master  had taken the leashed sissy to the next party and had encouraged the already excitable group to paddle sissy. Most vanilla groups are reluctant to spank too hard or very much at all, let alone use the paddle on  sissies. But with Miss eager  encouragement, sissy was bent over the table & robustly paddled. Till her bottom was reddened and smarting.

Sissy was ordered to get up to serve drinks & was then   once again pushed face down onto  the table, bent over with legs spread wide. All 4 men now very horny and excitable turn took her anally, one after the other. When they had all finished, there was still some time to go so sissy spent the rest of the time serving more drinks and  cleaning the men with her tongue, and sucking them off in turn. After the boys had finished with sissy Miss took sissy back to the limo and cropped her again for not tidying up the party room sufficiently & getting herself into  such a slutty sticky mess.

The whore Master laughed as she brought sissy back, looking very flushed and well used indeed. He slapped her ass hard and told her get herself cleaned up as she looked like a cheap filthy whore. Sissy hurriedly obeyed cleaning herself with her panties then licking them clean and perfuming herself and applying more make up and lots more lip gloss. He was  very pleased by the amount of extra tips sissy had brought back from the party. Already he had earned more than half the usual evenings takings. And the evening hadn't really started yet. His bonus would be very good this weekend.

Sissy was told to serve drinks as it was already a humid evening and He and Miss were thirsty, especially Miss after supervising sissy at the last party.   

  


Miss & the bimbo master, sat chatting and drinking sitting comfortably on the two bucket seats of the limo. Facing them on the long seat the  sissies all squeezed together, bound gagged and hooded. Vulnerable & frightened Listening To Miss and the master chat and laugh,  waiting their turn to for a client or sent to a party. Sissy, was  kept on her knees on the carpeted floor in front of the pair  in cuffs now, & spent the next half hour  sucking off at least 5 or was it six  clients who came to the limo for fellatio. It was getting ready to be a busy and a hot and sticky night. At least the air con over the bucket seats was turned to max. the rear seat and on the carpeted floor it was turned off. The sissies were just spayed with cheap perfume to keep them sweet smelling for the clients

The sissies were each assigned a name for the night for the convenience of the bimbo Master and the clients. It also helped with ratings and punishment too, though sometimes one sissy was punished for anothers failings, but that was unimportant and sometimes amusing. The sissies were named roxi, lola, candi, etc. The sissies never got to choose, their slutty names. Sissy had been named candi for the evening and Miss had laughed that she was getting plenty of candi to swallow tonight.  

In between oral sissy-candi would uncuffed and be told to take off her panties and wipe her face clean of cum then lick the panties clean before putting them back on. Her slutty makeup was mostly smudge and waterproof. She just needed to straighten her hair and apply lots more lip gloss between blow jobs. Each sissy had two pairs of panties, one pair to wear and one pair to wait gagged with for the next client, swapping them over each time. The tight briefs  were a very  glossy and shiny material, and by the end of the evening would very sticky. It was perfect for sissies who were denied to cum to be squirming in sticky panties, thick with a real mans cum.

Sissy wiped her face with her panties and knelt to kiss Misses bottom, curtysing & quite pathetically thanked Miss for keeping her under discipline and making sure she earned good

tips for her Mistress and the bimbo master and said she hoped Miss had had a good time and would enjoy the rest of Her evening. Miss dismissed sissy with a wave of Her hands.
Miss thanked & tipped the bimbo Master very generously for such an informative & entertaining evening and grabbed an Uber to the club for dominants and sissy submissives, that the whore master  recommended. 

After Miss had left the bimbo master was feeling horny and told sissy to kneel on the floor. Cuffing her He pushed sissy face down on the limo floor, ass in the air. He pulled sissys's sticky panties off and gagged her with them, then spanked her soundly, she was sobbing his hard hands hurts so much, but she was grateful he wasn't using his belt, before spreading her cheeks & removed her butt plug so he could  fuck her. 

He was a very big man, not quite but almost as big as Mistresses favourite strap on. And he was less gentle and patient, more forceful than Mistress when She pegged Her sissy. He like most  bimbo masters was very well endowed. Bigger than a lot of women would be comfortable with, even those who liked well endowed men. And he was especially big for anal. And he did enjoy intimidating and fucking sissies with his large cock. 

For locked sissies forever kept tiny and soft every erect cock was dauntingly massive and intimidating. When you were sucking him or being penetrated by him. And every ejaculation was thick and impossibly sticky to hold in your mouth and swallow. sissies looked up at real men in awe and sexual submission. But the sissy Master was very big as most were.

For the denied sissy every woman was gorgeous and impossible sexy. Her cleavage, Her bottom, Her legs, every aspect of a real Womans naturally curvy body, irresistibly arousing. every aspect of Her femininity, every gesture, every sign of excitement so tantalizing, so exaggerated in sissies mind, tormenting her libido,  squirming helplessly in chastity. And with and for  Mistress sissy was so utterly helpless and lost in love and lust for Her, so desperate to be with Her, to be attentive and loving for Her.   

   




The lubes kept the sissies extremely tight but so very slippery  and lubricated for penetration. Very easy and pleasant for the clients but tight and difficult  for the sissy being penetrated. Her moans and sobs of distress were not fake, but were very pleasing especially when muffled by panties stuffed into her mouth. He was very big and especially stout and the sissies would squirm in fright being chosen by him, for fellatio, sissies must always deep throat, or anal.   

It was a perk of the job to enjoy the sissies in any way & whenever he chose to. And He rather enjoyed seeing the look of apprehension on sissies faces when he opened His trousers. As they gasped at the prospect of anal or oral. and even his regular little whores feared being chosen by him.   

The Mistresses who employed the bimbo Masters also took delight in choosing a bimbo Master who would be keep the sissies intimidated by His size and His macho dominance, as well as His uncompromising strictness with the sissies. It meant the sissies performed more eagerly and earned more. Not that the Mistresses, needed the money, usually The Mistress was very well off and also by taking ownership of the sissy acquired, his former assets usually a generous trust fund. But the roleplay was enjoyable, and sissy was always made acutely aware that Mistress used the money earned for Her own treats and pampering.  And also the sissies were very, very eager to serve Mistress perfectly after a night out. All of the bimbo or whore Masters were very well endowed and very dismissive and patronizing to the sissies. So they  all felt like cheap slutty whores to be pimped out.  

Even for experienced sissies its one thing to perform fellatio on a, or be pegged with a strap on. And a very different emotional and physical experience to suck and be penetrated with a real throbbing thrusting cock. And especially a big man like him. 

He did enjoy candi's muffled fearful cries as split her ass cheeks and anus. Loud and alarmed even though muffled by the sticky panties stuffed into her mouth. Made even more pleasurable by the sight of the other blindfolded and gagged sissies squirming in fright on the back seat of  the limo. All hqad been used at least once tonight and a few more than once, so the insides of  glossy panties although licked clean, felt to the sissies as if they thick and sticky with cum and lube. The rear seat was padded but very firm and the way the sissies were made to sit or perch made them feel as if they were impaled on their dildo's which were always kept at near to max length and stiff fullness for these nights out. He & Mistress were soon to be investing in a new seating arrangement that would wireless lock the dildo's in position, so that the sissies would feel even more so massively impaled on the very enlarged and thick cocks and squirm even more sweetly until they were chosen. The video feed for potential customers would be able to see the sissies squirming and squelching on the seat with the sissies nicely gagged and blindfolding but panting with excitement and eagerness to serve. all the sissies were pretty and delicately petite, rather than curvy. The hormones and treatment were very effective at feminizing or effeminizing the sissies. They were quite lovely little sex toys, though most men didn't really pay too much attention to their pretty little faces, apart from to enjoy blowing into them.   

Most women still didnt care for anal in any case. Nor for fellatio after the  phase of youthful experimentation and enthusiasm, had lapsed. Both  were mostly regarded as too subservient for dominant real women, Mainly for male gratification & pleasure, rather than equal & mutually pleasurable. She would be the recipient of oral pleasure, rather than the giver. And She generally preferred a smooth soft sissies mouth and agile tongue down there, rather than a mans stubble no matter how short.  

Which was  another reason with sissy whores were popular with men and especially parties. Sissy had


better be avidly obedient and pleasing, especially so for fellatio. serving and performing whatever the client wanted,  and fervidly attentive to the clients pleasure, and total satisfaction.

After the whore master  had finished cumming, he made sissy lick him clean and watched her swallow his sticky mess, on her knees in front of him, while he enjoyed a smoke and a cold beer. Then told her to get cleaned up and ready for the next party, He happily informed the other waiting sissies it was a going to be a busy night for them all, with lots of parties, As it was holiday weekend, and the night was just getting started.

The limo started to move to the next drop off, there were muffled but audible gasps & sobs  from the sissies as they squirmed prettily and choked in fright on their gags.  

The bimbo master laughed and told them all again how It was  going to be a busy night and a very busy


one for his limo of sissies, and for sissy candi especially so. If she was a good sissy though he might let her suck his cock before taking them all home, or even fuck her ass again. He didnt often have favourites but every so often he would enjoy using a particular sissy more often than the others for  a few days or so.

He also had developed a sideline with one of the exclusive lap dance clubs. The girls in the clubs were strictly off limits just there to lap dance. But there was a back room lounge where the sissies could be enjoyed, If the customer got excited by the lapdance. And of course they usually did get very excited. The customers had to pay to enter the lounge and pay for the particular service they desired from sissy. The lady who had performed the lapdance also got a share in the fees. To add to the humiliation for the sissies the lapdancers would often tease them terribly dancing closely in their faces quite derisorily, before sissy started to serve the client. Most of the ladies were not sympathetic to the sissies and often treated them with derision and worse. Just as the little whores the sissies were seen to be. And the lapdancers would take their breaks in the lounge sitting in groups on around one of the corner tables smoking and drinking, laughing scornfully  at the sissies. She, the clubs owner, the Mistress and the bimbo master all shared the profits and tips. It was highly profitable but tonight wasn't one of those nights, but He was already very pleased with tonight's takings.

Sissy was constantly  told what a cheap little fuck and suck she was.  Then he would casually  boast to a customer or Mistresses about the clothes and cars he had earned from the sissies service. Whilst sissy was on her knees in front of a paying client. 

Miss had gotten an Uber to the dominants club called discreetly M & S & sissy’s. And Miss had joined as a paying visitor, with all the extras  available immediately, to lady guests.

Inside the small club there were a few Men and women sat around tables being served by a few sissies in pretty uniforms. As She chatted to a friendly mixed group at one of the tables It was explained to Her, that a lot of the sissies were in training or consideration to be taken into private ownership. And that sissies in white panties were still virgins and just there to serve drinks. Those in white panties with a pink ribbon round one ankle were also available for male oral use. Those in pink panties were available for both oral and anal pleasure. And those with a pink panties and pink ribbon tied round the left ankle were for female oral enjoyment. Those with the ribbon on the right ankle were available for oral and pegging. 

Even so it was easy for a sissy to end up losing her ribbon or be put in the wrong coloured panties, accidentally or on purpose. Sissy  would be severely punished for this but for the male superiors it was just a minor lapse in etiquette, a little bit of fun. It was seen as very bad form for a Mistress to use another Mistresses sissy without explicit consent though. Though some of the Mistresses often enjoyed pre arranged rape games. Where sissy terrified but not allowed to refuse  was used by a Mistress. And sissy would be punished in any case, that was part of the game. 

There was relatively few sissies for female use, as Most Mistresses even though they might send or take their sissies regularly to the clubs to serve men,  preferred female monogamy from their sissies. Male use generally didn’t count. But there were a few serving drinks and cleaning whilst waiting eagerly to serve intimately.

Miss had chatted briefly to the group at Her table then quickly chosen and taken one of the clubs pretty pink pantied and ribboned sissies to one of the private rooms. She spent mostly the next hour in ecstacy on the leather couch with the sissy between Her thighs, climaxing powerfully several times. Later there was a knock at the door and one of experienced Mistresses came in and introduced Miss to the pleasures of pegging the sissy and She had never ever looked or even glanced back since that night.

How wonderful it was to a woman & a superior here as She penetrated sissy for the third time. She and the other Mistress and another lady who had joined them, were taking turns pegging sissy, in between enjoying drinks, cannabis smokes, cocaine and the sissy. Who was serving drinks and cleaning the couch which was quite slick with excitement, then bending over again.
How wonderful it was to be a Woman here Miss thought, She spared a brief thought for candi and the other sissies in the limo. Swollen but tiny and soft in their chastity while they served their superiors. and that just made Miss enjoy pegging this sissy that much more.    


Part 2

Doctors visit.

 


Mistress would schedule regular examinations with Her doctor for me. Naturally it was a female doctor and one who had Her own sissy. She also had another sissy who acted as  a nurse. She wasn’t really a nurse as that role  is far too complicated for a sissy, but She acted as the doctors assistant. she was very pretty in her pvc uniform and I was quite jealous of Mistresses openly covetous looks at the nurse.

I would be put in stirrups that kept me on all fours with my legs spread wide. The doctor would remove my cage and examine my soft clitty. The sissy nurse would examine inside my anal cavity and pass a camera up there. Mistress didn’t like any other women penetrating me, if it wasn’t absolutely necessary.

After the very thorough examination I would be locked in my chastity and plugged again, and I would serve coffee or tea while the two ladies discussed any treatment I might need or be recommended. At first my hormone dosage was increased in quise large gradients, and my cage size increased. The doctor also made recommendations about plug size, gradually increasing it until it was over 12 inches in length. Now though usually my dosage was maintained and any new treatments were discussed. Because of the hormones my skin had grown very soft, smooth and completely hairless. All
my muscles were slender and toned. Under more radical treatments my waist had thinned considerably, my bottom though firm had rounded and swollen sweetly. I had also developed smallish buds for breasts and constantly  tender nipples. The bones structure in my body and especially my face had softened considerably.

Some sissies needed circumcising but I had already been clipped as Mistress called it. Though the doctor



did also tidy up a little down there and also performed a frenectomy, to greatly enhance the agility of my tongue. My lips had been plumped nicely and my hair was lightened so it is quite a pretty platinum blonde. Kept in  a sissy bob with very slight pink tinges.

The drugs also reduced my height a little although I was already not very tall. The ideal shape for a sissy is that of a boyishly thin model.

The sissy nurse no longer needed, was told to stand facing the wall  while the 2 ladies discussed me. On some visits if the Mistress had a boyfriend present the nurse could serve him while the women discussed the sissy patient. On this occasion I found it rather disconcerting to have her stood facing the wall where I am often sent to stand in silence.

Mistress and the doctor chatted for some time, often with little amused looks at me as I stood nervously in front of them. I have been conditioned to never eavesdrop on superiors conversations, unless they wanted me to, so didn’t hear anything that they discussed.

Any treatments or medication the doctor had recommended  was not usually ever discussed with me. Once when the doctor had asked me about the hormones I had answered candidly that they make me very emotional and tearful and especially around Mistresses period times. Incidentally sissies always feel compelled to be open truthful and candid to their superiors and owners, no matter how humiliating or disadvantageous it will can be and usually is.

The doctor would feel inside my bottom too, checking my prostrate. Commenting on how, yes it did feel just a normal for a sissy, and that i didn't need to be milked just as there was no need for me to cum. The need to be milked was just the same as my aching need to cum and was desirable for a sissy. In any case i sometimes had a tiny little leak in the nighttime, She pulled her face in disdain a little at that, but that was more than enough. If there ever was a more serious problem, the full snip could be performed. I noted in satisfaction tat the nurse visibly blanched at that, but so did I and the two ladies laughed quite gaily at our evident fluster.  

“They are so attached to their tiny things.” The doctor laughed “maybe it would be kinder to clip them as soon as they enter service.”

Mistress sighed

“But less enjoyable” the doctor added.

Both ladies laughed as we squirmed fearfully

The doctor and Mistress had smiled and pooh poohed my concerns, telling me that was exactly the desired effect and increased the  dosage. Nor was  I consulted or even informed beforehand about the many physical changes that were being made to my body either chemically or surgically. Although these were all recorded for legal reasons. If Mistress and I were ever to separate or divorce I would never be able to afford to pay for any of the reverse procedures. And owners supported by a network and community of Mistresses and Sirs always found loopholes to avoid paying anything to their recalcitrant ex property.

The doctor had supervised my shrinking chastity devices. The advanced silicon device I wore now was tiny with absolutely no space to expand in whatsoever. So much so that the slightest arousal made it quite uncomfortable, for example just thinking about Mistress, ironing & washing Her clothes and bed sheets. Moreover if I was serving Mistress, and more recently Sir I would throb and ache terribly in the tiny device. From the inside this felt completely inflexible from the outside when Mistress or Sir examined or fondled me it felt warm and flexible. The device fully enclosed my sissy cherries too and combined with the deep urethral insert it controlled me completely The silicon was fully self cleaning and infused with strong estrogen.

My 12" butt plug very deep stout & rigid now, also with enhanced exaggerated phallic shape. Was also recommended by Her and Miss too. As well as being also infused with a very high dosage of estrogen the plug was made with very slippery self lubing silicon. That made me feel totally full and slippery at the same time. So that I would feel myself squelch and squirm constantly grinding on the plug.

And a special treatment that kept my bleached bottom. My pursed sissy pussy was now pink coloured. That kept my bottom always pleasurably tight for Sir, or Mistresses strap on. And uncomfortably tight for me. Miss loved the way I moaned and struggled as She penetrated me and so Her boyfriends did too. 

The cock gag that Mistress used for punishment or often just for Her amusement was similarly carefully selected so that it filled my mouth and the back of my throat fully and I would have an overwhelming feeling of near  gagging & choking, but never actually choking. I had also had hormonal implants that could be remotely controlled and triggered so that my plug could feel to me hugely expanded and even more rigid even though the device was actually the same size. The implants also controlled when I was allowed to pee, and could be used to control or allow orgasms or near orgasms when & if Mistress wanted that for me. Plus an extremely wide variety of other emotional and physical triggers.

The doctors helped Mistresses and Sirs to manipulate have near total control of their sissies bodies and emotions as was only right and proper.    

Satisfied with my examination the doctor rose to leave and patted my bottom patronizingly. I knelt behind Her and kissed Her bottom, then curtsied deeply to Her. Sissy nurse and I also exchanged little demure curtsies.

Mistress pleased patted my bottom then the sissy nurses bottom, which made me feel very jealous. As was fully intended.

After the visit I served Mistress some lunch. I was sent back to my chores. She had relaxed in the


garden, before going out for the afternoon.

Monday, 10 April 2023

Sissy service on demand

 




As well as sissy waitresses at the beach and café or maids at the club and intimate chamber maids for the male guests in the overnight hotels. there was also an escort service that some owners sent their sissies to. The sissies would be dressed up in lurid sexy outfits and collected in a big pink stretch limo, or van. They would be under the control of a flambuyant and extremely muscular looking and very dominant male, Often although this was very ironically stereotypical he might be black too. Also he would have a range of legal party drugs and sexual enhancing drugs to dispense. 
He would forcibly chaperone sissies to various parties or individuals to perform sexual services for fee paying customers. He was referered to variously as  the sissy Master, the Pimp, the Sir, Master, bimbo Master, whore Master, slut Master. The sissies all called him master though when they were in his charge and he usually refered to the sissies as whore or slut.  
The sissies would be taken and delivered gagged, cuffed and blindfolded to their clients. Some of The clients were usually part of the scene, a group of Sirs who wanted a sissy to gang bang and serve them at a party, but the sissies didn’t usually know this as the ‘pimps’ or clients  didn’t usually visit the sissies Mistresses houses.



Frequently the sissies would also be rented out to groups of usually straight men, who wanted  a sissy to perform sexual services for a party night. The sissy performing extremely intimate lap dances, oral and anal, usually group anal and oral. Whatever the customer expected (within set limits) & was willing to pay for. Sissy was not allowed to demur, the transaction was between her clients and her Mistress. For stag do’s and parties this was seen as totally socially acceptable arrangement. Sissies, were seen as naturally inferior, submissve objectifiable sexual playthings. By contrast it was totally illegal and socially unacceptable  to 
treat a female, gay or trans prostitute in this extremely demeaning manner. Sissy parties however we discreetly but advertised and available.

The parties and occasions were expensive and highly profitable for the owners. A Mistress who owned a popular sissy or sometimes several sissies, or establishments would have to pay a considerable amount in tax. She could however claim sissies clothing, hormones, medical bills even food and housing costs as tax deductible. Also and humiliatingly by the terms of the sissy contract a sissy could be listed as stock or merchandise.

 

Throughout the evening when the sissies weren’t being hired out they would wait  in the back of the limo , or van, cuffed, gagged and hooded, choking with anticipation & fright.

Sometimes one of the clients would get into the back of the limo for fellatio and the other sissies would be sat there listening blindfolded while the sissy was paddled and used. They would listen squirming fearful and vulnerable as the sissy was paid for and her service commented on. And sometimes when the sissy was whipped or punished for a failing to fully satisfy her client. 

The pimp had a special thick strap, or riding  crop to punish the sissies with and a thin springy crop to hurry sissies along with. The sissies were frequently punished throughout the evening, while the other sissies listened helplessly waiting their inevitable turn.

He as well as Mistress and the online booking system strictly made sure that all the clients were clean and healthy, were not overly drunk or high. And most importantly had absolutely no history of violence, or abuse. The sissies could to be enjoyed and exploited in a submissive sexually role but only in an adult but fun  environment. Fun for the clients that is. Any other sort of behaviour was strictly not tolerated, one strike, either during the session, or any stalking or other unwanted behaviour and a customer was blacklisted. The Master didnt often have to intervene but if he needed to he did.  



On most nights but not always a Mistress would supervised the sissies alongside the male bimbo master. She would use a very springy riding crop to hurry the sissies into obedience. She would also enjoy being quite expert at punishing sissy with the springy crop, especially on the backs of the sissies thighs. Sometimes this would a woman with a group of friends who wasnt part of the scene but wanted to pay for try the experience as part of a girls night out or even a hen do. To Her surprise She would often quickly find herself enjoying bossing the sissies around and punishing them. But would usually be disapointed when she found out that the sissies intimate service were for male clients usually. However She could go to one of the sissies clubs and enjoy one of the sissies there as a guest. It was another valuable way of encouraging women into the scene.

Miss Herself, had joined the scene enthusiastically after one such party night. 

Some of the sissies were permitted to build to an almost climax, when a Sir was fucking their ass  or whilst they were sucking Sirs manly cock, especially gagging whilst deep throating  Him. Sissy feels her

excitement growing out of control and building incredibly infinitely close to the edge of orgasm, both deep in her ass and in her swollen but still soft and tiny sissy clitty. Only for the feeling of near bliss or ecstasy to instantly dissolve into an empty melted nothingness as Sir cums. When he erupts in pleasure spurting thickly inside her, sissy will feel a total submission to Him and His pleasure. Sissy will be left
feeling utterly humiliated and used totally submissive, licking him clean or swallowing his sticky pleasure obediently.

Apparently it is especially pleasurable for Sir if sissy starts to feel herself climaxing while performing fellatio, as Sir pushes deep into sissies mouth and sissy struggles with the gag reflex. Or while sissy is held face down on the bed struggling and sobbing into her gag with near orgasm as Sir cums inside her. Miss and Mistress have discussed this quite a lot recently and Miss is soon going to allow Her sissy to have the foiled sissygasms when sissy is serving Her boyfriends. Or rather to allow Her boyfriends to enjoy Her sissies interupted sisssygasms. Maybe she would enjoy this  during pegging too eventually. Mistress had told Miss not for me just yet.


The eventual aim was to make sissy feel nearly as needy and excited about serving Sir’s vulgar rough pleasures as they felt about serving Mistress intimately and lovingly. And also that whenever there was  a male guest that sissy would feel totally vulnerable and attentive to Sir. To the point that when Sir dismisses sissy or sends her back to her chores, she will leave nearly or in tears. Which is both quite pathetically lovely and amusing to watch.

Neither Mistress or Miss nor many of Her friends would ever let their sissies have a full sissygasms


though. Miss had laughed that if any of Her boyfriends or sissies clients managed to make sissy cum, then there would be an extra charge and sissy would be severely punished. And  might eventually find herself being sold to one of these men or one of the clubs.

Although I knew that Mistress didn’t have this in mind for me yet, it still made me feel very vulnerable and squirming, frightened just to hear about it. Miss did enjoy teasing me about it with salacious tales, especially if She knew that Her boyfriend or one of the other men was coming over later to amuse themselves with me. She would comment on how I squelched and grinded on my plug as She teased me, and how excited I looked, even though She knew full well how vulnerable and fretful it made me.

Especially as Mistress often allowed me to listen to sissy radio during the day. No news or current events, just sweetly sick love songs and lessons. Cooking and household tips. There was also a woman’s hour which concentrated on serving Mistress intimately. And a new Sirs hour, mainly about fellatio tips. It wasn’t deemed necessary to have anal tips as Sir and Mistresses enjoyed it when I struggled face down on the sheets or workbench. The more I helplessly struggled and moaned feebly into my gag the more enjoyable it was for them. 

Mistress would get quite aroused chatting about this and after Miss and any other guests had left I would often be summoned from my chores and sent for the strap on, or my pink cushion and very often both.




 

Mistress and the beach


Mistress was going to the beach today with Her boyfriend and some other friends. It was  a very hot morning already, the coast was about an hours drive away. Her current boyfriend had  a very nice convertible sports car. Mistress had one too but She preferred to be driven, so She could enjoy a few glasses of wine in the coastal breeze. In the past some Mistresses used sissy chauffeuses either personal or as a service. But generally these days sissies are not permitted to drive, as it is too complicated for our pretty little sissy heads. In a similar fashion we are not permitted labour saving devices and all our domestic chores are performed by hand and love.

Moreover these were everyday things that were traditionally enforced on or denied to women in the past. So sissies are not allowed to drive, touch, handle or earn money for themselves, not to own property, speak without permission, vote, Mistress uses my vote. Or any independence, not to choose what to wear Mistress chooses. Housework and other menial chores are nearly always to be done by hand.

In a reversal of the 40’s and 50’s sexual roles where men used to cum and didn’t really care if the women climaxed or not. Good sissies are not allowed to cum and only Mistress or Sirs pleasure is important.

 

It was  a very warm already & Mistress had arranged for some maintenance work on the house and garden. She normally used special firms who employed women for this work, and who were supportive or at least understanding of the lifestyle. She preferred to keep me out of the way of rough workmen where possible. If it was absolutely necessary, which had happened on several occasions, I would be locked in my tiny bedroom all day until the work was done.

However The workers coming today were all women, and although they never said so, I think were all gay. They were quite naturally patronizing and dismissive towards me, though they did like teasing me about my pretty maids uniform. I would serve them tea or coffee and sandwiches when they were taking their breaks. Otherwise I was to stay out of the way and in keep busy with my chores inside the house.

This morning I had dried and scented Mistress after Her shower and helped Her to choose Her outfits and to get dressed. Mistress was wearing a lovely pair of fashionable leather shorts, and She  noticed I gotten myself rather  excited kissing Her bottom.

She had asked me teasingly if I wanted to come to the beach too and see Her and all the other women
at 
the beach in Her sexy bikini.

Or because I was a sissy all the well muscled boys at the beach. Not that I would have time to look as I would be on my knees before the boys all day.

Mistress and Sir were just going to the ordinary beach but there was special  resort and beach just for sissies and their superiors. The beach was strictly for the superiors but the resort café and bar  had sissy waitress service. The sissies all wore tight shiny latex waitress uniforms and usually spent most of their time on their knees pleasing the boys. While the women swam and sunbathed. There were hot little beach huts where the boys could take the waitresses for more intimate service. The sissies wore latex because it looks very sexy and it is easier to wipe or lick clean, even though it is hot and sticky to wear.

The sissy waitresses at the beach like the maids at the club and café were usually sent there by their


owners, for training, punishment or simply because their owner found it pleasing and amusing. The sissies would earn pin money & tips while they were there. But because most sissies aren’t allowed to own or often even to touch money. The sissies would be given a sealed envelope to hand over to their owners at the end of the day. The money itself wasn’t very much but it served to emphasize that their service and intimate service belonged to their Mistress or Sir.

Miss often brought home Her friends of Her male or female friends and charged them a fee to fuck Her sissy. Not for the money but  just because it amused Her, especially to take the money off them while Her sissy watched. Mistress and She often discussed soliciting or pimping my mouth and bottom out so to speak. But so far Mistress was happy with the app & rating system but She also found the idea of me serving for money amusing and was a good make me even more effeminate and submissive.

I also knew that Mistress would never take me to the beach as so far She had kept me strictly domesticated and confined to Her  household. I was only ever allowed to go into the garden area or by the pool very briefly if I was serving Her there. But just the thought of Her in Her bikini got me even more excited.

Mistress looked at me quizzically as if surprised that this made me excited and  with a satisfied smile increased the size of my plug to near maximum. This would keep my mind on my chores She told me. She also told me that the only reason She wasn’t going to discipline me further with the cock gag, was because of workers coming today.

I was very grateful not to be gagged especially cock gagged for the day, it was too deep and thick and I was constantly on the verge of choking and gagging on the exaggerated phallus  all day. & it made my butt plug feel even bigger than it was, it kept me in an almost hysteria of heightened arousal and hapless frustration all day.

She sat there for a few seconds toying with the idea but then decided against it. She obviously like the idea because I then had to take down Her shorts and bring Her a fresh pair of panties.

I so wanted to please Her there and then but She laughed and told me She could wait till later at the beach with Her boyfriend or my tongue maybe this evening. I had squirmed on my plug haplessly and helplessly.

‘Oh sissy I forgot to take you to the toilet this morning, but you can wait till tonight cant you sissy?’

‘Yes Mistress Thank You Mistress. I curtsied with a tiny whimper.

Mistress usually allowed me to pee in the morning but often made me wait to use the loo, till the evening before my enema, or sometimes let one of Her boyfriends take me to the toilet. Even though I often felt extremely full and bursting, the pee only dribbled out with a damp wet sensation, through the urethral insert in my chastity. I was not permitted to experience the gushing release that a real man felt.

Sir had arrived to pick Mistress up and they had a coffee together. Mistress told Him about how excited I had gotten looking at Her in those shorts and he had slapped my bottom hard on the base of the plug and told Her that he liked the shorts too and couldn’t wait to be taking them off Her.

She had giggled and flirted with Him and allowed Him to caress Her bottom possessively. Mistress didn’t mind Men touching Her like that as long as it was respectful and they knew that She was in charge. She found it quite exciting, & She enjoyed sex with  a real man very much.

At Mistresses prompting Sir was just about to put me over his lap and give me spanking, when the workers arrived. It was quite obvious what was going on as I had been over his lap with my dress lifted when Mistress let them in.

Don’t let us interrupt you they had said amused. But Mistress had insisted I serve them coffee while they chatted about the work schedule. After all Sir could always spank me later, or She might cane me this evening.

After I had served them coffee I had been dismissed & allowed to scurry off very embarrassed, to my chores. Mistress was very considerate and protective towards Her sissy. She knew  I found strangers, especially strangers who were not necessarily involved in the lifestyle, in the house to be very unsettling. And She preferred to enjoy any such flustered embarrassment when She was present Herself. So would tell me to stay out of the way of people who had important work to do. Usually in front of them before shooing me away to my housework.

The workers had generally ignored me during the day except at breaktimes, but had left a bit of mess for me to clean up. I had only just finished when Mistress arrived home without Her boyfriend.

I helped Her undress & dried Her after She had showered. Then downstairs brought Her a chilled wine as She sat in the lounge. I was told to fetch Her canes. She didn’t cane me immediately but sat chatting on Her phone to Her friends, flexing the springy cane  while She watched me cleaning & polishing all the surfaces. I was numb with fright and choking with fear. I felt myself getting more fearful the longer She made me wait.

Then eventually I was told to fetch my cuffs and a fresh pair of panties for Mistress, I was pale with fright as I knelt in front of Her putting replacing Her panties and kissing Her bottom. Locked in the cuffs She had stuffed the panties She had been wearing into my mouth. She gave me 6 strokes with the thick cane, then  another 12 with the springier stingy cane.

I had been sent sobbing for the pink cushion and pulled between Her thighs. She had climaxed very loudly I could feel Her muscles throbbing with pleasure a She kept Her soaked thighs tightly clamped around my face.

Then I was sent to wash Her panties and to get on with the rest of my chores. I washed Her bikini bottoms along with Her panties that day and noticed some dried semen stains on some of Her intimate garments. Mistress said it was  always a special treat for me to wash Her boyfriends cum from Her panties.

Later that evening as She was going out with Her boyfriend I had dressed Her in lovely low cut silk evening gown.

Mistress had asked me if I was excited again & I had to confess that yes I was.

Mistress smiled pleased, but also sternly and told me to fetch the canes again.

She waited for Sir to come round then caned me in front of Him. She then cock gagged me and took me to my little room I was made to sit on the hard wooden stool facing the corner and told to wait there till She came or they came home. I think Sir was a little bit disappointed that I wasn’t going to be told to give him fellatio after he had watched my caning. But Mistress didn’t mind and it would keep him horny for later.

Mistress also had another stool for punishment which had a huge dildo mounted in the centre. It was much bigger than even my fully expanded plug and much deeper too, it was impossible to sit or settle on. So I could be left impaled or penetrated on the plug cuffed and usually gagged and blindfolded too, squirming & grinding helplessly on the huge cock. Mistress sometimes used it for my fellatio training too, leaving me kneeling for hours cuffed and blindfolded kissing and sucking the huge exaggerated phallus.

The door had been closed behind me and the light turned off. I was left sitting painfully on the hard stool, not daring to move. Mistress had a number of tiny security cameras about the house and I never knew when I was being observed or not.

They came late in the evening & Sir stayed over. In the middle of the night when Mistress was sleeping Sir had woke me in my room for  a blow job. As I had swallowed a mouthful of his thick cum Sir had told me that was the type of Ice cream sissies got at the beach. But only if they were good sissies of course he told me patting my head patronizingly.

Sir would often leave me cuffed and with my face and nightie covered in his cum, iced as Mistress called it, till the morning. Especially if he was staying overnight and I would be waking him with my mouth in the morning. When he did that after I had woken him I would rush around desperately trying to clean up before Mistress woke up. She would often ask why my little room was so well perfumed with icy amusement in the morning.

‘Yes Sir, thank you Sir.’

In the morning I had woken Sir with my mouth but he hadn’t allowed me to swallow straight away. Instead I had prepared and served him breakfast. Because Sir was going to into work this morning I knelt at his feet polishing his shoes while he ate breakfast. When he had finished eating he sat me on his knee &  I was allowed to finally swallow.

Mistress was as usual highly amused by Sirs latest humiliation for me.

Mistress had also given Him a set of my keys. Not that he would ever unlock me but so that He knew that I was locked and so that I knew that He knew. Quite  a few of Mistresses ex boyfriends and male friends had a copy of my key. And lots of Sirs had a large key-ring full of different sissies keys.

Mistress had given me a stream of Her warm urine to drink before She showered. Normally I loved drinking Her juices, but I was so desperate to serve Her that morning that I was in tears, when I realized that She only wanted to relieve Herself this morning.

She also neglected to allow me to pee again this morning

Mistress had patted my bottom patronizingly. I could always wait till later to pee, and She could always relish waiting for Her orgasm till later. I was to be cock gagged today and my plug expanded all day. To remind me who had orgasms in Her house  and who did not.  




   

 

 

 

Sunday, 9 April 2023

Weddings and anniversaries

 


Once a year Mistress has a little celebration. She would go out in the morning and come home in the early afternoon with some friends. She would take off Her panties and give them to me to wear. It always made me very excited in my cage because they were usually warm and often slightly moist from Her. On the first occasion when we had first signed the Mistress and sissy wife contract, Her panties had been a lovely ivory white colour. But as Mistress generally preferred black or red panties these were usually black silk panties. They always felt so exquisitely lovely. Sissies are usually only permitted slippery satin, but these were very expensive silk panties. 

Mistress knows I am usually desperate to please Her at this point,  but She teases me and just increases the size of my plug to maximum so I feel so full and penetrated like I am about to pop or burst, with each step and especially with each deep curtsy.

I prepare a small dinner for Her and some of Her friends. Her current boyfriend is usually there too.

On this day I am allowed to kiss the key Mistresses keeps for my chastity. Or at least one of the keys. Mistress has number of copies of these tiny keys that She wears as jewelry. One as a necklace nestling in Her lovely bosom. Another on the thin waist chain She often wears, or Her tiny golden anklet. The key unlocks both my chastity cage and my butt plug, however none of the keys will open my chastity cage without Her biometrics.

Her boyfriends and regular male friends will have a copy of my key also. It is seemingly appropriate that they always know I am securely  locked up whilst I am pleasing them and for their pleasure. They can unlock my butt plug as & when it pleases them.

The wedding or first signing day was the last time I had been permitted to touch  a pen or pencil & to write anything. Nor am I usually allowed to read anything, except sometimes new recipes, but only under strict supervision. In an ideal world literacy is not required for a sissy, her only concerns should be pleasing Mistress and housework. Nor numeracy, apart from simple recipes and cane strokes. Although that is usually 6 or in multiples of six. Six is always the minimum a sissy deserves. When a Sir puts me over his knees for a spanking he will usually spank me till I am sobbing. But if he is using a paddle its in sixes too.

The sissy wedding contract is a legal contract, that handed over all my assets to Mistress. I didn’t have any assets to speak of but some sissies have money of their own. The sissy will pay a dowry to her new Mistress or Sir, for her upkeep & maintenance and the rest of the  assets are frozen so that the sissy has no access to any money of her own. These assets are  released in the case of a divorce, or if a sissy dies in service. In the case of a divorce the sissy must pay half her assets to Mistress or Sir as an additional dowry. In the case of a death the sole beneficiary is usually sissies owner.

The contract also has some provision for any surgeries or expensive hormone and medication. For


example some sissies are gelded chemically or surgically and this has to be reversible. So even though the hormones have left me tiny and soft, this feminized flaccidity could in theory be reversed. If financial feasible The richer party must pay for any surgeries to be reversed or compensate the owner for any expenses incurred. In practice though usually the sissy will lose almost everything. The superiors are usually very rich and very well connected and the  sissy having been  confined to domesticity feels powerless and easily overwhelmed by all the sudden expenses and legal costs.

So in practice very few ownerships end with divorce. Most separations are initiated by a dissatisfied or even bored superior rather than the sissy. And the result of most separations is that sissy will  end up being given or sold to another Mistress or Sir. The usually heartbroken sissy feels they have very little choice but to tearfully and reluctantly agree to whatever is decided for them. Accepting quickly a new firm hand submissively & eventually very lovingly.

The wedding contract also explicitly allows for corporal punishment and whatever punishments the owner feels necessary, apart from disfigurement and similar. Although I like most sissies have been tattooed inside my lip with a barcode that identifies me as Mistresses. Some sissies also have a little brand on one or both buttocks, but Mistress has said that can wait until She finds a pretty design She likes.

By contract essentially the sissy ceases to have any agency and exist as anything other than the chattel of their owner. Their public life is over and all decisions are imposed and enforced upon them, any disrespect or disobedience, real or imagined is legally punishable with corporal punishment. All women had naturally found this status to be demeaning and objectionably but for sissies they had become the ideal 50s or 1850’s wife.

There had also been moves to disenfranchise sissies, but that had been narrowly defeated, in favour of a compromise where Mistress or Sir would vote for the sissy by proxy. Effectively sissies had been deprived of any legal rights as it was practically impossible for them to effectively challenge any decision by their owners. Even if they somehow sought redress, the authorities and courts were unsympathetic to a situation the sissy had legally agreed to. Sissy had forfeighted her rights. 

In a perfect world Mistress and Miss tell me. Sissies would be identified around or before puberty. And separated from ordinary girls and boys. For schooling they would only concentrate on domestic duties. Then when they come of age they can be discreetly perused, selected and once chosen given over to their Mistress or Sir, by their mother in a wedding ceremony. The sissies parents would pay sissies new owner the dowry, as they transferred ownership and responsibility for sissy at  the ceremony and sissy will enter service.  The traditional female roles of submissiveness and obedience are actually sissy characteristics, wrongly imposed on women, and would be strictly enforced for sissies. Ideally also sissy would never have been allowed to get fully hard or to masturbate, only ever occasionally experiencing confusing, embarrassing wet dreams. Once owned and in service Mistress or Sir would then be free to shape sissies sexuality as they see fit.


In reality this Femtopia wasn’t going to happen any time soon. But for many in the expanding scene it was seen as highly desirable, and alongside the hormones, treatments & conditionings were being worked on that could be given to the sissy so that She felt that this was Her experience prior to being formally owned by a superior.

Sissy would also have the shame of touching herself without permission. Of being inappropriately erect and squirting, no matter how pathetic the weak sissy mess was. And the knowledge that this naughtiness was now properly denied to her. And she could and would be punished retroactively for past failings.   



For the first ceremony we had both worn white. Me in a traditional but very short ivory white silk dress and petticoats. And Mistress had worn a pure white leather mini skirt and matching leather jacket. My cage and plug were both white just for today instead of sissy pink and even my maids booties were ivory white.

For the ceremony I had been locked in leather cuffs, white again and led on  a leash to where Mistress was waiting.

I curtsied, then knelt behind and kissed Her bottom lovingly & respectfully. I was allowed to kiss Her on the front of Her skirt then I knelt behind Her again.

I promised to love and obey Her and to be in complete monogamy to Her. She promised to keep me obedient and in chastity. Mistress had always said that monogamy was a lovely idea for sissies. Monogamy and chastity for sissies was imposed and strictly enforced. My lips and tongue were only for Her intimate pleasure and Hers alone. Serving Sir didn’t count as Mistress saw that as a bit of fun for them and amusing foreplay for Her.

Mistress would usually get very aroused watching me serve a real man, especially if they were very dominant with me. Which they always were. So I would often be sent for my pink cushion after we had, had guest over. Mistress also liked me to perform fellatio on Her boyfriends before they went to bed so they could last longer for Her second time round.

Then Mistress and I both signed our marriage contract.

At the wedding ceremony Mistress ceremoniously took control of my keys and also gave me a tiny wedding ring which I don’t wear but is kept on a little chain around my neck. Mistress often teases me that She would put it around my clitty but I am so tiny it would fall off.

After the ceremony Mistress and Her guests drank a toast of wine. I am also given a wine glass with Mistresses warm pee to drink.

At the renewal ceremony after kissing the key I kneel and kiss Her bottom thanking Her for owning me. Then I serve dinner. Afterwards I dress Mistress and She and Her guests go out for the evening. I tidy up then wait for Mistress to come home. Sometimes Mistress will come home on Her own and I am sent for my pink cushion. Sometimes She will come home with Her boyfriend. Sometimes She will be tired and just want to go to bed.

The first afternoon  after the wedding Mistress had taken me upstairs and pegged me on Her bed. Then I had helped Her shower and dress and She had gone out to celebrate with Her guests.

I do so ache especially terribly for Her after our ceremony and She tells me that my intimate service  is
so delightful the longer She makes me wait. That it often pleases Her to leave me to simmer and wait.

I do so love Her and long for Her.